january 9 [below] : this is BAD … — what we are supposed to do ?
january 8 [3pm]
the ‘[70th day-] upward’ — where we are right now
| … after noon pleaded a long time [no trivialities] with Him , how utterly exhausted we are , as having dug a steep tunnel upwards to get out of this hellhole having lost really everything in the process – which is fine – yet the end of it should be there but don’t show ; if He don’t choose to help now it will become a smooth tube having us sink back down through it in unknown lethal depths … we did everything to follow His reasoning , and also this 70 theme still appears valid — but He must want it or it’s no good , no things are good unless He desires them |
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then looked up the Ezekiel lines for it had félt as being in a tunnel ; though it’s said
about this sun ‘that it goes down at noon’ perhaps that was metaphorically to show
the silly thing itself will go dark or perhaps ‘3pm’ was an option ; but in chapter 12
Ezekiel has to dig through the wall of his house “in the evening” (-obr) and another
unknown term is used that can range from ‘twilight’ to ‘darkness’ – yet is also used
at the covenant with Abraham when the Torch appears …
it’s impossible to describe this situation – yet you may feel the same – to silently
watch the next say 6-9 hours pass .. then the window will close : tomorrow does
not seem an option and neither is ‘adapting the 9/24 theme’ for it’s Too solid ;
so that afterwards an entire next year is looming as satanic scenario …
our Majesty we never ‘set dates’ .. but did , literally , everything by the Book …
if we still are wrong , or if you don’t want to , or if the Jubilee is only next year ,
regardless of these we will slide back but into the abyss for exhaustion …
and that moment is merely hours away … then please act
[1130pm :] in theory ,
9th start of 26th at 6pm
10th start of 27th at 6 pm
11th start of 28th at 6 pm
12th start of 29th at 6 pm
13th start of 30th at 6 pm [13th : day of full moon starting 23.20]
31st at 6 end
… stretching it but possible — that we have til 6pm tomorrow …
[january 9] [8pm]
… phrasing carefully — similar day as yesterday but this time feeling as if standing
high up a mountain with a flat top … it was no vision mind you for that’d suggest
something from Him ; but it was my own sensing … you & we as small group
stood upon that flat top and our others behind us even down the slope ; just as
waiting for Him … in the distance Eve was there – cause she knows , north of her
our Originals – cause they know , and north of thém the Torches – cause they know ;
but exasperating surely hour after hour ticked away
now , after opening a beer , not sure what to think : the horrible consequence of
what seems to have been a failed event hasn’t registered yet , however the state
of being upon that mountain has not left still — it’s all most confusing …
first please : the “open end date” is the greatest problem : yes the 9/24th was
a closing date [-of the 70 days] but after that it can go anywhere .. He could act
tomorrow , or next week , who knows — but it would be as “without us” since we
simply – and sadly – don’t have the energy anymore to daily wait another strange
turn which we are unable to identify in the scroll , right …
for us there is no ‘next’ after this passed 9/24 .. nothing to hold on to .. except for
the awful scenario that we will have to wait till March to redo the entire f*n year …
which will be impossible to survive and 100% impossible for some of us …
this is the greatest problem , please :
He may not have wanted it
… everything was so in place – see above , and what He desired from souls ,
namely to walk out of here by fighting to understand what He said , it all seemed
to come together finally : yet nothing happened … for whatever reason (-again) …
and to be frank I’ve no clue what to can do next .. none whatsoever …
