1 october
Loose Ends .. eleven more days …
… nothing done today — the blasting crown , radiating till into the root , poor sleep
and no appetite .. all of us have the same misery and therefore you likely as well …
though this crown thing since , what , six weeks now is supposed to be a góod sign
when part of the ‘Cush ones’ theme , right
inbetween fruitlessly pondering if there’s still something we may have overlooked ,
and though that does not seem to be the case others pop up like “those that will
seek death but it will evade them” which was never about a mark but the False Fire
and was part of one of the first trumpets .. those kind of loose ends …
      our Majesty , we do try hard to sit it out without complaining … it’s disheartening
      to see the number of chapters that do nót show yet : even though their theme is
      understood — we hope you won’t make that a condition please right now … but if
      there’s any detail we still need to see then tell us the next days
      you will need , if you want , to forgive us incredibly much … but it would be great
      to have you as our deity — there is something wonderful (to avoid ‘magical’) in the
      positioning of ‘us standing before you’ and you tell to us what you think and feel , 
      always interesting and always surprising (-for us) , for you won’t think less of us
      even we are little , and we take you as seriously as we have done until now …
           no this is not ‘persuading you to act , soon’ 
           but please do