“About the time of the end, a body of men will be raised up
who will turn their attention to the Prophecies
and insist upon their literal interpretation ;
in the midst of much clamor and opposition.”
Isaac Newton
1642-1727
just look at the phrasing… – Newton knéw – he belonged to Esau ….

 
 
 
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pin                IF the sun has gone Dark please read these chapters :
Is.65       :   God’s final words – before the Tribulation – to christians
                      [explaining what is happening ending with the promise]

Jer.18    :   the reason of this event : ‘the corrupted scroll’ (today’s KJV)
                       [the greatest Conspiracy of all time]

Mt.13    :    [19-30] Jesus speaks : why many believers will go into the Tribulation
                       [the alleged (!) ‘parables’ of ‘the Sower & Weed and Tares & Mustard Seed”]

Mt.22    :    [1-14] Jesus speaks : today’s pastors & their KJV lead them into the Trib
                       [the alleged (!) ‘parable’ of “the Great wedding Banquet”]

Mk.12    :    [1-11] Jesus speaks : why the corrupt KJV will lead them into the Trib
                        [the alleged (!) ‘parable’ of “the Wicked Tenants” — and see Jer.18 above]

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[05oct.’25: rewritten and shortened :] 
… at the end of 2023 after having found ‘Eve being forgiven’
and the “Strange Fire” as the crime of Adam we thought that
we had found every theme in the Scroll and that therefore 
Christ would return — since we had perceived that ónly the
understanding of what God really spoke would cause that ,
which is fundamentally different as the popular ‘date setting’
with *cough* help of that utterly corrupt KJV    —
but He didn’t return ,
and scrambling why He didn’t we met a host of other themes
that we never considered : as the 49 year cycle in which the
(uncorrupted !) Scroll had to be declared every seventh year
at the day of Unleavened , after which God would accept her
at each 49th year :

unleavened

but since the scroll is corrupted for 1000s of years now He would only accept
the restored scroll as the one of the words that He réally spoke , and that with this
accepting the book Revelation would begin as the restoration of the Eden paradise ;
in fact ,
since 2023 we had ‘several disappointments’ when important dates came and went ,
yet each time we found even deeper by Esau buried themes — as from the original
FullMoon calendar (based upon Eden’s calendar) to “the Locusts” that stole our 
birthsceptre until ‘the numbers 7 and 12’ as Adam’s revenge he swore againt Eden ;
the original date of Atonement ‘as 40 days after Weeks’ which Esau moved ,
and the consequent ‘Spring & Fall feasts mirror’ 
having ‘the day of Trumpets at the 14th – introducing the week of Booths’              <<< 
just as ‘the day of Passover at the 14th – introduced the week of Unleavened’ :  
then , about a month ago ,
we stumbled upon ‘the (eden-) morning-star theme’ 
we knew that “the Eden vertical dimensional-Vector” , the base of her realm ,
was also called “My sword” in prophets and that it also was “a sceptre” termed
the sceptre ‘of birth-right’ , and even how the evil-realm (through the ‘Locusts’)
had conquered that vector to go invade Eden — so that we thought that was all
and the theme remained thus far ;
but then came ‘the virgin IN that star (-like an eagle) UPON that sceptre’ as
a concept immediately opening up a host of texts , with the most important idea
that ‘only when the sceptre of birthright is restored , Eden will be resumed’ 
which means not only the sceptre itself returning ,
but also “the virgin (‘mother’) inside her star at the summit óf the sceptre” ,
where the restored sceptre ‘will emit a (-trumpet) sound’ , also because the
dimensional-dawn of Eden is restored , causing ‘the sun to go Dark’ 
and at that same moment in time Christ returns to earth to gather the 144 … 
you see please that many themes converge here ,
and the below index shows the ongoing discovery :
latest theme – the “morning star” theme is ‘the feast of Trumpets’ one !
as

Rev.21      :      the eden-star emits 12 types light per the 12 gemstones in the                                         [sic]   
                             flange of the Ark (!) , tó the 12 gemstones in the breastplate
                             [as the 12 type lights nourishing our Original + 12-day Atonement] 
[theme]    :     the ‘Sagrada Familia’ : depicting mystery-Babylon in stone
                            [see the ’12-pointed star’ section in top ; page needs part II still]  
Jdg.6-7    :      no ‘Gideon & 300 men’ but the ‘Jericho Fall’ ánd 144 pattern 
                            [all in ‘a Jubilee year’ + the ’12’ and ‘3’ days] 

Mk.6         :      [part I]  : no ‘great commission’ and no ‘John Baptist beheaded’                                          [sic]   
                            but ‘Aaron sanctified at Atonement’
[into part II :] 
                            + [part II]  : no ‘2 breads & 5 fishes’ but a 12-day Atonement for  
                            12 tribes after which the 144,000 are sealed [into part III :] 
                             [Part III]  : the star & sceptre and the ‘three days’ : see Jn.6 page] 
[theme]    :      a Fall feast of 12 days Atonement , then 3 d Trumpets + Booths ?                                 [start]     
                             the curious ‘12 days for 12 tribes’ [Numbers 7] 
                             and the Assyrian Akitu 12-day feast in Spring ánd Fall 
                             [the Akitu feast was their celebration about destroyed Eden !] 
[3x see log] 
[theme]   :       Atonement the 3d day after Trumpets [ Legal]
                             Lk.2, Jn.7, Lk.11and Mt.25 ; the “Fall of Jericho” Josh.5-6 
                             showing ‘the 14th day of the month’  
                             NT examples of the ‘third day’ as ‘middle of the week’] 
                             which we need to declare so please 
Lev.8          :      Aaron sanctified as priest is ‘the 144,000 sealed’  
                             [set-apart and sealed (!) Aaron waits THREE days at the portal]   
Mk.5          :       no ‘Gadarene Demoniac’ – but the Star & Sceptre returning to Eden
                             [and a probable ‘three days of darkness’ from Trumpets] 
Mt.12        :     no ‘Jonas sign’ but star & sceptre : 3-day darkness [Christ & 144] 
                             [lines 39-42 part of Mt.24 ; serious reason for the three days]   
Jn.6             :     no ‘walking on water’ but star & sceptre + those left behind …
                             [15-26 after Mt.21 ; a probable 3-day darkness at Trumpets] 
Mt.21        :      no ‘triumphal entry’ [-nor ‘whipping at temple]  but star & sceptre
                             [complete story probably as intro to John 5 , see above] 
[theme]     :     the star as ‘eagle’ (and likely ‘Ark’!) as stolen banner in cultures
                             [from the Roman ‘Aquila’ to the – yes – Nazi eagle as occult Ritual] 
‘Acts 1-2’  :     no ‘tongues of fire’ but star & sceptre : at Trumpets [per Joel 2] 
                             [restored sceptre emits trumpet sound & sun goes dark & 144 saved] 
Rev.12      :     ‘the woman’ : star & sceptre ; star as winged eagle returns to Eden   
                             NOW Eden will be restored (vs.5) ; no ‘war in heaven’ but the evil
                             copy of the star called ‘Bennu’ will crash

                             [complete narrative , then follows ‘the sun going dark’ Rev.6] 
Joel 2         :     the star & daughter of tsiun return at Trumpets when sun goes Dark
                             [perhaps the only survived core of this theme in prophets] 
[theme]     :     Rg-veda : SavitR is 100% the Bennu – RV I.35, VI.71, VII.104 and X.149
                             [interesting , about the triple-form of the eden eagle-star] 
[theme]     :     Amanemhat pyramidion + murals about ‘Bennu’ translated
                             [stealing from the imprisoned eden star]   
[part II]      :     the “eden morning (-Dawn) star” originally upon the sceptre                                      [CORE]  
                             in ‘the form of a winged eagle’ with ‘the daughter of tsiun inside’
                             as Ark of the Covenant construct (!) — moreover ‘as trumpet’

                             [MainPage — Ez.1 , Zech.5 , Jer.48 , Rev.22 & others] 

[part I]        :    did the stolen-axis ‘carry a star’ ? that became ‘Bennu’ (phoenix) ?                                   [sic]  
                             case : the alleged (!) ‘Bethlehem star’ ,
                             the ‘woman & the Dragon’ , the “I am the morning-star”
                             [the ‘Wormwood star’, sceptre of iron , PyrTexts and CoffinTexts] 

[theme]     :     the eden star ‘imprisoned in the BENBEN-pyramidion’ ,
                             that ‘devours the lights of the eden-star that wandered-astray’
                             [PyrText 600 & 601 , CoffinText 501 & 502] 

previous , linked :
[theme]     :    the four-fold eden-atmosphere (per curtains of the Tabernacle) , 
                            stolen by the matrix as ÁNS, ÁTMIÁ and ÁSHST (blue & purple !)
                            [CT 890, 737, 629 (!) and 608] 

[theme]     :    the Eden land inside the ‘dimensional-wheel’ (Ez.1)
                            as glyph SEP that is used for their Torus as ‘hot-air balloon’ (!)
                            [CT 1130, 937, 896 and 855] 

[theme]     :     the stolen 7-fold fire from God’s altar (-for the  (now stolen) sceptre)
                             now changed in the seven matrix ÂARIT-gates above Eden
                             [CT 901 + diagrams]

[theme]    :     the four stolen vessels ‘for the winds’ from the four cherubs
                            [see ‘Tabernacle curtains page’ above ; ongoing]

previous ,
Lev.12       :      NO ‘circumcision – but Esau’s ritual against our (144)                                                             [sic]  
                             [Egyptian ritual decoded + Scroll sections of this theme]  
Ex.32-33 :      the 7 feasts explained                                [CORE]  
                             [key of Atonement is ‘the birthright’ ; blueprint chapter]  
Gen.31     :      [19-end]  Esau makes a stand-off with Jacob till the future
                             [as réal story here before 32-33 see above]   
previous themes :
            our eden-birthsceptre & the four cherubs :

            the ‘king of mystery-Babylon’ [Horus] and four other serpents stole a body
            from the eden-mother , they deformed and became ‘locusts’ that stole the
            crowns of the eden-cherubs that are together with ‘the mother’, ‘the stone’
            and ‘the seven torches’ the “prisoners that will be set free (Isaiah)” ,
            when we the sons understand the birthsceptre of Eden representing the
            restored dimensional eden-axis (‘pillar of fire’) standing over the eden gate ;
            per  :
[theme]    :   Esau & the serpent-race started their ’10’ occult mega-Ritual
                          [the air India crash & Middle East , aimed at our Weeks theme] 
Ex.6           :    intro to the Plagues : how Adam got his ’10’ + the 70  
                          [but overview only because utterly corrupted] 
Ex.5           :    NO ‘straw bricks made’ but ‘the plagues blast their ‘Field of Reeds’                                    [sic] 
                          and Pharaoh’s brothers descend shouting ‘give in or you kill us !’ 

                          [the plagues NEVER HAPPENED in earthly Egypt] 
[theme]    :   7 plagues NOT in Egypt but in ‘Field of Reeds’, NO ‘firstborn slain’                              [CORE] 
                          and NO ‘blood on the door at Passover ; while the 7 Plagues were  
                          a foreshadowing of the final destruction of their Field these days !

                          [breakdown of the plagues (-before doing them) , important page] 
Ex.4             :   NO ‘burning bush’ but ‘the staff for Moses’ – birthright theme 
                           [and the ‘corner stone’ carrying the eden-sceptre as axis] 

Dan.10      :   Christ visits Daniel likely ‘at Weeks’ — compare Revelation 1                                               <<< 
                           [in both cases Christ explains the immediate future until His return] 
Acts 1-2    :    NO ‘tongues of fire’ ! but God accepts the scroll (-at Weeks)
                             [perhaps ‘the fulfillment of the Exodus plagues’ must get more clear] 
Enoch         :     ‘the Locusts’ theme in ch.69 — text overview
                             [since the buildup & sections of the book are very corrupted] 
Eph.6          :     full theme : sceptre , locusts , four cherubs , opening of mouth                                           <<< 
                             [w/ Rg-veda stanza mentioning several of them] [based on Jer.46] 
Jer.46         :     full theme : with ‘opening of the mouth’ breakdown                                                                [core] 
                              [core of Eph.6. Rev.9 & others and core Legal page]  
Rev.9           :     [section]  the ‘four locusts’ of the king of Babylon
                              [first done chapter / may need improval / theme scattered in Rev.] 
[theme]      :     Rg-veda : four Maruts , the eden-mother , their ‘number 10’
                              [stanza’s breakdown & reasonings to get to the theme]  
[theme]      :     Rg-veda : Maruts & their spears, breastplates, crowns, horses
                              [stanza’s breakdown & reasonings to get to theme]  
Lk.2              :     the ’40 days’ : no ‘Simeon’ but ‘the daughter of tsiun’                                                              [sic] 
                              [the four (5) serpents steal a body] [text-overview]  
[theme]      :     PyrText 77 & 106 : confirmed : Horus as the main locust
                              [more spells of that 1-100 range will follow]  
[theme]      :     PyrText 580 : Horus as main locust + the 4 sons theme                                                     [core] 
                              [lead-up : Horus Harpokrates]  
            [the numbers 7, 10, 12, 40 and 144,000 :]
            the ‘7’    :   God’s number related to his eden-sanctuary (as ‘moon’)
            the ’12’ :   12 type lights from the sanctuary : attribute of the 12 tribes !
            the ’10’ :   Adam’s illegal number — by the tree of good & evil —
                                which at the Deluge he multiplied into the illegal ’70 years’ 
                                of mystery-Babylon and the ‘144,000’ — us (sic !) 
                                [extensive theme linking to many (not yet done) chapters] ;
                                one theme :
[texts in quarantine — until Unleavened problem is solved] 
Lk.6              :     our firstfruits date & Christ appoints the attribute to the 144,000                                 [sic] 
                             [the 12 x 12 x 1000 theme]   [insanely corrupted sections] 
Mt.27          :    NO ‘Barabbas’ – but this time Adam is chosen to be sacrificed                                            [sic] 
                             [for ‘the age of grace’ is over ! it was the Ex.12 “at the 10th” theme] 
[theme]      :    [intro to Gen.6-8:]  NO ark of Noah but he stayed in a cave                                                   [pt.I] 
                             page includes the “Gilgamesh epic” breakdown] 
[theme]      :    [intro to Gen.4-9:]  [Main Page] Adam : his ‘144,000’ and ’70’                           [pt.II : CORE
                             [so that he would always rule & Eden never restored ; 
                             the “12 types eden-light” explained in Rev.21 (and others)
                             & Adam’s crime at that tree in Gen.4 (text) & other links] 
Gen.11       :    NO ‘tower of Babel’ but Adam’s sons want to put us here                            [intro to Gen.6 :]  
                             [the evil sons of Ammon visit the earth of the serpent-race] 
Gen.6          :    Adam sends his sons to create their evil bloodline here
                             [to corrupt our souls so much that we’d never carry the ’12’  
                             attribute – hence God announces the deluge , so that ADAM
                             warns his people to go build boats] 
Gen.7          :    Noah in the cave with 7 (!) pairs of all the clean animals                                         [in progress] 
                             [while Adam appoints his 144,000 survivors]      
Gen.8          :     the angel of the Lord smites most of Adam’s 144,000                                             [in progress] 
                             [and Noah & animals leave the cave] 
Gen.9          :    Adam to Noah : I make a blind body 2.0 after the flood                                                  [to adapt]  
                             [so that we’d never find our ’12’ and God’s ‘7’ theme] 
Lk.19           :    NO ‘Zacchaeus & parable’ but Adam : his 70 years & the144,000
                             [as in Gen.4 , and his 12 x 12 x 1000 theme]   [needs closing still] 
Rev.              :    [theme :]  no ‘7 seals’ but 12 crowns , no ‘7 trumpets’ but 10 plagues
                             [what was her réal buildup — as the closing of the Deluge ?]                                          [no text] 
[‘recompence’ theme :] 
Rom.8        :  [2-36]  recompence & firstfruits : first christians work with us for eden                     [pretty] 
                          [false doctrines : ‘fruits of Spirit’ , ‘Law vs Grace’ , ‘Predestination] 
Mt.9           :   [10-26]  TimeLine : Atonement 14th > Passover-Firstfruits                                              [pretty] 
                          [including the ’70 bulls’ & recompence theme] 
Jn.19          :   themes of the Cross : Eve , Originals , Adam’s crime , recompence                                     [sic !] 
                          [all the themes He delivered passed by once more !] [partial text] 
[theme]    :   Göbleki Tepe 10,950 BC : the serpent-race seed receive awareness                            [solved] 
                          [and bury their sanctuary b/c of the upcoming Flood] [uncategorized] 
Heb.10     :   [+11] the recompence after the Scroll’s 7th & 49th year themes
                          [about 30 restored lines as ‘buildup to a Passover date’] 
Heb.9        :   [+12-13] God’s covenant (-supported by Christ’) blocked by the strange Fire
                          [as Adam’s crime – to be undone together with the recompence] 
Dt.4           :     NO ‘two tablets of the Law’ — the Strange Fire & recompence theme
                          [ten + laws + on two + tablets of + stone’ was ‘the 7th & 49th year’ !] 
Lk.16        :   [20-31]  the ‘recompence’ theme : no ‘Lazarus & rich man’
                          but God is still hurt & owing for Adam’s crime

                          [undoing ‘the sin at that tree’ , Passover theme  [alleged ‘parable’]                                 [FINAL] 
                          [Christ explains “salvation” and “at the end of days the restoration“] 

Jn.13        :    [31-38]  [part I]  “Peter’s denial” — intro to the ‘recompence’ theme                                      <<<
                          [the restored text here matches that of Luke 16] 
Mt.26       :    [36-45]  [part II]  Christ prays in the Garden — ‘recompence’ theme                                      [sic] 
                           [the “laying down of the soul” as the ultimate death >> as for us ….] 
                           [text was insanely & hatefully corrupted — best version] 

1Cor.16   :     Time Line : Unleavened > Passover , considered the ‘recompence’
                            [restored text follows the above chapters out from a total corruption] 

[theme]           ‘Judas’ : he did not ‘betray Jesus’ but ‘was selling out the Scroll’ !
                            [he didn’t ‘keep + the bag [=tongue] ‘ Jn.13:29 but ‘keep + the journals’ !] 

[dedication :] 
Mt.25       :      [alleged ‘parables’]  no ’10 virgins’ but ‘the 7 stolen Torches rescued’
                            [Dedication/Covenant theme]  [better as ‘the Friend at Night’ Luke 11:5-8] 

Is.61-62   :    [MainPage]  the 7 stolen Torches rescued
                            [Dediction/Covenant : Eden is restored when they again stand before God] 

[alleged ‘parables’:] 
Mt.13        :     [alleged ‘parables’]  no ‘Sower + Wheat & Tares’ [+ ‘Mustard Seed’ Jn.12] 
                            but ‘the KJV brings Jacob into the Tribulation’
                            [overview only]  [the ‘enemy sowing tares’ is ‘corrupted the Scroll’] 

Mk.12       :     [alleged ‘parables’]  no ‘Wicked Tenants’
                            but Esau changed the Scroll so that (!) Jacob would perish in the Trib
                            [overview only]  [see top pinned Jeremiah chapter] 

Mt.22         :    [alleged ‘parables’]  no ‘Great Banquet’
                            but the pastors do not tell their people the restored Scroll
                            [overview only] 

Lk.16         :    [alleged ‘parables’]  no ‘Lazarus & rich man’ (see page above)  
Mt.25        :    [alleged ‘parables’]  no ’10 virgins’ (see page above)
[still uncategorized :] 
Ez.33        :      God pleads with today’s pastors (!) & self-declared ‘watchmen’ judged
                            [why KJV’s “Gospel Only” is wrong] 
[adapt line 21-a] 
Lk.13        :      [1-5]  Atonement the 14th & Full Moon (-calendar)
                            [the ‘not present at Atonement’ looks like Jn.7:14 ‘halfway the feast’] 

[2 Cor. 6] :   to Originals : ‘come out of her’ & we come out of KJV-christianity                                     [sic]
                          [our confused Originals & KJV-christianity blasted]

[..Mt.23..] :   [same theme as 2 Cor.6]
[theme]     :   the 70 bulls & re-dedication theme : Occult Rituals [-ongoing]
                           [the serpent race (‘a description’) & matrix-moon & others]

[theme]     :   MainPage : the Lie of ‘Baptism’ : ‘blessed with Original Sin’ !
                           [Mk.1 : NO ‘John the baptist’ existed but is about the 144 & the evil tree]

Mt.3            :   [full 1-17]    :   NO ‘John the baptist’ but ‘the sons of Ishral’
                           [including the destruction of the tree of good & evil]

Mk.23        :   [26-31] :   the cross IS ‘that evil tree’ & rededicating female destroys it
                           [where the figure ‘Simon of Cyrene’ represents you & we]

[the 70 days :]
Is.23            :   the 70 y of M-Babylon become 70 days ! her tree-root dies & dedication
                           [important Legal chapter ; the Whore mimicks feminine eden-rule]

[………..]      :   [Abraham’s covenant [Gen.15:10] > into Jubilee [Jer.34:18] covenant >
                           into the 70 bulls (days) at Tabernacles ! [upcoming]

[theme]     :   Atonement 14h (7/14) –> 70 d -> (9/24) the END DATE (‘8th day’)                          [CORE]
                           [II : Esau’s ‘Hanukkah & Maccabees’ Undone
                           [complete Fall Mirror & graphs — Dedication ends January 2025]

[theme]     :   Main Page : extended Spring & Fall mirror + ‘the 70 bulls’
                           II : ’70’ : serpent race invades old-Ishral + 70 years of M-Babylon                             [CORE]
                           [the órigin of our Dedication theme > resolved in final 70 bulls / days

Deut.20    :   we re-dedicate our female & destroy that evil tree + serpent race                           [CORE]
                           [Adam ran & did not re-dedicate Eve > is our job now — see Main Page]

[moon :]
[theme]    :   MainPage : Full Moon calendar : Egypt – Sumer – Enoch & Scroll                                   <<<<
                          [Eden-moon decides Full moon & matrix-one the New moon]

Mt.9          :    NO ‘old wine in new bottles’ but ‘the Full moon as new month’
                          [searching for this theme in other sections also]

[theme]   :    CT 632, 573 : Egyptian KHENSU this earth’s moon – as double portal
                          [where the Eden-binary is ‘the great double door’ in the other Reality]

[atonement :]
1Kings 8  :    Atonement the 14th in a Jubilee year dedicates (!) the proto-144
                          [Esau kept ‘the temple inauguration’ but deleted all context]

Rev.3         :   the 2 keys (-about Atonement 14th) + the 2 gates ‘of Eden’ & ‘of earth’
                          [Christ’s key & the key given to Peter (to us) + both gates explained]
                        [CORE]
John 7      :    Christ delays to show (us) Atonement the 14th , thén attends Tabernacles
                           [lines 1-25 , running well , continued in John 6]                                                                           < < <

[theme]   :     Atonement the 14th triggers Booths : the broken Spring & Fall mirror
                           [why Passover in Egypt & Christ’s passover are the mirror of Atonement the 14th]

[theme]   :     Esau devised his ‘Yom Kippur’ the 10th to block our escape
                           [list of his rituals & note how the find happened a week befóre ‘the 10th’]

Mk.13      :     [=Mt.24] : NO ‘no one knows the day’ — but is the intro to ‘Atonement the 14th’      sic
                           [this section immediately followed by Mt.25 (see above)]                 [needs review]

Ez.24        :     [section] : probably ‘Atonement’ the 14th we left Eden + fire-altar Ritual
                           [theme needs checking but looks good & Ritual in part II still in progress]

[theme]   :     KJV : her massive Logical Fallacy of ‘the covenant of the Law & of Christ’
                           [running around in a circle without Escape]               [temporary posted here]

[continued :]
Lev.16     :    [+Ex.30] overview : Atonement and our date : two goats & the desert (Trib !)
                         [NO ‘scapegoat Christ’ – but the one is the 144 , the other Jacob ..]

Lev.27     :    [text] : solid time line : Unleavened > Weeks > Atonement                                             [CORE]
                         [solid through the restored deeply buried ‘re-pay’ (‘atonement’) theme]

Zech.8    :     [v.9-23] : Weeks > Atonement date (sure) & the Cush theme                        [< rather good]
                          [rather solid chapter linking to Haggai 2 & Is.27]

Ez.45       :     [44-45-46 overview :] Unleavened > Weeks > Atonement (sure) : sun darkens
                          [Esau spun out these themes but they are recognizable still]

[theme]  :     per Ez.16   :  Eve & (forgiven at-) atonement
                          [still to do — but second half of Ez.16 is about her]

Rev.3       :     [7-10] the wider 144 & the Cush ones added ‘in the time of trial’
                          [they link to you & we ; NO ‘synagogue of Satan’ etc]

                           [theme includes Cush , fire-gods & stone , Jubilee and Christ returns]

posted    :      Is.37 intro  :  proof that our Cush ones bring the root (-attribute)
                           [important theme — second half of chapter is under construction still]

[theme]  :      will ‘our birth-right crown’ defeat ‘the chakra-crown’ at Atonement ?
                           [their raging crown these days — ending at the fall equinox ?]

[theme]   :    the serpent-light (the Strange Fire) : the crystalline dome & chakra system                [sic]
                          [complete page , extensive]

Is.27          :    [26-27 overview] : mirror of Zech.8 : Atonement   (sure)
                          [intent : Unleavened > Weeks > Atonement , but more corrupted as Zech.8]

Mt.24       :    [11-20] the ‘abomination of desolation’ is ‘the Spirit withdrawn’
                          [which started at Weeks + possible ’49th day theme’ but too corrupted]

Ob.1          :    the Cush ones escape the heathen nations that were the Neanderthals
                          [as the seed of the serpent race ; the Curse explained + the stone-planet]

Job 28      :    serpent race comes to earth & making atmosphere + Neanderthals                  important
                          [important chapter – for the curse on the Cush ones ENDS here]

Job 39      :    [cont.] the curse on the Cush ones : ‘the Chakra cord’ linked to Gaia
                          [as ‘the sorcery cord’ made for the body of the Neanderthals]

[theme]    :    Ramayana 22 : the serpent race makes the river & bridge to earth
                           [incredible confirmation of the Job 28 chapter]

[theme]    :     CT 711   :   said to the serpent-race (very readable)
[theme]    :     CT 330   :   said to the serpent-race [+Orion]                                                                               < < <
[theme]    :     CT 83      :    Red Ruby , a subtle energy (as the root?) stolen from eden
[theme]    :     CT 576   :    the ‘red lights’ for the eden-mother to birth the Ammon souls               < < <
                                                     [bizarre theme but most probable since our eden-mother went astray]

[theme]    :     CT 469   :   the ruddish crown of speech (Adam’s attribute) + Orion,                       [CORE]
                                                    Sirius, serpent-race, Bennu (‘phoenix’) + the Malachi 1 line (sic)
                                                     [lists everything that ‘the ruddish crown is able to do’]

[theme]    :     CT 577   :   Adam’s attribute : the ‘ruddish crown of speech’                                          [CORE]
                                                    [important because it will be óur crown]

[theme]    :     CT 853, 689, 635   :   crown of speech , Orion , moon , (stolen eden-) year
[theme]    :     CT 61       :  the stolen house-H + Orion, Ursa Major, stolen corner-stone ,           [CORE]
                                                    silver & turquoise lights, eden-binary sun & moon, pyramid
                                                    [insightful & important chapter to go link others to]

[theme]    :      CT 486   :   the now ‘turquoise lights by the corner-stone’
[theme]    :      CT 774   :   God’s altar in the eden-gate                                                                                     [CORE]
                                                     [other spells about the altar will be added here]

[theme]    :      CT 696       [first theme]   :   the (eden) two olive-trees                                                       [CORE]
                                                     [very unusual theme – but likely correct !]

[theme]    :      CT 691   :   the stolen eden seasons (day/night/year) by 4 types light-particles [CORE]
                                                     [curious & interesting ; other tree chapters be added here]

[theme]    :      CT 686   :   stealing dew from the tree of Life & eden binary                                         [CORE]
                                                     correct interpreted — 2nd half unfinished b/c upcoming Unleavened]

Lk.15         :      [1-10] NO ‘shepherd & the 100th sheep’ but the Cush theme
                            [especially the ‘search w/ candles’ line w/ based on Zeph.1]

[theme]    :     ‘Song of songs’ : Esau’s romanticised redaction of the Cush theme
                            [and probably as a mutilated original prophets chapter]

CT 474    :      [half] the tree of good & evil + serpent race as ASBU & AKHABU gods
                            [paused Spell , needs be finished]

CT 472     :     names of the tree of good & evil : NEBS and ÁMER [‘tamarisk’]
                            [short one & only for the names]

CT 473     :    [sons of Ammon say :] ‘my important tree which you (=eden) made’
                           [the tree of good & evil as 1 of 2 roots of the snake ÂPEP that is eden]

 
[the Jubilee year :]
Is.66           :     only for you & we : our Date at Weeks in the 49th Jubilee year
                            [containing every theme – main blueprint chapter]
                                                           [CORE]
Jer.7           :     the 7th & 49th year + Weeks explained – mirror of Is.66
                            [even more corrupted as 66 – hence ‘the Jubilee’ vanished after Lev.25 !]

Lk.13          :     [1-17] pt.III : the 7th & 49th year as Jubilee explained + Weeks repeated
Lk.15          :     NO “prodigal son” but “Weeks (Pentecost) as double feast”                                           a gem
                             [will be posted in “no parables” as well]

Lev.25        :     the 7th & 49th year : pt.I  [ch.24 !]  :  declaring the scroll in the 7th year
                             [and ‘resting of land’ is only sécondary]   [declaring her at Unleavened – 7th day]

Lev.25        :     pt.II : the 49th year (NOT 50 !) as the ‘Jubilee’ – át the feast of Weeks                          sic  
                             [which is “the day of acceptance of the scroll” – the 49th day ! linking to Isaiah] 
                             [part III : the “redemption theme” : unknown still , overview only]
 
1Cor.16    :     the double Pentecost (both for the disciples ánd the 144)                                                  <<<
                             [amazing how this insanely corrupted NT chapter survived …]
 
[intermezzo :]
Gen.1         :     Eden – in the other reality – created as outpost (fortress) of Heaven
                             [completely restored context + diagram]

Gen.2         :     why female is the core of male (sweet !) + intro to the horrible ‘tree of good & evil’
                             [NO ‘four rivers’ but “the tree of Dualism” which was NOT in the garden herself !]

Gen.3         :     the eating of the fruit …
                             [interesting aspects recovered – and see the SEPTU serpent below]
 
Gen.4         :     Cain slays Abel : Adam gets the idea to do that to ús , and oppose God
                             [Cain as ‘cuckoo’ : an évil type soul + for you & we only : the Curse Adam left us]

[Gen.5]      :     [hoax]
                             [Adam did NOT ‘die’ & probably much ghostwritten ; see Gen.6]

Gen.6         :     the ‘fallen angels’ : as ‘the sons of Ammon’
                             [intro only]

Gen.7         :                                     [Genesis 6-9 : under construction]
                      

Gen.8         :                        
Gen.9         :     NO ‘rainbow’ but ‘this moon’ !
                             [intro only]

[theme]
[theme]     :    CT 738, 732, 420, 424 : the tree as THE root of the matrix + her guardian SEPTU
                            [incredible confirmation of ‘the tree of good & evil’ from the side of the enemy]

[theme]     :    [cont.] CT 270 SEPTU the ‘crafty’ one – as said ‘of the snake’ !
                            [several files got Lost after these – will need redoing]

main theme :
3200 years  :   from mt Horeb unto unleavened 2024 : the strange fire & declaring the Scroll :]

1 Cor.5      :    the feast of Unleavened is the restored scroll                                                              [important] 
Jer.36         :    Unleavened : we declare the scroll like Baruch did the last time                                    final !
                             [+the scroll corrupted in Alexandria : full theme]    [pt.III] 
Lev.26        :     Unleavened : from Horeb > Nebo > today > the Trib                               core Legal chapter
                             [the past 3200 years – akin to ‘7 churches’ buildup ] 
Jer.34         :     [pt.II ]  : now the altar handed over to (Mystery-) Babylon                   timing – important
                             [Unleavened : we , Eve & our Originals freed : but Jacob not yet ,
                             solidly linking to book Daniel & Deut. and Isaiah 58 + 61 ] 

Is.59+61   :     [pt.II ]  : said to Jacob today : many themes explained
                             [+to the serious ones in her + warning to the pastors ]                                             gorgeous

Is.58            :     the year of accepting the scroll : at Unleavened I get you                                      important
                             [core of Christ’s quote in NT ] 

Mal.2          :     [pt.II ]  : the strange fire resolved in the year of acceptance
                             [commandment to the pastors ]     [closing lines still under construction ] 

Deut.          :     intro to the whole book Deuteronomy : all about the Moses Prophecy                  Legal
                             [key : “declare the scroll to God each 7th year” – at Unleavened ! ] 
               
Lk.13          :     [18-21 only ]  : NO ‘mustard seed & some woman with three leavens
                             [but ‘the day I cast out the false fire’ – Rev.8:2-5 ] 

Dt.32          :     Moses’ Unleavened prophecy (‘strange fire theme’)      [our 4/28 date] 
                             [Moses did NOT die but was ‘taken’ : foreshadowing ours] 
                                       [CORE] 
Mt.17         :     [1-13 ]  : Christ’s ascension : NO ‘Moses & Eliah’ with him      
                             [but ‘the male & female Original’ ]    [theme links to Unleavened ] 

Dan.5         :     NO ‘mene tekel’ but “your strange fire will cease through my scroll”                            sic
                             [confirmed by Jeremiah 34 above ! ]   [text will come soon ]  
    
Jer.17             the ‘strange fire’ theme completely explained                                                                 valuable
                             [the “lying pen of Esau” explained to today’s pastors ] 

Ez.8              :     Adam places the strange fire in the eden gate & so Esau does on earth             history
                              [but Adam ‘at Unleavened’ and Esau at his ‘Hanukkah’ ; core of Mt.23 ]  

Ez.9              :     [pt.II ]  : the 144 sealed & saved ; fire cast to earth [-see Rev.8:2-5 ] 
                              [cast to Jacob “since they broke my covenant as their (1200 BC-) fathers” theme] 

Mal.1           :     [pt.I ]  :   who of you will close the door (-of my eden gate) ? as the Throne room 
                              [background of Adam’s strange fire Ritual that is feeding the matrix dimension]   
                              [and all of the strange-fire theme started at Horeb 
                              + earliest history of the fire and the gate : ] 

Ex.13           :     why we wait for the 7th day of Unleavened : like God appeared at mt. Horeb
                               he also will , to us — how unleavened relates to the Scroll

                               [and why Adam who just lost in Egypt will attempt to block Unleavened] 

Ex.32           :      the 7th day at mt. Horeb : NO ‘golden calf’ but “the statue of god” (!) yet as Adam ;
                               the people offering false fire + unleavened (-bread) to him [continued from 13] 

                               [Moses upon the mount for ONE day where God tells him “the whole history of Eden”

1Cor.5         :     false (YT-) prophets preach the Pharisee leaven – but the sons go at Unleavened
                              [curious : posted in 2023 as option for Unleavened as our date]

Lev.2             :    the réason of the feast of Unleavened  [and The Final One !] 
[Spells]        :     [theme]  :    hunting the flame Seshat – and the situation of both gates
CT 849        :    [+ 10, 297, 778 :]  SESHAT , the (false-) flame in the matrix gate
CT 38           :    the ‘island of fire’ (eden gate) : the matrix stole the fire already                                     gem
                              [but Adam placed his false-fire to secure that stealing – see also Jer.34] 

CT 341        :    the seven abducted (eden-) fire-Torches in the matrix gate 
                              [see Nahum 2: 3 & 6-8 in otherwise utterly corrupted chapters ] 
                              history of the scroll’s corruption since Horeb :
[theme ]     :     [pt.I ]  [Num.21 ]  : ‘the Balaam story’ : NO ‘Moabites’ but ‘Ammonites’
[theme ]     :     [pt.II ]  [Num.22 ]  : ‘the Balaam story’ : NO ‘evil seer Balaam’ :
                              [the Ammonites lure a son of Aaron priest of Ishral to bring them the Scroll]

[theme ]     :     [pt.III ]   [Num.23 ]  : in the Ammonite scribal room : a brilliant dialogue
[theme       :      [pt.IV ]   [Num.24 ]  : the prophecy of the son of Aaron (‘Balaam’)
                              first find (Nov 2023) of the strange fire theme :
[theme]      :     ‘Hanukkah’ as occult Ritual – ‘book of Maccabees’ a Fraud
                              [page text needs revision & the Maccabees fraud another breakdown] 
Lev.10         :     origin of ‘the false fire’ (‘Hanukkah’) and the sons undoing that NOW                     good
[theme]      :     [Lev.8-10]   the sons’ 7 days of dedication (‘hanukkah’) into the 8th
                              when God appears in fire : but the false fire blocks that
                              [incomplete – sections of text lacking still & needs revision] 

Ezra 9-10  :     problem w/ the Temple fire after returning from the exile (-but what exactly ?)
                              [sections of text lacking still & needs revision] 
                              however : we found the missing ‘Unleavened’ chapter in ‘Esdras 1’ !]

 
scrolls written by Esau :
Mt.12           :    [12+16+19]  the ‘Jonah sign’ in reality is ‘the restored scroll’ as THE sign
[theme]       :     Esau’s “book of Jonah” also axed — but the réal Jonah rehabilitated
[theme ]      :     the book Esther 
CT 321        :     the frogs – belongs to Esther page 
                               [still needs an unposted prepared section] 
 
the ‘quran’ – written by Esau – as “king of the east”
[theme]       :     intro : ‘Allah’ is ‘Adam’ — ‘islam’ devised to support the corrupt Scroll
[theme]       :     chapters 60-114 : quotes & first commentary
[theme]       :     chapters 2-59 : files lost in May – needs redoing]
 
NO ‘parables of Jesus’
[theme]       :   the ‘parable form’ : Esau’s method to hide themes in prophets
[theme]       :   [Lk.16] ‘the unjust steward’ + ‘the rich man & Lazarus’ decoded
[theme]       :    upcoming sent but not worked out yet
 
related themes
[theme]       :   the ‘tower of Babel’ is the Giza pyramid [+ CERN theme]
                             [keywords : Paradisiacal Atmosphere , the Sahara was Green , Ipuwer papyrus] 

[theme]       :   Gilgamesh defeats Huwawa : the Sumerian version of Genesis 6
                             [overview – interesting but not crucial ] 
 
previous theme ‘Eve rescued’ :
Jer. 9             :    Eve rejects Adam , he dies and the sun goes dark [our date]                                          gem
                              [but ‘Adam dying’ and ‘the fire theme’ are two synchron events !] 
                              below : under construction :
Ez.16            :    [2nd half -100% sure] : NO ‘daughter of Sodom’ but Eve + Atonement
Am.5             :    [pt. I:]  said to us : search Eve !
                              lines [1-8 are the intro of chapter 9 (!) see next ; while 9-27 is corrupt / invented] 

Am. 9 [+8]  :    Eve rescued , eden restored    [only fulltext of first series of lines] 
                              [Amos is all “about female” hence also the Eve theme must be correct here] 
2 Tim.1        :    Eve rescued
                              [PROBABLE theme – needs doublecheck] 
1 Cor.11      :    Eve rescued + eden masculine & feminine explained
                               [PROBABLE theme – needs doublecheck & intro still] 

 
pre-Eve theme ,
the Eden sceptre :

Hos.2             :     the daughter of tsiun (-as eden mother) returns from the matrix
Hos.1[+2]    :     the return to Eden through the birth-right (taken from Esau & given to Jacob)
Hos.12          :     after we found the birth right we go at the ‘2nd Exodus’
Gen.49          :     [22-26] the (Eden-) birth-sceptre with Joseph
                                 unto the day of acceptance   [Unleavened]

Gen.50          :      [pt.II] the Eden sceptre : Joseph blesses his sons
                                  that the sceptre will come to us

 
posted until our date                                                                                                                      [this section : all gems]
Jer.8                 :      to the sons of Ammon that corrupted the scroll (-but we find out & kill them)
Hos.2               :      the daughter of tsiun (=Eden) [‘Revelation woman’]  returns from the matrix
Hos.1[+2]      :      the return to Eden through the birth-right (taken from Esau & given to Jacob)
Jer.18              :       the evil sons of Ammon — our direct enemies
Ez.20               :       Adam got the idea how to rule us when Cain slew Abel
                                    [only part I then stopped b/c of the unleavened theme] 
Ez.18               :       the day that the KJV becomes Invalid                                                                           important
Ez.14               :       the Two Witnesses
Ez.13               :       today’s lying pastors work for Esau + his ‘anti-semitism’ hoax
Ez.12               :       Ezekiel shows the sons ‘the other (eden-) Reality’
CT 688           :        curious : the Eden sun & moon binary system versus Ursa Major
Mt.14              :        NO ‘John beheaded by Herod’ but “Adam slaying our Originals”                             <<<
Am.3                :        the Bulls chapter : abusing our females until the sons will understand
                                      eden-female
[also see the Hebrews chapter] 
Am.1                :        the sons up against : Damascus [matrix-gate] , Adam, mystery-Babylon,
                                      their paradise and the Ammon sons abusing our female Originals

Mt.20              :        [the alleged parable ‘the workers in the vineyard’ is :] 
                                      the history of the Scroll & the 144 vs the christian leaders 
          [mirror : Mk.10] 
Is. 57                :         the sons of Ammon [a gem]  [+scroll +sceptre]                                       [3/4th restored] 
Is. 55 
              :         the Scroll [a gem] 
Is. 53                :         about Christ [a gem] 
Is. 60                :         Eden restored [still 4 lines at the end] 
 
Revelation : first half : [almost finished – but surprisingly difficult (=corrupted) :]
Rev.1               :        [#1]    :    Christ introduces the corrupted scroll (KJV)                                   right theme
Rev.2               :        [#2]    :    the 7 churches — see also the pinned Adam section ;
                                                       Ephesus : Christ stops speaking to souls ; Smyrna : the RCC
                                                       Dark Medieval time ; Pergamos : the Reformation (composing KJV)

Rev.4+10      :        [#4]    :    the (restored-) Eden gate (the Throne room)
                                                        and Adam presents the corrupt scroll (KJV) which was his idea

Rev.5               :        [#5]    :     Christ opens the sealed-off éarth (-by the evil matrix)
                                                        while we open the sealed scróll (-their KJV)

Rev.6+7         :         [#6]    :    the first six seals – the 144 sealed  (insert/change : false-fire at the 5th/6th)
                                                         [the “Abaddon with the key opening the abyss” is corrupt & displaced ,
                                                         it should belong to the “closing the eden-gate theme” : in Rev 3 ? or 6 ?]

Rev.13             :         [#8]    :    the ‘seven heads’ of the Beast [‘Mystery-Babylon + land’] ,
                                                          devised by Adam , while the KJV féeds their region
                                                          [see Ptolemy II page
                                                         + the mark [‘graphene’] of the Lamb-beast [‘modern science’] 

 
Revelation 2nd half : expected :
– the woman : as (restored-) Eden , but totally corrupted
– NO ‘war in heaven’ but “Adam dies” ór “the 144 war Mystery-Babylon”
– the Mystery-Babylon whore : self evident + ‘the blood’ is from “our Originals”
– the 7 trumpets : first 3 are corrupt (invented)
                                        [probably mixed with the 7 non-existent ‘bowls’ later] 
                                        Mystery-Babylon destroyed + Jacob dies & is saved
– the defeated demon army tries invade Heaven (Christ & army) the so-called ‘Gog’
– after 1000 years Satan & army tries invade Eden again but are defeated
 
 
 

 

 
log
 

november 15
double post
[theme]  : Enoch [80] : ‘time changes’ , ‘altered moon and stars’ , ‘different seasons’ [etc] 
‘and people will err in them’ : why say things like that ?
here the ’12-base is changed’ yet in Dan.7 the ’10-base’ is !

[theme]  :
Is.38 : the ‘sun-dial 10 steps back’ was :
‘if the sons find the base-10 , then I gather the 10 tribes to Eden’ (?)

… a break from Rgveda , exploring the Scroll now

 


 

november 13 [9pm]
double post :
[theme] :
‘10’ or ‘12’ tribes ?
RV 1.147 : the ‘first-born ones’
as the enemies of the matrix
must never find the ‘2-concept’
          [incredible read…]

[theme] : ‘10’ or ‘12’ tribes ?
RV 1.144 : Eden’s number can well be ‘10’ 
but the matrix made it ‘12’ by gluing eden’s binary to herself 
[because also this text mentions ‘10’ , ‘2’ and ‘double-star’ !] ; 
more and more it looks like ‘12’ is an illegal matrix concept 
[and yes that means both the ‘Zodiac’ & ‘12 month year’ are Off :
were there ‘10 months’ (only) for example ‘until Noah’s deluge’ ?]

… it seems an impossible theme – and in a way it is – 
but if the base-12 theme is Wrong then so is the number ‘144,000’ (sic) ,
and there is strong indication that the 12-base is “a matrix invention” ,
that is to say , “at a later time was instálled as a property of Space” 
but instead of God’s original 10-base for her ;
worse : Esau consequently can have adapted this in the Scroll with the 
purpose of trying to block us from going — if we get this Wrong ;
this situation is rather serious and we need all your help please ,
good news is that we are nailing them serpent-texts ; )

 


 

november 9

no ‘twelve’ tribes (and not exactly ‘144,000’) but our base number is ’10’ ?
        Rg-veda X.90 : the ‘1000 fold (male-) image with 10 fingers sacrificed’ :
        Eden image upon the star ?

it is almost impossible to see whether we are ’12’ or perhaps ’10’ tribes .. 

 


 

november 8
no ‘144’ — no base-12 for us ? but ‘10’ ?
… can’t tell you how ill I feel about this …
searching for ‘70’ and with extension for ‘12’ it’s all so corrupted ,
the ‘7’ (as God’s number) we may work out but the ‘12’ is untraceable ;
there is *no* reason for any ‘12’ but “twelve princes of Ishmael=Esau” …
on top of that ,
Rg-veda appears – appears – to confirm a base-10 for us , coupled with a ‘7’ …
this is a neverending road ,
but we need to have it Right ,
your Majesty you forgive us

 


 

7 november 
the concept of ‘the 70th day’ may be valid [-and some 53 to go still]
after last evening’s post the hell started of ‘renouncing male’ or better ‘degrading him’
as having no right to exist for anyway he is a useless and powerless worm ,
but today , looking if the ‘plus 70’ could be true — because we’ve no other option —
perhaps the total defeat combined with the judgment two days ago
was ‘Adam having appeared’ 
and not saying that lightly
because there does seem to be something with “a 70” “as closing (-theme)”     
and it *may* be that hé was furious — not God 
.. curiously we DID try “plus seventy days” two years ago (the ‘seventy bulls’ theme) 
but thought to dismiss that earlier this year , when the situation now revives it ;
this is the first page (and hence messy) ,
where our first problem is ‘what we look for’ : ’70 years’ or ’70 demons’ ?
it will (again) be an incredible amount of work ,
which however is doable — as long there is hope ,
it’s irrelevant how completely demolished we’ll arrive : as long we will get there …

 


 

november 6
so we Lost .

… after the cherished 1% hope for this day then also evaporated with every hour
it’s hard to express the seriousness of our situation now ,
it is all just too monstrous , impossible . flabbergasting and unreal ,
where it took the last reserves of energy to get to these series of days ,
now standing in front of another endless and dark desert to cross ,
but this time not having no life anymore and no energy to do so
this is … unfathomable
you can’t say we weren’t brave for we have the important Star & Sceptre theme
and also the 12-day Atonement that we can’t give up , which we still carry ,
yet we will literally Die with all those themes for this is impossible to cross ,
while with the last life gone also the communication with the deity has ceased ,
not because of ‘wanting to hold a grudge against him’ – we’re no toddlers right –
but because the final tiny breath of life is dead and cannot be resuscitated ,
murdered by the neverending dark road and gruesome disappointments
for it never seems enough
no matter how hard we fight it’s never enough
no matter the themes as many gems it is never enough
I so wanted to avoid it but I give us all max two months
our brave sweetie fighting final stage of cancer in hellish pain oftentimes ,
having done everything to get to these days yet now again facing another
endless desert — how ? and I can start about you and so many of us 144 that
have no option anymore and are far beyond what they can possibly bear ,
and this even apart from Esau’s ongoing preparations to soon crash society :
he does not even actively have to silence the sons ,
the next uncrossable desert will murder them anyway
(and you will broadcast your message about this – won’t you)
perhaps ,
phrases in previous logs may have sounded overdone or even pompous ,
but it is all ‘live material’ so to speak , never abstract nor impersonal ,
embedded in a (presumed) personal relation to something outside ,
as a complex interaction of certain themes and personal involvement ,
where however – in spite of carefully reconstructing that relation –
we simply do not have “the final say” :
which at this gruesome and painful moment becomes hauntingly clear …
from this point onwards everything feels silly ,
for if the energy to build a relationship has gone ,
no amount of perfecting found themes will help ,
for both the drive and the life has gone
… out of hopelessness we could go look at ‘plus seventy days’
but that appears so contrived right now that it makes little sense to start it ;
wherefore my sincere apologies to you ,
not in the way of all the others predicting false dates with their corrupt KJV ,
but because of genuine found themes – and you were there all the way –
that for some gruesome unexplainable way was not honoured by our deity
… and the devastation is unbearable to live with
the most painful is ,
the non-desire anymore to stand before the deity
even in the now unimaginable case that this all was over ,
and in an even more speculative case that the deity would be kind ,
because of not wanting to have to do anything anymore with all of this ,
having costed just too much ,
and rather please shy away in anonymity
coupled with the defeat of protecting female
turning male into but some powerless and silly pro forma ruler
and if you want to know the truth ,
this is what Adam’s reasoning must have been
but we cannot afford to go that way
facing that desert and facing this trap , we really are wretched right now

november 6 2025 it wasn’t enough that the soul died to the ape
no she herself had to go
and now even the remained ghost behind her
nothing left to resuscitate
when the fk it will be ever enough ?

*crying*

 

november 5 [7pm] 
posted : no ’10 virgins’ nor ‘5 talents’ but “the changed Fall feasts” 
                  [and the interpretation is credible] 
… please see inside and you judge critically (-and kindly) , 
though not completely finished still wanting to bring it to you ,
where after “the 12-day Atonement” the “three day Booths” may be happening now   —
having to tell you , 
that after a night of drinking , and this morning showering ,
three hours ‘judgment’ appeared as sphere and it was terrifying ,
the only thing missing were the definitive words “you will go to hell” ;
it is the scariest situation any Jacob-soul can be in , being completely helpless ;
followed by hours of extreme heartache which is impossible because no heart 
(for that is the sweet female Gorgeous as it should be) ;
either it happened because our window is over until next year ,
or it told these days and we still have a chance for tomorrow     —
find it insane but considered the erratic moon we *may*  still have 24 hours ,
Moon Phases 2025 – Lunar Calendar
then to you please Majesty ;
it was not right to use the word ‘betrayed’ two days ago , sorry , 
you do not do things like that 
it was said of desperation , for refusing to believe that you would let us down ,
let your brave girls down that fought like little lions but are losing the battle ,
refusing to believe that you could let this hell continue for another impossible year ,
being hemmed in from every side ,
where your brave girls only see strong demons holding them down ,
yet hoping and pleading for your delivery ,
while we (males) knów that we understood you rightly , 
but are the same helpless to can change anything …
    we never are like (slave) dogs to you , 
    because you would not desire that 
    and you spoke so kind to us that we never féel like that ;
    but you need to get us out please 
    you have made your point please
    if you have been so kind to us ,
    we don’t doubt that you will make us again into your pretty people ,
    that know who they are know who you are and love it
    but , our Majesty , if you won’t act now disaster is waiting for us
    *crying* 

 


 

november 4 [7pm] 
ultimate chance — tomorrow

the chances are a million to one , this new full moon ,
do not have us wait another whole year please Majesty

 


 

3 november
… showered the morning to wait again 
but the window is virtually closing right now in utter silence
started the ‘three headed eagle with twelve wings’ (sic) in the woefully corrupt ‘2 Esdras’ 
but having lost the energy and especially the drive to do them texts
without hope , hemmed in on every side ,
facing the wait of another endless (insert curse here) year until the same season ,
and only this endless (insert curse) silence these days
this is monstrous
unjust
and yields but one result : because of this betrayal by the deity (‘I get you out when you
will have understood what I said’) that for the past two years ten times we swallowed 
because it was always ‘our fault’ right ‘because we didnt understand a next theme’ 
so that we swallowed and swallowed until go no more ,
this time the proper and righteous response would be to get furious   —
which however , but not expanding upon that here , is not really an option ,
so that the inverse option will be one of going into complete hiding and silence ,
not only here but also in Eden ; forever ; 
never – ever – wanting to have to do anything with any theme concerning her ,
and not wanting to know what all the deity deals with his people ,
just hiding away in a cosy cottage in the eden forests — forever
the reserve-option , suicide , is still open ,
but that has the downside that the 144,000 will cease and Jacob will perish ,
and perhaps that’s a bit too .. drastic way to make one’s point ;
however , since the drive to do them is gone and withóut doing them the days
are unbearable probably this will end up in drinking to death ,
which will have the same result of Jacob perishing but then at least not caused
by a willful decision that could be seen as ‘frustrating the process on purpose’ ,
is it not .
one whole more year.
and ofcourse – without guarantees : if the deity failed now who knows next ;
365 endless torturous days
while Esau any day now can start his societal assault against Jacob
which he has been ramping up in silence for some time now
365 torturous endless days
and though after 3500+ years finally became clear what the deity has spoken ,
his own project would falter because of his own silence .
how deeply ironic .
and we’re not even considering to turn around an oiltanker — if the deity wants
to stay silent the deity is going to stay silent — but in this case the consequences
are not upon us any longer ; we did what we was asked to and ten times more .

 


 

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