[since October 2021 we did not translate more —
we stand 100% behind the until now context of all chapters ,
but in order to revise the final possible contextual oopsies
(see list of to-be made adaptions here)
it would take us minimum two or three years :
as a mission we simply lack the power for ;
and combined with the fact that these must be the very end days ,
we hope and pray that the understanding of prophets was enough
to have Him act again — just as He promised He would —
it’s your time now Sir
… ]
 

“About the time of the end, a body of men will be raised up who will turn
their attention to the Prophecies : and insist upon their literal interpretation ;
in the midst of much clamor and opposition.”

Isaac Newton
1642-1727
just look at the phrasing … – Newton knéw – he belonged to Esau ….

 
 

log

27 june
Sir… I so miss you … so very much

 

27 june
i’m that close to hating you
your silence is murderous
you don’t do that to sons
but to fuckn slaves
I searched you until go no more
listened to your every word
but your monstrous silence is killing
and is U N J U S T
you
hurt
me

 


 

25 june
tired of having to be silent
I will tell you please ;
how souls get to you – in an illegal way or not – is not my business ,
and whether they but think they got to you is neither my business ;
all that the soul — or whatever is left of her — knows is that you are
an inaccessible fortress upon a high mountain having protected
yourself with an huge mine field surrounding it ;
… you said to her , come to visit me ,
so she crossed the minefield — all your distorted words —
but ever since , she destroys herself — or whatever is left of her —
constantly against that iron wall surrounding you
and no way out , no progress , a stalemate , day after day
… smashing herself — it has no sense to be angry on you ,
hurt because of you , silent because of you , smashing herself
— or whatever is left of her — against that wall of endless silence

she so hoped you could open the gate to your castle past December
because of the ‘3 years’ theme she found — but you refused ;
she thought she probably misunderstood and searched for a better
understanding — yet these days your gate is more solidly closed as ever ,
mocking and taunting her , letting her die of thirst outside your walls

please see how impossible this situation is
why have you made the soul — or whatever is left of her —
if her value is nothing more as an entity dying outside your doorstep ..?
whatever happened to the ‘deity and soul’ relation ?
how is it possible your gate is shut after having crossed the minefield ,
as the very thing you asked — and now be murderous towards us ?
is it because you want her to feel what you felt :
keeping on talking to an entity – souls in this case – refusing to hear ?
reaching out constantly to them but they refused to be attent to you ?
is that what this is about .. ?
hence you let her die outside your walls by refusing to speak ?

how deeply cruel is this situation … how deeply cruel …
and this burning heartache which isn’t possible cause the heart has
died long time ago .. endlessly circumventing the same impossible theme ..
— you said we are sons
and a relation of a deity with a humbled soul – of which , looking around ,
there are very few – is certainly possible : but not with a destroyed soul
… what would you want with an entity like the latter ? what’s to share ?
what to love ? – you don’t even need to make effort :
that soul will destroy itself by constantly running against your iron wall ..
so that ’the sons’ you desired will be nothing more but restored robots
executing your will not because they loved you but they had no other choice :
all because of your iron silence …

in your world and in your opinion you do see the past
and all our silly mistakes , as you said “when you were an untamed ox” ,
but then , if you guided us through that mine field – which only a tamed ox
can do – why would you destroy the ox itself .. ?
why would you have sons who are nothing but robots ? who would be the
proof that you rescued what belongs to you if it’s all destroyed ?
 
no it’s not that you are on trial here… and you know it’s not meant like that ;
I heared your voice like hundred tornados long time ago …. – it is all written
out of hurt … of not understanding what you are doing … of not understanding
why apparently even listening to you attentively and restoring what you said
results in the soul — or whatever is left of her — dying outside your walls

*crying*
well at least she made a serious run for you
didn’t she

 


 

13 june
posted : Hag. 2 : important : “the festivity – at the 24th” ,
theme is understanding prophets , “who of you restores the scroll ?” ;
the buildup is solid and ’the 24th’ – if true – appears a key date ,
and combined with the 3,5-year theme we can only hope —
tomorrow is full moon …
— interestingly ,
Christ’s words “no one knows the day .. but the Father”
follows upon his “… heaven and earth will pass away” :
while in this Hag. 2 is “I will shake the heavens and earth”
and followed by mentioning “a very specific day” !
so what exactly did Christ refer to — to here …?
11 june
posted : Daniel 12 : important
… please see how the ’40 days’ concept makes Sense after ch. 11
[06/12]
… so it has sunk in somewhat .. but leaving a knot in the stomach ,
over and over pondering the same things .. – yes we are 3,5 years in ,
yes it seems we’re halfway the 70th week … yes it appears that the
understanding is the turning point … but was He really that specific ?
and not giving dreams about the date for it was there all the time ?
and is the Time Drift correct then ? really – this month ?

 
24 june
nothing indicates that anything will happen … nothing …
– the hours proceed slower than a snail … the only contact
with you isn’t even by the soul cause she got buried months ago
or who the hell knows what has happened to her
but still is that small spark inside what is about to die as well :
apart from the horrorscenario of you not acting and leaving us
downhere for who knows how long still , the second one
is also impossible — restore something what isn’t there anymore
 

22 june [AM]
to not be sloppy — the fullmoon (’the 15th’)
technically appeared June 14 , so ’the 24th’
would start tomorrow the 23rd at sundown ;
however , if the type counting of “spotting
the moon the next day” is valid then it could
be extended until sundown this Saturday ;
then ,
we tend to think that this year’s RCC’s feastday “the sacred heart of jesus”
not coincidentally will occur this Friday the 24th because it directy links to
their Fatima occult Ritual performed the 25th of March (see logs) —
that feastday normally falls at random June dates but this year it’s the 24th :
is it too far out that the Ritual deliberately pointed to the 24th : our 24th … ?

Sir we don’t want to leave you nor fail you
but please promise that it was enough now
[1]
https://www.catholicnewsagency.com/news/251588/why-is-
june-the-month-of-the-sacred-heart-of-jesus

 
21 june
loose ends … – only having checked some chapters ,
no energy for anything else let alone entire pages …
— so guys , tomorrow/thursday must be the window ;
just please remember it is a textual possibility
so we can’t be as expectant as we probably liked to

Sir , we took the bridgehead … defending it for ages ..
yet now it became only fighting to not fall asleep in it ;
not cause we want to but the game is over :
as for me I will drink me to death if it will seem that you
will not have acted — not as blackmail but as result ;
it’s your call now please

 
18 june
all day sick of nerves without any clear reason
and this silence – as if something has stopped ;
next couple of days will be the longest ever …

 
17 june
posted : letter on homepage
… three days we pondered the draft — and we hope you agree ,
and agree that it’s the only thing we still can do for Jacob
– yes ofcourse it’s … a risk to be that date specific but you saw all the
chapters leading up to this : and we cannot retreat even we wanted —
it HAS to be this and we support it like everything else in prophets
… Sir ,
we get in trouble when thinking about the many categories but please
do remove the children – and especially the SRA ones

 
15 june
posted : the Lie “Ezekiel’s temple” : it is a concoction of Esau :
corrupt chapters : Ez. 40 (5-49), 41, 42, 43 (10-27), 44,
45, 46, 47 (13-23), 48 : because the eden gate is the throneroom ;
… sphere has changed since two days now , unsure what way
but it feels like we (-only) still need to tie some loose ends together …

 


 

10 june
posted : Dan. 10 : Christ introduces chapter 11 (Revelation pattern) ;
in this chapter “He returns on the 24th of the (..) month” — see inside

 


 

9 june
completed : chapter 11 – you’ll be surprised as we were :
last part IV tells how the NWO will stage his ‘wars’ ,
will prepare the 666 concept , will create his 1947 honeytrap
– and that theme is directly linked to ‘unsealing the scroll’
where the king will fall when the report will come into being ;
many chapters are good but this is a special one …
 
“One can believe that the horsemen of the Apocalypse
are already on their way and all hope is in Almighty God”

(Dmitry Medvedev , 6 June)
newsweek.com – russia warns horsemen apocalypse
only a handful of – important – media of Esau picked this up ; he may
have ordered the man to say it ‘for insiders’ for it’s a weird phrase to
use of a concocted conflict which’ newsvalue has sunk to zero by now

 


 

7 june
posted : most (relevant-) of Dan. 11 – the past 2000 years
(see full title at page) inclusive the NWO in our days ;
it’s a bit toecurling how commentaries make it about 160 BC ;
dream :
… we were with 30 or so youngsters hiking through a hilly forest
and ahead of us a young male – part of us but different – was preparing
our path by immense work as flattening the highest hill peaks ;
per context he must have been Christ 
– a small open spot would be our camp for the night and four youths
entered the place : they had a red (?) mark on their crown and while
entering they said “this will be our covenant (-place)”    —
the moment they exclaimed that four huge demons stood behind me 
and the only information was that they were “four false preachers” 
….
now the demons as 4 obviously related to the youths some way but
not because ‘of their fault’ : they were sweet because they did journey
and hence they were loved (please remember this !) :
it was more like the 4 demons cling as long they can to the group
and it can explain our exhaustion , right — they just refuse to let go easy
… – since dreams often tell the hidden néxt day it can be this chapter :
the ‘4’ is typical for ‘cardinal points’ as the attribute of the 144 combined
with ‘crowns’ (Zech.) where ofcourse Christ makes the way ; their saying
that ’this (-earth) is that place’ can link to the 4 demons (=horses?)
but let’s hope that is undone because of restored chapters like this one
… please
forget everything about the above but not the “because they did journey” 
[8 june :]
added to 11 : large section of part I + large section of fulltext

 


 

6 june
no words left to say … the periods of falling only increase
in frequency because a fish on the shore can’t get itself back ,
while this endless iron silence of you is … murderous
it is not whining … but slowly on only whispering ,
don’t be so angry , so indifferent , you must see that she chokes
in this dirty closed ape void of any life yet still tries to wait for you ,
but the shameful state is paralyzing
and the next series of days a Damocles sword .. please just act

 


 

5 june
some job … – all good until line 22 …
— this weekend is the annual event called
Pentecost Renewal ; it’s saddening to
listen to the superficial preaching and
the influential group of Esau-worshippers
called “christians for Israel” deceiving souls ;
if we only had the means … to show what happened to eden , how we got here ,
how our gorgious Originals wait for us and what incredible prisoners we are   —
but it would be rejected and scoffed at in this pampered age
 you are the only ones understanding the incredible history 
because you had the courage to walk (-with us) through these foreign themes :
you are our honour
… I’m sick in the stomach for fear of tomorrow … to have to stand up again
and face that gaping empty mouth of Satan with its murderous empty hours …
[8 pm]
these preachers are but entertainers … pulling down the sacred
into tailormade concepts uncatchable for the soul … you and we
are the proof that the sacred does not let herself to be pulled down ,
she cannot be obtained by tricks , by manipulating talk ,
for it will become an honourless distorted version
… – we do so many things wrong but we know we wait for the real

 


 

4 june
posted : first half of Dan. 8
chapter is more complicated as expected
and second half will need to follow theme of the first half
— you do not help us not one bit
then we do our job without you , even tipsy , interpreting
according to the context we learned to be true ,
it is a Cruel and hurtful Mystery why you refuse to speak ,
having us – like a bunch of debiles – barely hanging on
because we trust what you said in spite of having any proof
yet you leave us to fckn die without even moving a finger ; 
the Fall and the oceans of hurt caused by it are not your fault ,
but when will you look upon us with mercy
as those who searched to understand what you really said
and stop your murderous iron silence against us … ?
the vision of Pittman (index) is true – he described your speaking
as a hurricane , hitting him like a thousand tornado’s at once ; 
why don’t you speak to us like that , but then as a kind tornado , 
because we listened to understand your side of the story
and totally agree that what you have explained is the truth .. ?
why would you , please , 
not comfort souls who cannot be comforted only by your Life ,
why would you stay angry and distant to us ? Do we not see you
as a person , a deity , with own desires and own will ?
then , please , release us from this prison ,
please remember we fought for you – even if often pathetically – 
but only to have back your eden inhabited by your beautiful people
… and you please restore us from this shameful state

cc 3:37

 

het DroomGezicht, 2009