december 22
book 1Kings : not Solomon ‘built the Temple’
[for David did] but built all ‘the high places’
and that most likely instigated by Adam ,
starting the split between Ishral and Judah
that ever since worshipped the matrix-base-12 :
yet Eden will only be restored when they are one
House again that happens if we declare base-10
… though it may not see much help these are important for us to discover
the strúcture of the base-10 theme as embedded throughout the Scroll
and also this page solidifies that ;
but now we have a bit of a problem Majesty .. though we feel the theme
is good – even still with some knot in the tummy – now that trauma starts
again like previous times because of the deadline in 6 days only ..
but this time even more burdened because of the past week (and always)
of going so down that not even I would take myself when it will be that day
yet staying clean for you now comes with a constant large heartache ;
it is just not going for us no longer please , either way we’re cursed here ,
and there’s nothing else we ask from you please as get us out of this
burden and this silly ape
it’s already hard enough knowing that we will stand before you having
Absolutely Nothing anymore , not even words , where we really fought
until go-no-more to understand you — then you please be kind now