1 august [7pm]
posted : Jhn.4 [section]  : there’s hope for an extra ’49 days’ instead of a ’40’
… as the concept “Passover > 49d > Weeks > 49d > our date” since the text
links “our becoming alive again” to “Passover” ; please judge the interpretation 
but especially the buildup — somewhere around next Tuesday seems possible … 
      your Majesty … nothing so frightening as the idea of having to survive more
      months and nothing so frightening imagining you would nót take any of us
      that have so tried when the time IS there ‘because of not waiting good enough’ :
      but with what then please since most of us have absolutely Nothing left …
      we’re desperate and stubbornly searching for the intended way out , also for
      those of us in daily murderous physical pain and the poor SRA little ones …
      nothing , nothing left yet still waiting for you by vaguely remembering your
      promises that had life ages ago but now only seem buried like we are …
      no one of us ever believed it would go THIS far yet it has .. nothing pretty
      you will find when you will act but find a bunch of dead beings too ashamed
      to imagine anything beautiful for it has taken too long and nothing survived ..
      this 49th option is but a flickering candle of hope , the only hope , and unless
      a miracle also the only possible proof for the rest is too insanely corrupted
      with a hate radiating from the pages … please give another chapter tomorrow ,
      but don’t look at us anymore – it’s all too damaged , too broken
      yet perhaps you will change your mind and act – if this 49th is true