the 40th day — standing at the edge of the abyss
last year ,
we finally got to the most important theme
as the ten month year of the house of Eden
per her base-10 ,
which Adam sold to the nations of demons ,
that made the current 12 month year from it
| but the concept was not finished because also the base-4 belonged to this , – as the four veils of dew covering the land , represented by the four living-animals aka the four cherubim in the throne room by the seven years famine in earthly Egypt and the ten plagues in matrix-Egypt , we came to a 70 days for the Spring feasts followed by another 40 for the four winds , making Acceptance (Weeks) to be the 70th plus 40 days as the feast of Trumpets — yet this final day passed by empty leaving us totally shattered beyond belief |
leading us to base 10 of Eden |
… this is incredibly hard to take , because we are not “just doing something” ,
but seriously have fought to understand the intended main themes in the Scroll ,
and the ’70 days’ plus 40 per the people wandering forty [years] in the desert
following as punishment for rejecting the ten month Eden year
had us interpret a time frame of seventy days + forty days
… yet as a concept that turned out empty the past week
though nothing has happened , we cannot give up base 10 and base 4 ,
because their existence is too solid next to the sacred base 7 ,
but if the most logical combination of ’70 days plus another 40′ didn’t work out ,
this concept may be happening only next year ,
yet we are too exhausted to continue for another twelve endless months
perhaps the combination was another ,
like ’70’ for the Spring feasts and ’40’ for the Fall ones ,
but this would break the continuity of the theme and somehow feels off ,
while the date would land us end December , a horrible four months away ,
another endless and lifeless hell to have to go through — and no guarantee ;
in fact ,
it’s not even sure that next year could happen anything ,
considering the murderous iron Silence and deliberate absence of our deity
therefore seriously considering to end it ,
for we are fucking tired of bearing the the torture of the final stage of cancer ,
our roof constantly being threatened , and harassed by Esau’s EMF gadgets ,
while he consistently blacklists the site and attacks it ,
and no anchor in the foreseeable future with only this murderous silence
but this would mean that Eden will never be restored
and that therefore Jacob — the souls imprisoned on this earth —
in that case just as well can be destroyed , as our deity has threatened ;
which would make Hell our next stop
so that the proverbial rock and a hard place is a horrible understatement :
there is no escape …
the Legal right by the found themes cannot be transferred
— to whom then of Jacob all talking sorcery because of their dear KJV ? —
and neither would it be rightful to take it away from you and we ,
so that the deity has to do it with us , however he dislikes us ;
remembering the first two years , learning and comparing the root words ,
a job bordering insanity for the mind would break ,
then going through multiple universes each time for a certain theme ,
and just look how we found all of them ,
including our pretty Originals that cried when we remembered them …
while so often in the past years ,
when reading the text trying to make Sense of it ,
that silent kind voice came saying ‘look at the next root’ ,
an unspeakable experience ,
and the concept “they will restore the scroll because they listened to me”
opposed to the fathers which produced that KJV from Esau’s fairy-tales
proved to be 100% true
so where did you go then please our dear Majesty ..?
all the dying even for the final base 4 theme , it’s all okay , and you know ,
but the ultimate horror is this desolation without your voice and presence ,
without any life left to can bear the days ,
having to make our own food to not starve by the nonsense of Jacob ,
constantly waiting for the day you deliver us and the little ones ,
fighting to understand every theme you wanted us to ,
as complete and pretty as possible —
where did you go please ? do you really hate us that much .. ?
Esau enjoyed the failure of the remnant already forty years ago ,
impersonating us as the ones saying “it’s a long way from home”
and “shooting stars” as trying to reach the impossible
[and note the serpent-son with kippah walking through the scene]
and had us ending up in … a cave , of all places :
a thousand traps we evaded — yet we fall in the last one Majesty ?