26 maart
posted : Luke 18 , the parable of the widow and the judge
‘I will return whén I have found belief upon earth’
breakdown and compared with an Isaiah chapter ;
… yes the “day and night” described there is very true ,
but it’s worse Sir – we’re all spent , yet it all drags on
…
the dream about our house as if upon a steep cliff ,
where a boy outside – like an acrobate upon a high construct –
succeeded to enter our room ; then I see his Turkish (Armenian ?)
mother next to me (yet I never – ever – dream about these people)
perhaps showed the last ones of the 144 entering ,
… but we’ve lost count of these type dreams ; everytime another ;
and it .. does not help anymore to hang on