may 30
after the useful Acceptance page in which the connections .. almost felt sacred ,
a sphere of ‘alienation from the entire theme’ started with today as rock-bottom ,
and it’s unclear why that is happening or what caused it
tomorrow trying to update the main index since that has been a while ,
as well as looking what eventually still could be posted before the 3-4th     —
in spite of that gorgeous page ,
as usual *nothing* indicates that anything would happen
yet if you still have some energy left please plead for all of us