15 june [7pm]
yes this is worrying … very much so … and nothing but this complete silence …
technically we may have 24 hours still … but realistically it doesn’t look good for us …
*silent*
if you can , do keep pleading … but honourfully please … and we see what tomorrow brings
 
perhaps skip the below , but that’s why it’s a log ;
something else is the same worrying … – after the soul disappeared two years ago at least 
that “small consciousness inside which could still talk with Him” remained … yet now also
this appears to have left , causing an impossible situation for she is virtually erased … 
to skip the many issues of this strange problem but after endless pondering : what réally
happened ‘when they received the Spirit in those days’ – aside from the useless answers
on the Net as “enabling the fruits” etc .. ? was it not simply “helping the soul communicate
with Him” as the basic concept , and yes why could that consciousness not get intense ?
but — can it “be taken away” as well .. ?
and how is it póssible exactly in these days ?
and most of all : is this good or bad .. ?