| 30 january … your Majesty … please ; after lots of pondering ; the sphere around has so drastically changed … – it’s like the fluttering consciousness had to hunker down inside a house as protecting herself for the raging tornado outside — going on for many months — yet now the storm has ceased , it also has taken away the roof of the house and she still hunkers down … wondering what to make of this all … yes some oppressive spiritual blanket is gone – which should be positive : but this weird new situation is not an improvement … leaving more questions than answers , while you are at an unreachable distance … no it’s no whining nor complaining , you know that … but just trying to grasp this new situation … – does this mean that our job – so far – is done ? but if so , would you still wait three more months ? or is that our idea ? the original situation hásn’t changed though … – we’re still locked in this ape and you’d still need to forgive us very much … but now you’re so far away the only option for her is to keep remembering what it was all about ; which is … a rather unexpected poor situation , really she knows that you have not changed — but nothing is alright till you show |