4 november
… drinking is not good but it’s the cotton … which appears to have a reason —
as if “many agitated voices in an adjacent large hall” may be causing this
– and no not ‘in the head’ : I’m not insane please –
and they could be ‘of Jacob’ but they feel like panicking matrix voices …
not that it’s proof of the coming 7th-8th but just telling you honestly what is ,
and that we really need you to plead if you still are able to , please —
i’m not leaving you but just need to get up again somehow
for we only have the next couple of days as our final window ,
and though nothing seems to confirm it we need to go
… then please plead , remembering everything we learned — please