november 2 [below]
november 1 [9pm]
Rev.21 : the restored eden star emits 12 types of light
                   (-and has his four images of the living-animals back)
                   per the 12 gemstones atop of the Ark of the covenant
… this one still had to be posted to have the theme Legally completed ,
and now there’s nothing we can do but wait tomorrow or the next day …
          but you need to get us please Majesty
          for we’re completely spent and cannot go on like this
[november 2 :]
drinking again this afternoon after the past couple of days ,
even though this morning having planned ‘just to wait what today brings’   —
but the flood of nonsense , especially ‘christian’ , broke the wall down rapidly ;
the phrase “dead man walking” is appropriate against the gazillion of themes
that Jacob is occupied with that are too shallow , repetitive boring and soulless
to engage with , even the few ‘archeological-religious themes’ that are murdered
because of the superficiality of those engaging with them ;
while “christian videos or themes” are nothing short of a vampire ball experience :
save a few serious ones , Jacob’s ‘teachers’ are nothing short of Witches , 
the largest self-proud group drilling poor Jacob solidly in that ugly KJV nonsense ,
and the most hateful group : all of them selfdeclared prophets having a direct line
with any filhty demon hissing lies to them and puffing up their debile ego
making the round through these ,
seeing all the examples is enough to break down any cherished hope ,
we standing the -umpth time before a pivotal moment , without any received ‘sign’ ,
but only with a hard-fought understanding of what our deity may have intended ,
yet seeing nothing — nothing — giving us hope for that moment …
Jacob became so Ugly ,
if he doesn’t follow the thousands of Catholic priests that have no idea what 
occult rituals inspired by Esau they are presenting then they follow the thousands
of Protestant preachers that have no idea about their KJV as the work of Esau
and the rest of Jacob is anyway glued to this world ruled by Esau ;
it is utterly hopeless — were it not for His stubbornness ,
yet even He has his rightful themes back now ,
the next ultimate 24 hour window appears a … self-inflicted fata morgana …