29 october
we can’t give up — that is not an option
      you and we are the front of the army , if we go down everyone will ,
      just look please all that we gathered so far , it is incredible ;
if He wants to kill us while walking we swallow it and continue ,
though probably the killing has other reasons we do not know about ;
it is more honorful to trust that He restores us , as sitting down plagued
by the compelling reasons why He would not
therefore promise that you care for all of us
      yet what we really need is a timeframe
      any solid timeframe
      please we really need an answer for that