25 may [5pm]
posted : Is.66 [half] : said to you & we — about or date at Weeks
… you will please understand that this part is done (-first) in order to see
what the totally corrupted mid-section may have said ,
and considering the remained roots it must be a bomb shell
your Majesty … every word posted are the words you said … 100% …
yet I am afraid of you , and you know why … there’s nothing , nothing
left what I could call ‘me’ and even that is going wrong … if you say
that we will be brought to you and stand before you , it is so ,
but I got very afraid to meet you in this so deplored state …
promise please that you will be very kind … the same kind as having
complimented us in the first lines here … always , always forgive us ,
every endless day , every minute until our date – promise