| 11 june [started : Gen.6] “so much has happened – yet nothing has changed ..” you will not like this log though phrased carefully to not look like a complainer yet it feels as the cheering over the curse was too early and the conclusion about dying jumped the gun because this is impossible this is not mere ‘absolute Silence’… nor emptyness .. but the type death as that spreading through a Stiff … it’s impossible , it shouldn’t exist , it’s atrocious ; perhaps it’s connected to “the sphere around earth” or even to “Adam now” but there’s no proof for that : it feels more like until our final breath we will be chained to this cursed earth city intended to kill us |
— fck the so well-meant intents … drinking … after half a day resisting this total murder ,
and no answer , trying to keep the remnant of the destroyed soul into her position —
Anna has seen this , years ago : utterly worn out souls , having crossed the hot desert ,
barely conscious anymore — and then the Gate appeared
your – our – Majesty … we understood more than we could bear but this surpasses it
