12 december

12 december – in the year 2022
contemplating suicide .
it has been an incredible journey , hasn’t it ,
having understood how and why Eden fell , how Adam became our enemy ,
and why we got to dwell on this prison planet 

yes we were incredible stubborn and therefore perhaps not always sympathetic ,
but that comes with the job — by trying to understand what our history was about ,
having to collect that by bits and pieces because of the unbelievable corruption
         the truth is that we feel very soft towards you
         adoring you for your courage
         as the souls carrying the responsibility for all of us

but we are at the breaking point
or actually — past it