september 8
after discussing the problem together the situation is rather hopeless ,
– there is no Date in the foreseeable future , it can be anything , even next year
– the relation with the deity is completely broken
    it’s more easy trying to move an unwilling bulldozer with bare hands , as he
– the problem is not ‘killing us’ , for who cares about this ape ,
    but the risk that Eden will never be restored for you & we carry all the Legal ,
    which is a serious argument to not do it
– it all [again] casts doubts on the found base 10 
    even we don’t want to give that up and will search mercilessly to confirm her
    what is happening now
    is of an unheard cruelty
    and this by our own deity and that murderous revolting unjustified Silence
    everything is broken
    a wound that will never heal
    not even in a restored Eden
    fkn endless days forced to bear without life without hope and without power