22 february
deleted previous log … not wanting to be attached to anything … not to current
events , not to personal past , to nothing … because every link is a trap
– how true is that last vid … eventhough right now it’s sinking instead of swimming …
that shore may be near but we’re swimming for years already .. yet at a certain point
it just doesn’t help no more imagining that the shore is near … who knows how
far off still ? since you refuse to tell anything