halfway june 16 2024                                                      bit extensive but please do read
[915am UTC] 
well …
still some six hours until “the sun going down at midday” will have lost its sense ,
and though faintly hoping still for a surprise , it appears that it isn’t going to happen
…
yes I know one could get acute PTSD from this date enigma , and even more so
when added the disappointments of the past year — but especially right now after 
the entire subject of Unleavened-Weeks combined with the Jubilee appears empty :
though the concept of it remains rock solid for we have NOT misunderstood it :
yet as you see we have a bit of a problem right now …
…
please — THE horror scenario is “another full year”, right … since we cannot switch
now to “Trumpets” (-which is impossible anyway since it started the scroll) nor any
other feast because it would deviate from this solid Unleavened-Weeks theme ;
yet we need to arm ourselves with something in order to not go down and fail 
…
but that means we will need to speculate rather insanely this time – as juxtaposed
to the Solid content of the chapters [however : they came into existence through 
speculation — or ‘intuition” — as well , first ! how strange is that .. ?] ; 
hence in this case carefully presenting you the time frame of this July 24-26 ,                     <<<<
forty days from this weekend , and though it is NO (scriptural-) feast day 
it *could* be supported by the scroll : because of the situation we are in       —
if you are interested then please wrestle yourself through the below section which
will need a bit long take-off , first because the situation is so very bizarre but also 
for you to judge the reasoning until the conclusion at the end … okay ; please see
the “date description” below , then decide whether you wish to continue – or not :
…
the 24-26 July (-2022) date 
… it has always shown in the log – until recently we removed many older log pages 
in order to lessen (-expensive) site content ; as the two days when a sweet female
Original visited and exclaimed in her pretty filled-with-breath-sexy voice “how now
we really will be freed” ; and after that the day when His radiating kindness was so 
palpable that it caused constant reverence
— and though all very sweet it was never explained nor put in context again ;
yet in hindsight this 24th July will ‘be the 3d year’ … and I don’t need explain that
…
[tough section]
…  translating in order to understand what it said is not an abstract job since every
word “has to go through the own being” – just like every word is going through your 
being if indeed you feel He said that , right ; so that many themes can and will have
effect upon her , where oftentimes it is not even clear what can be going on      —
yesterday’s log still is valid , as the only one thing that was left until now : that small 
consciousness that could still speak with Him which has vanished also ; and how 
that ‘small consciousness’ can very well have been the aspect of the Spirit as it was 
given 2000 years ago around these very days ;
we can discuss “whether the above is scripturally possible or not” but it is what it is ,
while the result is ‘that the own being imploded’ having lost this final strength to can 
hold on to , as dwelling in a now deserted cave in the chest’s centre ;
but the most bizarre 
is that the own being separated into ‘traces of fog’ , of smoke , as aimlessly swirling
around the place where that small consciousness úsed to be , where ‘I’ – for lack of 
proper expression – need much energy “to get those traces together in order to form 
sómething of substance” as “me” which could form a thought , and even search the
words to phrase that – and even could tell them to Him ;
but usually this ‘bringing together to form any substance’ is too hard , like the Greek 
figure pushing a rock upon a mount yet every single time it rolled back : forever ;
yet
these traces of fog still have a sense of Time and of misery , knowing that they do 
not have much time to remain like this by running out of energy   — 
yes I’ve written many insane things but this must top all of them , sorry
…
perhaps the strange “death theme related to the great-grandfather and the uncle
as proto-old-Ishral” likely related to ‘the curse of Adam’ theme (see Gen.3 page) 
three days ago was not over yet ;
the night before yesterday was the second half of a most chaotic unclear dream 
about “the different groups as Jacob , the 144 (-and others)” in which one group
or person uttered – but almost róared ! – destroying words as a type of judgment
which was based upon rightful observations — countered by another group or 
person answering that with – louder or “more convincing” – destroying words as 
a judgment against that prévious one or group having uttered theirs :
pondering this now it was akin to “Joshua vs Adam” in the Zechariah chapter
…
but IF true then how it can be linked to óur situation ?
or even : is it possible that we need to wait another (-hidden) 40 days ?
what if the three sections of Luke were in a different order as we assumed                        <<<<
and the ’40 days’ alleged temptation ‘in the desert’ came at the end ?
what if it said – paraphrased ofcourse – 
that “you & we will be 40 days (-extra) in the desert’ (‘desolation’) ?
what if it said ,
that not “He was filled with the spirit inthere” but “we would lóse her” .. ?
which then in turn ,
would render the term “temptation” into .. “trial” ?
is this blasphemous ?  impossible ? and if so , why ? if the context is like 
this then it DOES somehow link to the “Joshua & Adam” theme … and if we 
suspected ‘that curse’ subject in Zechariah , can it be the same here too ?
it’s very difficult to see ‘what’ three themes appear in the Luke section while
remembering it may be about ‘that curse’ : we’ll try Luke the next days …
now ,
IF the above assumption is valid , He first may have explained all of Weeks
including the Jubilee year , THEN ‘adding the extra 40 days’ of this section
which ends with the Isaiah “acceptable day / prisoners” line , 
and please remember how the female Original “was so happy to be freed”,
moreover – that followed by He radiating such kindness …
…
other sections with a “40 days + an extra 40” ? :
– perhaps we have Noah ‘sending out a raven after 40 days’ , then after
  another 40 ‘sending out a dove’ : an outward similarity could be that the
  boat ‘hit land – upon a mount’ , the same we wait for , and that the dove
  did not return ; though true it’s a bit clutching at straws ;
– and perhaps “Moses going upon the mount a second time (-for 40 days)”
  if at the first descent God rejected the people – instead of accepting ,
  and “another 40 days” cóuld be in play ;
  OR perhaps in their case “the 40 days became 40 years” where the
  restoration of the acceptance was “at mt.Nebo” upon which Moses did
  nót die – as we saw – but was taken up .. ? wouldn’t that match better ?
  [though this causes another problem , see next :] …
hás God accepted the scroll (-today) ?  or : why is this happening ?
… that is difficult  —
considered the first : we can only hope so , right ; and the second one :
we’ve not even begún to explore ‘what is happening’ let alone the 40 days
surplus – if true , and have the same question : the acceptance at Weeks 
was so logical (-well , having fóund it) after declaring at Unleavened ,
so why not at that same day ? yet now , is + 40 good or bad … ?
…
hopefully it is not “because of the scroll” : please confirm to Him that to the
best of our knowledge we understood all the themes – though not every
single chapter has been restored ;
that leaves us with “temporary problems around us” but it’s utter guesswork
what reasons that may have : something wrong with the number of the 144
as the final ones added .. ? perhaps “because Adam was in overdrive to
make sure that those were compromised”… ? and that as the reason why
he roared his judgmental verdict – see above – since probably it was him .. ?
and right in the days ‘before the Acceptance’ — like happened at Horeb .. ?
you understand and agree that it’s but guesswork .. yet in the right direction
…
closing :
as promised we’ll try the Luke section and search for related texts ,
but since I’m severely handicapped now , more than ever all of us and our
entire succeeding or failure depends on you … by you taking the wheel
so to speak and get all of us to the 24th by staying close to Him ;  
then let us bear 40 – say 38 by now – more days of Esau’s nonsense in his
lousy clown world which as far we’re concerned he can keep , right ;
please check the log now and then : because of this strange theme aspects
can suddenly evolve and we be faithful to you posting it right away
– with much love
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