[two days ….]
24 october [7pm]
posted : Adam’s Gate (!) doodle + origins of Halloween (vid)
… the ‘moon’ Doodle is significant : Esau is afraid … – searching for the strange
theme of ‘these last days of October’ this vid came along but as step-up to the
Noah’s Flood theme and the connection with thése days — yet as unfinished page
for today was very oppressive .. first dreaming of being totally lost & disorientated
and today as if the unseen realm nervously (?) angry (?) revolved 
      your Majesty we don’t nag – we still try to stand but it’s not easy … and we still
      have no confirmation that you will act : only by what we have so far … promise
      please that you get us and not leave us any longer in this asylum …