22 march
… something happened privately
so that , in spite of being in sight of the harbour , we became a heavily damaged ship
needing every bit of luck to get her into the safe place of which we only have contextual
 proof by restored text , yet still not have any further confirmation —
          because , without overdoing it ,
          the ‘damaged ship’  is “the moment just after she ate the Apple”
          as those souls who betray us 
…
6 wks 4 dys … and only impossible chapters left … – the longest waiting-time ever …