22 april [9pm]
posted : ‘Esdras 1 & 2 – also Esau’s Fraud : BUT contains Ezra’s Unleavened
… setting out for a line “.. the sealed ones at the feast of the Lord” in book one it
turned out to be invented , yet the final chapter is the end of Ezra narrating how
the strange fire theme will be resolved in the future – véry likely ‘at Unleavened’ ;
then ,
we’re in the 24 hr period that Passover can start – the exact time is unclear ,
and though we opted to keep something symbolical together the coming week ,
please do what you see fit : if you wish to only use matzah please do so ,
but imploring you that whatever you do to plead Him all week together with us —
you were there all the time , you know if this one won’t work out we’re in trouble …
therefore please your Majesty … we think that we completed all of the theme
and no aspect is lacking still … we hoped for a confirmation from you but the
soul – or the tiny thing left of her – only sees thick darkness around ; in spite of
exposing even móre Esau frauds the past days … there’s nothing she can do :
her speech , body and even awareness will have to come from you please ,
literally everything she will be will have to come from you
and that is fine – she trusts you … and is the reason she waits you this week ;
please do not let us down , and please forgive us every day until then