13 juli
sir it is your hand
which has to go down into this bowl of sh–te wherein our soul drowns
… it is not our fault we are in that bowl
but yes we’re in it ; that’s what it is
… and no you’re not obligated to stick your hand into the bowl
but it’s our only hope
… – and then you would need to give the most intimate :
a (new-) body surrounding the soul
which runs under totally different laws as this one

it’s all beyond imagination
but do it — now — or we perish
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