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july 1-2
| posted : Amos 5 (10 lines) “giants in earth” and her log ‘the Double Trap’ — long but interesting + notes in Hag. 2 and Dan. 12 concerning the ’24th’ … yesterday was a long one but this will be an insane one : a vision – but not after some movie (they’re all sh*t) and please know that it was unexpected because “not Seeing” is exactly the problem for years now … on bed last night the room became a half-dark cave having walls like a network of veins – apparently of blood because there were some unclear gory thing to the left side … at the feet end of the bed stood … a monster , an It ; its height was larger than the room , it had many long teeth and overall it looked like a giant or giant lion or bull ; it never moved nor made a sound and it seems ‘the veins’ were part of it ; then a short thick worm appeared close to the leftside : it had eyes and a small mouth and was disgusting to behold ; after many dirty pictures (in the mind?) strangely a dog showed , the rest of the night was one of poor sleep |
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| — today pondering how this could relate to the ‘vampire’ theme of yesterday and after finding some Sumerian demons a better picture ensued — to right ‘Lamashtu’, a goddess related to earth but a violent one ; the posture resembles a bit what showed and see the dog as ‘her’ attribute , and get this : also a a leech – a worm – was , probably related to human sacrifices and may show on the chest in the pic ; now , their pantheon is very complicated and not for this log but the mother goddess theme directly links to Moloch, Nergal, Annamelek , Gula and it seems to be inside earth … |
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| — we hád a prophet chapter about ‘Gaia’ but this came unexpected , and these (half?-) giants / half-bulls / lions are a bizarre theme — yet Amos 5 shows ‘Moloch’ + a request to the 144 to understand ! please give us some time cause it’s very corrupted and it’s most unclear to us whát God wants to say here — first ten lines are ready |
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