16 may
posted : Mal 1 : who of you (=144) closes the gate for me ?
– very corrupted ; posted as first half ;
dream :
… over and over again about “the powerful word” – but Negative ,
as the type words Hitler used in his sorcery speeches ;
since yesterday late afternoon it’s like a switch has been turned ,
cutting off all energy and leaving the frame and mind exhausted
(perhaps that negative word was that ‘energy’…?)
– either way ,
the consciousness about you is but only a flickering spark Sir ,
promise you act — or this will end badly for us