july 6 [9pm]
… if ‘seven sabbaths’ need to be counted [instead of 49 days] 
then tomorrow could be our date
though it doesn’t look like anything would happen ….
pondering what is possible ,
the ’24th-26th of July’ a few years back comes to mind ,
in which He was so kind , unexpectedly and suddenly ,
that it can have represented [the day of] Acceptance ,
just the full-moon calendar was Off at that time ,
yet , this year ,
if there are no ’49’ days to be counted now but ’70’
[as 10 x 7 , base 10 times His sacred number ,
the 70th day would land on exactly the 24th …..
now please —
perhaps ’70’ is a stretch : but who knows ?
was that 24th three years ago a foreshadowing ?
we tried ’70 days’ in the Fall but that didn’t work out :
was the idea valid but in the wrong time of the year ?
however – the greatest problem with ’70’
is that the ’40 days’ do not fit as neatly inside
[as from Unleavened – the 7th day – until the 49th] 
….. it’s all but Thinking Out Loud okay
and protection against the expected disappointment tomorrow
how horrible to have to say this and prepare for this
but our own deity became further away as a distant uncle
and we don’t have the energy anymore to keep invoking
yet never hearing nothing back ,
and we’ve no idea why you treat us like that Majesty
…. it’s true : even a ’24th’ seems but postponing execution
but anything better as another four months till the Fall feasts ;
then we wait tomorrow please
and then decide what to do with the ’70’ option
[add:]
…was it never ‘the 24th of the ninth’ [Hag, Zech.] but ‘of the third’ ..?