“About the time of the end, a body of men will be raised up
who will turn their attention to the Prophecies :
and insist upon their literal interpretation ;
in the midst of much clamor and opposition.”
Isaac Newton
just look at the phrasing… – Newton knéw – he belonged to Esau ….


november 30 – Ravine III                    – the Transfiguration [=our Date] ‘at the 8th day’
                                                                        – the ’15th of the 8th’ (1Ki.12&13) : our unspoken Date 

this “8th” day …
pleaded Him to say something please – anything … — but Silence 
… sometimes this means that we could find it already : oftentimes in the scroll hersélf ;
    and today , this “8th (-month)” thing appears more and more probable by the hour
A) the Transfiguration :
next to the examples in part II also Luke 9 suggests similar : the Transfiguration which 
represents ‘our’ event happened at “the eighth day” (line 28) — though sadly any ‘number’
in the Scroll can have be corrupted , the context of it indeed being at ‘the 8th’ is rather Solid 
        [also implying that Esau cut & pasted here too : the Transfiguration was the réal end of the
        elsewhere described “Christ went to Jerusalem during Booths” : in another log we posed
        that the “tabernacles” and “three” (line 33) was said TO Peter and *likely* wrote something
        as “at (or: after) Booths in the third year” – but ofcourse we cannot próve that …] ; 
B) the ‘missing 15 days’ :
… this may seem far-fetched : but why did Passover only start “the 14/15th of the 1st month” ? ;
could that imply that indeed “the 8th day of Booths” is a crossover to a timeframe – or date – 
that is part of the 8th month … ? :
|———————–|—————————————————————-|————————|                        < months
1                               2                                                                                         7                                 8
                |—————————————————————————————————-|- – – ? – -|      < feasts
you can agree that the feasts are more sacred than the months , therefore the feasts should 
form a perfect “7” – indicated in Time by ‘months’ : but since several “8-s” keep appearing ,
does this warrant searching for … some ‘forgotten 8’ ? ;
please keep the timeline in mind : 
C) the ’15th of the 8th’ : the story in 1 Kings 12 & 13 :
… in lines 32-33 of chapter 12 the excuse-for-a-king Jerobeam organizes a festivity ,
and all concordances will tell you “that he deliberately changed the timing of the feast of
Booths from the 15th of the seventh month into the 15th of the eight month” ,
and especially line 33 seems to support that view :
yet there is something fishy going on with both lines : 33 is almost a virtual repeat of 32 
and reads like “Esau wanted to push us by his repeat into understanding a wrong context” 
by making sure that ‘the 15th of the 8th’ had nothing to do with God   — 
yet in the rest of the story , in next chapter 13 ,
God considers the thing important enough to send some prophet to Jerobeam !
[and now we have to proceed carefully for possible corruption :]

(KJV)  “And he cried against the altar in the word of the LORD, and said,”  
… does this make Sense ? why would a prophet “cry out against an altar (-as such)” when
a crucial aspect was ‘a certain day’.. ? for remember the previous two fishy lines : what if 
Esau made sure that the “day” theme was omitted by now , starting “an altar” theme ? : 
“and he called (7121) it the altar=day (mzbch=ium) of word=sacredness (?) of IEUE”
… doesn’t that make much more sense ?
it seems to us that Jerobeam may unknowingly (?) have picked a date — this 15th of the 8th —
but that he was not allowed to : because it was God’s date ! or whý would God make the
trouble to send someone to him about this ? , continuing :
(KJV) “O altar, altar, thus saith the LORD; Behold, a child shall be born unto the house 
of David, Josiah by name; and upon thee shall he offer the priests of the high places 
that burn incense upon thee, and men’s bones shall be burnt upon thee.”

… now , even if corrupted , the terms that remained in KJV give it away as well :
since ‘altar’ presumably was ‘day’ (line 2a) and because now must follow a specificátion ,
it was likely “[+because in] altar=this altar=day , says IEUE ,”   +  ;
followed by “a son will be born to the house David” , where ‘David’ always is ‘Eden-rule’ 
and “a son born” is either about Christ or the manchild as 144     —
it may have written a slight different version but it is not easy to establish hów that could have
looked – to not confuse themes – since ‘the house Ishral’ still existed in worldly form ofcourse ;
it therefore cannot be coincidence that the subject is repeated to make SURE who is intended ,
as [swapped] “[+in] name of – Joshua – [..2x..] – the high (-places) – priest” :
the “Joshua the high priest” represents the 144 , see for example the Zecheriah chapter ,
and Esau sáw this but used (the·high-places) (-bmth) instead of the proper adjective ‘high’ ;
note how the subject can not be Christ – since He was born out of the southern kingdom ;
         [sadly,] this is as far as we possibly can go :
         we fail to retrieve what can have been said in 2c , 
         yet to be fair we think that it does not really matter anymore … true ? 
         the rest of 2 Kings 13 :
         … for the same reason [=corruption] we cannot be sure ‘what’ the “sign” was about :
         does “a split-apart altar” make sense ? – perhaps ; but “a dried-up hand” – why ? ;
         though surely some sign followed , probably to Un-do that event (and link it to the
         proper later event) , it seems a waste of time trying to find out what it may have been ;
conclusion :
… true – the last thing we’d have thought of is looking into chapters like ‘Kings’ , but why 
couldn’t God have put something inthere which would likely be corrupted in prophets .. ? ;
all the above seems like a solid chance , and gives hope        
… 8 more days …



29 november – ravine II
… to phrase it more clearly as yesterday – and keeping with the ravine situation ;
the breath (spirit) cannot keep standing there but took off over the cliff ,
yet more like a fluttering small thing making no single progress against the storm
while constantly pleading to Him to act and to show Himself
— but this is a dangerous and unstable situation and will not last very long for her

the whole theme with its many aspects – as in this site – seems far away right now :
it belonged to her soul that had to make that long and hard journey to this point
because of the absolute need to escape out from that ancient sticky curse
       but she cannot – not now – give up the fluttering and return again to those themes , 
       and it’s clear whát was “the sunday school page full of scribblings” the angel held  —
       this site … *blush* … – not in the texts ofcourse but in the many things which we do
        not or only half understand still … that’s alright – important is that he held it
… but yes the situation is urgent and we really need a timeframe — apart from Haggai
the “guilt” theme which is indeed about “the guilt of the soul being in this ape” also shows
in Hosea but those too are so very corrupted (and guess what : it also has the “3d year”) ;
and though both seem to show that He acts when this guilt problem is over ,
there’s really nothing for sure to say about a timeframe – because of the corruptions …
       while secondary sources are most tricky : was the “between 8 and 9 pm” of two
       weeks ago perhaps “8 and 9th month” i.e this month ?
       [could the strange ‘8th day’ of Booths — as a day we put at the 1st of this month —
       act as a crossover to include this month ..? ; please : ‘the circumcision’ also was at the
       eight day , as “presenting male to God” – while prophets use “circumcision of heart”
       indicating the restoration of the soul ;
       similarly interesting is Leviticus describing the eight day related to the guilt-offering
       (see above and log 28) … so how much chance is there for ‘this month’ ?]
please ,
promise you plead



28 november
the window is closed — facing the ravine                 (dream: ‘all was lost ; then …’)

what to say …
after the past days that even felt pósitive it’s total darkness again …
this thing is impossible , indigestible , a neverending burden
… it is not merely about “a date that did not happen”
but the entire building of the scroll is starting to tremble
… before the rest of the log ,
please , first listen to how the guy phrases the situation ;
I saw the words “all is lost” and clicked the vid promptly ,
and he is 100% right : we are in front of the cliff and
in his words : “too deep to climb and too far to jump”
(it’s no accident he got this dream , posted 13 hrs ago)

the positive here is that , if you ever thought you were alone – this guy proves you are not ;
and the way he describes the “daily searching yet not finding nothing” is totally spot on ;
the other interesting is the “it happened after expectation got lost” : because the Fall
feasts are over , ‘Hanukkah’ is a False one , and the next set would only be in May , sic ,
yet likely not even pertaining to us
that “it happened” in the dream is valuable because of her context — and rings true to
something of yesterday (see below) , different as the flood of other ‘rapture dreams’ which
are always the same Vague and therefore little more as yet another small plaster for a
wound that just won’t stop bleeding
part II
this “sensing His non-unwillingness” :

… this is a most difficult theme to put into words – please skip if you can’t follow    —
it was also there a large part of yesterday (hence the disappointment of darkness again)
and all day I just tried to understánd this … new position – because that’s what it IS ;
the below looks awful clinical but is important :

the relation towards God – over time – through the :
mind (Ego) mind (Ego) mind (Ego) mind (Ego)
heart heart heart heart
soul soul soul soul
breath (spirit) breath (spirit) breath (spirit) breath (spirit)

sure there are many combinations at work but the core of a person exists of the latter two ,
and it seems that “in the final stage” only the breath (spirit) survives — nót the soul —
and it is the breath (spirit) that senses this “not-unwillingness of Him”

you may think “this is overdoing it – to dissect things in extremis” : yet this is a same type
real problem to ús like the guy phrased with his “searching and not finding” ;
yes God blew breath (-spirit) into the nostrils of adm (-as soul) , and one can read that a
hundred times over yet not understand it at all — until one is confrónted with it … true ?
           … perhaps the breath (spirit) can be envisioned as ‘a small tongue of fire upon the soul’ ,
           much like the story in NT (and why would that comparison be improper .. ?) : but in this
           case a tiny awareness , that of “communication” : it cannot ‘know’ , has no ‘insight’ ,
           no ‘feelings’ , etc , but her nature is ‘to communicate’ ;
           and on top of that — apparently — she can be separated from the soul …
– I’ve always held that the , rather helpless , core of us is ‘the soul’ : but I never expected
that she actually could DIE – or perhaps rephrased “in a comatose state” , yet it happened
this year (and see log a month ago ; that’s why we keep it) ; while after past week’s crash ,
it seems that “what I call ‘me’ is (only-) that small tiny flame as the breath (spirit)” 
yet ,
and I realize it all looks like a gigantic play on Semantics : but the small flame it is not ‘me’
‘I’ realized that – for utter lack of better words – “she wants to go back to her Owner” ,
literally be in communication with Him
… and here comes in the above mentioned ‘sensing His non-unwillingness’ :
            she is able to sense the majesty of Him … eventhough it’s all very dim and faraway still
the burden (-of the soul) :
… this situation includes anóther aspect : the being free of some very heavy burden ,
which – as far as detectable – must have , in some way , clung to the soul (not ‘to her’) :
and in retrospect , this burden has felt like ‘a very ancient one’ , very sticky and very heavy ,
yet because right now the breath (spirit) has no insight – see above – she can’t see whát it is
about and the only option is that He will show her
           using the poor-functioning own mind : the Haggai line dóes address something like this ,
           about the soul that is unclean when touching this body — but we almost got a Trauma
          from the corruption of that book — yet that chapter also includes the promise

… ofcourse right now we’re still inside this Ape ,
yet it feels like … some Legal tipping-point has changed ;
the vid to right was posted 5 days ago (saw it 3 days ago) ,
someone feeling it urgent to tell about his NDE when young
and I remembered his phrase “now it did not matter anymore”
because it describes the very thing above
(also note the “going somewhere so much bigger and better”) :

… though the above must indeed also be intertwined with the Cham-theme (see logs)
and we again started the ‘inner-earth’ subject — Sumeria , 1561 Nuremberg event , etc —
it is best to let that for now and first look what there’s to find about (the root-) “guilt” 
because we feel that the mentioned ‘burden of the soul’ is exclusively linked to that ;
and try a final time to make sense of Haggai 1 & 2
           … your Majesty … if only a fráction of what she sensed of you is true
           then you must be very awesome … we promise we look what we can find ,
           but please the only thing that helps is when you will get us



we still would need to write it all down but for the Legal :
(Sumerian-) ENKI is ‘the masculine evil ruling earth’ ;
and his paradise as ‘inner-earth’ is DILMUN (represented as… Qatar !) ,
having 8 ‘regions’ (aspects) – hence also the Qatar infinite 8 symbol ;
the ME ‘tablets of destiny’ (stolen from eden) are ‘in’ inner earth – comp. the orb vid ;
for ‘humanity’ he made was by the blood of KINGU – our Originals …

26 nov [6pm]     24 hours left … – please our Majesty , don’t let us down …
25 nov [3am]   dream : ‘Satan comes on this earth’ (posted under 24) [+important UPD]
24 november
Qatar 2022 as Ritual : Adam protecting Mystery-Babylon

… before you think that we’ve finally lost it :
please first watch the 2 min animation video
and the description right below — then decide
whether you want to continue parts B and C 
of this log which will show more context 
concerning this specific Ritual ; yesterday we
opted that a possible ‘curse’ can be going on
and because we can rule out nothing in this
timeframe we came to this Qatar one  —
knowing full well that the enemy would not 
skip the chance to suck off energy of billions ;
teaser : the mascot name is “the Trickster” :

Mascot-verse EP 3 [animation – vid] :
– first , “they are camping in the desert [sic]” where other facets of this Ritual 
    want “to keep us – 144 – IN the desert (-as earth)” ; the mascot [‘Adam’] narrates
    his Trickster-story to ‘the children’ – who can be or the 144 , or Jacob , or the other
    people of this world : that’s irrelevant as long ‘they are baiting’ ; 
– note the book [=scroll] working towards the other reality by showing the solarplane
    popping up out of it (0.32) ;
– ‘the mascot-verse , high up in the sky’ [=Mystery-Babylon] (0.42) ;
– ‘tiny crystals flying’ – as their dome over their land (? , because ‘crystal’) ;
– now ‘the mountain has the mascot face’ (1.01) , and since the mountain towers over 
    the stargazer this turns the stargazer into ‘Adam’ ;
– ‘Mystery-Babylon being threatened by destruction’ [=the crystal ball] ;
    and remember how “adam will tremble when he will hear the report” :
    see (1.24) : sic , ‘prayers’ ; while ‘the mayor’ is “the king of Babylon” [=Thoth] ? ;
– at (1.33) the mascot comes out of the stargazer : so it wás Adam ; 
– the solution to avoid their destruction is ‘football [-on earth]’ (1.35) , as occult Ritual :
– for ‘it is time to unite and protect your [=his] goal w/ all of your soul’ (1.54) ;
– ‘as the days [=of the threat] went by’ (2.02) : what – 3 years now ? ;
– ‘the mascots’ can well be ‘the sons of Ammon’ [=supporting Adam] (2.08) ?
     because the sorcery component is obvious ;
     helping him “because all is now” [=’a desperate last chance’ ?]
–  it is unclear who ‘the angel’ is (2.30) , it can be Adam or even lucifer  
     but most likely it’s a female , as the whore [-of M-Babylon] 
–  because she shows at (2.38) as holding/being the golden cup [sic !] , 
     [this one is different from the FIFA trophy : a goddess holding up earth / a ball] ; 
– ‘Adam’ rescued the cup (2.41) ; 
less important : for readability – and to save space – this is just short :
… [EP. 2 ; 4 mins] : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC3PXKuFgLA
(0.48) : ‘Adam’ is ‘forever’, shown by the Infinite symbol (latter is FIFA’s words) ,
hence the “we were there 1000’ds of years ago” – for he is ‘our ancestor’ ! ;
(1.20) : the obsession with “dimensional portals” — also closing them , sic ;
(1.42-43) : that is true ofcourse — hence the Ritual ; 
(2.24) : sic , read : to invade ;
(2.58) : interesting : ‘Adam’ – these days ?
(3.53) : the unborn child may be ‘the 144’ considered the Qatar Opening Ritual ;
…. [EP. 1 ; 4 mins] : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_OgzLPWIEk
start : he is to be devoured (weird : we used the SAME phrase yesterday …) ;
then again a section of ‘portals’ ; at (3.29) , the hole with teeth in the desert
represents “this prison earth” but masked as ‘stadiums’ — where in the Opening
Ritual both blocks [=both Houses?] deriving from the unborn child [=see above]
descend into the stadium and [144?-] lights stream down from it :
true , that section remains a bit unclear but we can not comprehend évery detail ;
description of other Ritualistic aspects :
– the ‘Qat_ar 2022’ as logo is explained by the official (qatar2022 qa) site
as “a calligraphic Arabian version” but it is meant to draw attention to the word 
since it refers to Strong’s number 6999 , literally ‘to burn sacrifices’ (-qatar) ;
not necessary ‘human ones’ but also “smoke” as ‘worshipping deities’ 
so , as ‘energy’ – in this case the Trickster – since his logo is shown next to it ;
        – the same they did with the 8 very mediocre posters (see qatar2020 qa)
        where the core term is (-hayya) ‘life’ : namely “for the Trickster” ;
        but because you know that Semitic roots fluctuate it may just as well be
        (-hayy) [hajj] referring to “(trapped-) pilgrims” — we — or the second
        meaning of that word , ‘sorcery’ ;
        the case of ‘the mascot’ – aka ‘Adam’ :
… the mascot named La’eeb , is everywhere explained as “super-skilled player” 
but since Google is so corrupt now that it shows only 24 pages containing
only the p-correct finds , it took some time seeing it derives from (-la’iba) ,
1. to play , 2. to trick , to cheat (‘trickster’) ;
         – the ‘5-point star within a circle’ is ofcourse said to be ‘a football’ but 
         matches (yes) too much the hieroglyph T’AT [=Duat , Dat] , the name for
         the underworld : but in fact the region of the matrix-gate where Adam is ;
         the ‘flowers’ are less clear but can be the matrix ‘tree of life’ in that same
         region – google ‘Nut goddess tree of life’ ;
… the tricky one is the head-dress itself : we long time now hold that the
Egyptian type headdress (comp. Tutânkhámen) was a copy of Adam’s — 
knowing how infatuated the sons of Ammon were with him ; on itsélf this
aspect is perhaps too Weak – but not in combination with all of the above ;
conclusion :
… this Ritual is not easy to spot because poured in ‘a bit childish form’
but that does not mean it is less effective ! , and remember the narrator’s
words in the video “you inspire us artists” ;
the main goal is that millions agree with the premise of this Ritual and in a 
way it makes much sense that Adam is behind especially this one …
— ofcourse we have questions : COULD it stop or delay what He wants ? ,
and we’ve no answer to that (is this some ‘delaying enough [-Ritual]’ ?) ;
and is it linked to the horrific theme of óther children , the poor SRA ones ,
done as “supportive Ritual” for the same ’cause’ , of which every now and 
then some information comes out in the open [see here and here] ? ;
— and we have ofcourse the ongoing Ukraine Ritual , see logs from March ,
where thousands of males are sacrificed for Esau — in the region where the
dream-vision ended (see page) and the final ones of the 144 appeared

therefore you and we must stay attentive , examining everything :
but the greatest problem we have is this deafening iron Silence of Him …
[25 nov 4 am]
… after shower before sleep I said Him how hopeless this being in the pit is
and remembered Jeremiah [who was taken out by good strangers] , thinking
to look at that section tomorrow if it was endtime related (I think it is)
       forgot first half of the dream [usually they’re common] but after having got Lost
       in a foreign city at night I sat upon the bed of a pickup truck and there were
       two guys like from the Trained Resistance : one of them next to me showed
       me a sunday-school page with some scribbles of mine [which I couldn’t read]
       and (thérefore-) the other one sat on one knee upon the street just below us ,
       having taken my ultramodern iphone (I don’t use one) and after a small blue
       light indicated ‘it searched’ , a number of óther blue lights appeared IN the 
       street in some 10 ft square around ;
he said “this is the place where Satan will ascend (-onto earth)” and I knew
that was any moment now because (some of-) the buried phones had lit up ; then :
“I buried the phones [=some 20, 40 ?] in the week that you [=I think it was ‘when
you were asleep’]” ; and next , they started to drive – like crazy – as if on a mission ,
I sat in the back between tools and other things having no idea where we went ;
strange vehicles passed by like trucks carrying tanks having weird armor
and I recognized the region as ‘the evil East’ [=from other dreams] 

I don’t think the guys were ‘Chamites’ as in the Jeremiah story [I assume nothing
just said that I thought about that story ; second I reject that a(-ny) dream can come
from ‘just a thought’] : in fact befóre that there was something with ‘an Arabian (?)
and an iphone’ so perhaps it – the phones – are Chamites belonging to us ??
Chamites indeed are deeply buried by Esau , using them as his specific blackmail ;
       – he didn’t say ‘Adam’ but ‘Satan’ and the context was ‘this earth’ ; I’ve no idea
       what the phones nor the scribbling nor the mission was about ; but my opinion
       is that both were ‘angels’
… and if anything , this dream must show that God is still working – and fast ,
and that is a great relief eventhough we don’t know what is going on these days 
[UPD 5 pm]
– first : the new moon shows today at 2300 UTC ; if we maintain Booths during
    the past week , ‘the eight day’ would start tomorrow afternoon : we have a grim
    chance [=because not logical] that it is our Date but after last night who knows ..?
– then the Jeremiah story ,
    the fall of Jerusalem was a fóreshadowing of the endtime ; while Zephaniah 
    even clearer places ‘the good group of Cham’ (or Kush) in the endtime and their
    special Attribute is “the evil realm loses their right to obtain the type eden body” ;
– the fact that we are in the pit [=the well] 
    must mean ‘that we have no authority over this specific attribute’ like that group has ,
    in the sense that you and we have a Legal general authority because of the scroll 
    but the mentioned aspect itself must belong to the Cham group …
so what is that specific attribute ?
please realize that the next section is a mind exercise , to try understand things better ;
it is quite Tricky because ‘MIXTURE’ plays a great role , so please use discernment :
today I found this vid and was astounded :
it talks about ‘blue pinpoints + orbs , inner earth , cellphone , angels, alien texts’ 
and you can imagine my curiosity reading so many matching themes  —
before you start it know that the title is not quite correct

since obviously presented themes link to the evil realm ;
HOWEVER — he says “dreams over a period of two years”
and (to me-) it seems “some war is going on concerning
a certain Attribute” where the 4th dream is almost positive :
falsification (about the guy) :
… ofcourse the FIRST thing we always do , right , is to look
what óther kind of vids there are to can judge better (to our
abilities ofcourse) what that certain person réally believes ,

and in one of them he describes ‘the problem of Cham : which is mixture’ quite well ,
even how it showed as “two different type bones sticking out of him” [=and do see the
rest of the log below] , and how God (Christ) freed him fróm that mixture as visible IN him : 
it all rings true , obviously he’s a ‘recent’ believer , appéaring to have some Chamite roots ; 
— the first dream :
(not to overdo it) : ‘a house’ is often “the consciousness of a tribe or company” 
where ‘kitchen’ is obviously ‘the place where (spiritual-) food comes from’ ; the “orb” theme
we know nothing about [=and like to stay away from it] but that it was “a benevolent angel” 
seems Implausible , especially because of ‘the spacecraft’ theme [=we neither like] next :  
to me , it seems like “They” want him – but there still is a choice (the two doors , at 3.00) ;
— second dream :
the ‘quarantine’ methinks relates tó ‘the orb’ because it morphs into some E.T. ;
the “after the elections” (5.14) again seems ‘a choice’ theme : ‘selecting the Cham group’ ? ;
— third dream :
the ‘looking to the left’ is Negative , even in his own other vid ; the ‘password’ section (7.03)
is interesting , where the computer refers to ‘a matrix reality’ – actually : stárting it on earth ? ;
— fourth dream :
the ‘tiny blue orb’ (7.50) reminds of log last night ; (next , locking up the iron weight is positive?) ;
then , “the orb going up and down” : because it couldn’t get ‘into space no more” THEREFORE
the only option was “to go in the earth”.. ? ; then “the ancient writing on golden tablets” (9.50) ,
does this imply that he finally conquered his attribute (-hidden IN earth) ?
the link to ‘Russia’ is weird : see C in log of yesterday while in the logs of March we saw that
Russia was vital in the Vatican’s Fatima-occult-Ritual linked to ‘the end of the world’ ;
at (10.19) he had his phone with him to take pics of it : is this “the cellphones which the Angel 
buried in the street [=earth]” — as if ‘guiding the Cham group to win that attribute” … ?
… what to make of this ?
so he was IN earth with his cellphone while the angel said (see log) ‘satan will ascend here’ ,
just how much is the chance ?? ; yet ‘satan’ is not necessarily “the” Satan because ‘adversary’ 
can mean a ránge of Evil things — but what kind of demon group is this about ?
we did start to link “inner earth” with ‘Moab‘ : just the chapters are extremely corrupted :
Cham [=in general] must carry the burden of “the humanoid ape” theme as the one which
received the eden-aspects — hence the deep ‘Mixture’ — but ‘who’ is the demon-group that
holds such strong Legal authority over this humanoid-ape concept ?
is this the Anunna/Giants group that were Disembodied ? 
        it raises many other questions – what is with this ‘technical science’ [=like the Angel held
        but was not his’ while I hate those things] yet used it ‘to communicate’ , and this ET theme
        also always links to ‘crafts’ and the ‘(technological type-) information’ … ?
RE : Booths … ?
… considering the above there *may* be an unexpected turn : Booths is about ‘physicality’ ,
shown by the offered quantities of oil and flour – as eden’s physical aspects , and also in the
bulls that are offered that count from 14 down to 7 [=if the text is not corrupt] ,
as if “eliminating aspects that do NOT belong to eden” : as in ‘being freed’ … ?
is this “that week” (since Booths is 1 week) which the angel intended ?
… we always search Sir to understand but there are so many things we don’t … do not look
to our poorness but only to the intent … – we didn’t give up on you : we’re just tired … 
while hoping for the next 48 hours – massively – because we fail to give up expecting you 


23 november
having deleted the swear word – that was wrong ofcourse ,
not wanting any hook for a curse to can cling to
… that said ,
perhaps we are indeed under a curse … an unknown one , from outside ,
because we are so so incredibly stuck , it’s beyond belief
       and there is no answer …
and not wanting to let down you ofcourse … but pray tell , how come
that we’re in this trainwreck ? have we overlooked any theme or aspect ?
– hardly … did it write ‘the seventh year’ instead of ‘the third’ ? : ánything is
possible but would that make Sense .. ?
       the disappointment is so total , she doesn’t even plead for help anymore ,
       numbed waiting until each awful and empty day has passed over her ,
       and any next window is utterly impossible far away
this can not have been intended yet it is happening … what we do ??



20 november
perhaps it’s best to stop complaining now , right :
it is useless talking to a stone – anyway never in a million years it will respond ;
we best start walking again – tomorrow
        that same endless desert where the last drop of water was already used
        a hundred miles ago ; that neverending goddamn desert and yes that is
        on purpose turning us into a bunch of ridiculous Fools endlessly hobbling
        to a fata morgana in the far distance , 
        it would have been more merciful to have taken Esau’s Clot Shot and die
        like the 46,000 + others and be done with it instead of having to pull oneself
        together again for the umpth fucking thousandandone time to continue walking
        this cursed nomansland to reach a deity whose favorite sport is To Stay Silent
the elite troops perishing in the desert … yes you heard that right – THIS was asked 
of you and we and we DID learn to understand the scroll : by having learned to read 
and understand hieroglyphs and what they talked about ; had we enough time and 
energy and access we’d blow them all open ; same with Rg-Veda addressing exact 
the same themes , if we had five years to really get the feel of Sanskrit      – 
this is who you and we are yet we are perishing in this neverending desert ,
and no sound doctrine can be found anywhere on the net because every christian is 
too busy defending corrupted concepts , imprisoning us only deeper in this lousy prison
planet since they refuse to understand that the scroll has been turned into a joke by 
… you are hurting us beyond belief … instead you would be proud on us and encourage
by at least showing glimpses , in a mission which is not less as the Exodus , this time
you choose to say fcking nothing , not even old-Ishral was that deprived of anything ,
but in the culmination of everything , in the timeframe of wrapping up whole history , 
you leave us like walking dead having to walk the impossible drought

and no — ‘more understanding’ does not equal ‘more belief’ or ‘more energy’ – in fact it
is the inverse : it makes everything just the more complicated , needing more help to
can stand and process all the difficult themes
         this is no fuckin hobby like at ‘5 doves’ or ‘raptureintheair’ where nothing has changed
         since 2001 [sic] hopping from date to date , happily ‘waiting’ another 200 years
         while praying for the peace of Jerusalem
yes i’m hurt beyond belief
         these i honor – all of you who neither understand what is going on but don’t have any 
         option but to walk on , all of you who had the courage to accept the scroll , 
         my deepest respect to each of you   



19 november
she sits down in total silence , feeling foolish , utterly flabbergasted
       you have made all of us look like fools … 
       you have let down all of us … you know that ?
and what she can do now and how is she supposed to survive ?
because a result of this letdown is that she will not ask again if you please
would hurry to get her , she won’t make that mistake again , anyway getting no
other answer but that endless wall of silence …
       what deity , please , was ever so silent ? ; never before people got so many
       ‘words’ and ‘dreams’ channeled through their willing entities posing as you ,
       yet you choose to remain unreachable for all those of you who wait for you
                                                       is this
about a setback of the Plan , so to speak ? that we – in spite of the thanksgiving
dream – are still not complete ? is that why the dream – two days ago – of the
female gorgeous standing at all fours across the chest , praying , and the number
70,000 ? are we really that down still ? but then why conflicting dreams ?
       you will forgive the other option
       but it arises because you say nothing , 
       perhaps you do it because you ‘want to get back at Jacob’… for all the times
       that we have walked away from you … and you chose to let us know that …
       one could say ‘well a divine nature would not do that’ – but is that so ? 
… you are our Father ,
you suffered enough by us having walked way from you which you never wanted ,
then you called us back – and we did : now why be so inaccessible to us please ?
is there no way that you can let go of your grudge against us ? 
       we have a so horrid unequal relationship , and on top of that we’re imprisoned
       in this dirty ape … don’t you see that we need you ? like we – as male souls 
       (or whatever is left of that) enjoy adoring the female gorgeous .. covering her ,
       caressing her all over , hearing her softly sing of joy , so we imagine you would
       to all of your people … – but you are silent as a rock , it’s beyond heartbreaking ..
would you not stand up and shout now it is enough – and act ?
for we still believe 100% in you , all of us who waited for you , 
but we just don’t understand why you give us such a hard time ….



18 november
too long ago , too long apart …




17 november
drinking – to keep that ocean of bitterness at bay
       hating logs like this
… it doesn’t help that we never “see a name of a person or animal conforming to 
some Strong’s number meaning something combined with a zodiac sign plus a 
corrupt verse , together indicating a certain date” — we leave that to YT Sorcery — 
because apparently we’re not doing 1 fck better and remain with empty hands 
in spite of so carefully staying with the context of lines
         I tell you yesterday we even tried to link John 2 13-22 which is ofcourse corrupt ,
         with the themes ‘three’, ‘to re-build’ and ‘temple’ (tabernacle) to Hag. 2&3 having
         the same themes — but all three are so corrupt that we’d have had to fill it in , 
        with a large chance that a detailed interpretation would be wrong :
         this is the neverending Curse …
on the other hand : You neither never show nor tell any freaking word … what deity
leaves his servants hanging like this , as all of us that agree with what you have 
said in prophets ? what are we supposed to do now … ?
what are we to do with “the 3d year” now the Fall window has virtually ended ? 
in favor of every context we understood Trumpets was three years ago while moving
Booths to the 21st for the same reason , why is it so impossible to just say something 
to us , knowing that we try but that some details are just too corrupted ?
Christ said “no one knows the time [+corrupt insertion] but the Father” which ofcourse
was a hint to the prophets , yet even all of us who agree with you are left in the dark ? 
for you it all may be crystal clear but for us it is not — why you act like the abusive
husband in an already unequal relationship : once in a while showing a faint sign of
kindness then disappearing , leaving us lonely in emptiness and heartache … ?    
just how long our soul – or whatever is left of her – has to bear this neverending barrage ,
that daily sewer , of nonsense of this filthy clown world ? until she finally will give in ?
and just how is she supposed to stand having to hold on to a promise so diluted by now
that it is causing a rift in her between who you are – which she trusts 100% – and between
your promise now further away as ever , as having to claw out of a pit with smooth edges ?

we did not have a plan B towards you , it was all or nothing … now please what we do ?



15 november
window +3 days (?)
— ‘and Christ showed Himself the 3d day the feast of tabernacles’ (Jn.7)
— the transfiguration : “make 3 tabernacles”  [=corrupted : but compare !]
please  —
you know we don’t do ‘date setting’ – who cares , right – but we refuse to let go of
the “3d year” , yet we desperately need a palpable timeframe or it’s game over for us ;
it seems like scraping the barrel (well it IS) but ‘His attention’ past Saturday + 3d day
can mean today indeed is the first day of Tabernacles (and see end of log)   —
hence we looked at John 7 :
       though 7 is corrupted it seems valid that ‘He went up the third day of the feast’ 
       and started to teach – read : ‘the scroll’ theme ; interestingly lines 27b and 31 write
       “when Christ may be coming” so this was about His return , as a theme which 
       the Pharisees or Jews , see text , always wanted to know in order to BLOCK it ,
       and that the theme IS ‘His return’ was already shown by ‘the going up on the 3d day’ 
       (more we cannot derive : the whole section about ‘Moses’ ‘the law’ and ‘circumcision’ 
       is ofcourse corrupt and must have been ‘Moses=God gave the circumcision=scroll’ etc) ;
the ‘3 tabernacles’ (Mt.17, Mk.9) :
… the Transfiguration is definitively a depiction of the rescue of the 144 , not only through
the text but also through the flanking two witnesses ; while the theme of “changed garments”
matches the feast of Tabernacles – which is about our Originals
now : the term ‘feast of Tabernacles’ in Greek is “the setup + of tents” and appears just once
as whole phrase , while Peter here supposedly says “let us MAKE three tents” [=nonsense] : 
it then was not Peter who spoke but he was spoken TO : how much is the chance it has said 
“the setup + of tents” – as in the feast – as an indication that He returns during that feast ? 
         perhaps even a ‘three’ was involved as “halfway” or “at the 3d day” since the context
         suggests ‘an event of multiple days’ — or why write “at the sixth day” (Mk.9:2) ? ,
         yet that detail would be too tricky to restore and remains too speculative 
         thing is that now the themes of both John 7 and Mark 9 are linked , and there is
         a good chance that the Transfiguration event was the real intro óf John 7 ..  
but – is it possible … ?
… we really don’t know — we do nothing else as but trying to understand , don’t we ; 
though there is no ‘break’ (‘a halfway’) during Booths in prophets , John 7 suggests there is ,
strengthened there by Christ at the end of Booths speaking to the people in general (line 37) 
which can be interpreted as “to all of (saved-) Jacob” after the sécond half of that week 
[where the first half was ‘as it were in secret’ , line 10b , related to the 144] ;

Sir in reality it feels like postponing execution … – then please say that the above is right …  



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