january 26 [6pm] 
probable ‘radio silence’ throughout February
… the last time this happened — having to attend to personal circumstances — 
was some five years ago and as it appears now a similar situation is coming up :
simply because “life as most know it” continues and doesn’t care about what we
are doing here , is it not , so that we are forced to attend      —
curiously (or not) this situation comes up after the ’70th day’ disaster just ago ,
where , even after two weeks , the degraded situation is impossible to assess
because of the fundamental change that occurred :
as if everything so far , including He and sweet female , became inaccessible
as ‘at the other side of the door’ — and I use that word cause it féels a door —
while the helpless shattered conscience remained outside of it ,
not any longer having the means ‘to search texts’ to find answers but only 
pressing to that door if she may hear the (lovely) things spoken inside
 
nothing remained [=of consciousness] but a superficial haze combined with
an ape body that she has to push throughout the day to execute the silly 
needs for every task — it’s too bizarre for words and there is no way that in
this state she could understand let alone decipher texts [-that could help
and especially concerning the much needed Passover theme] :
she , that superficial haze , doesn’t feel “that He is angry” – on the contrary , 
she still turns to His direction desiring that massive door is opened to her , 
but there’s nothing she can do but go “with life as most know it” 
 
hoping that you understand ,
hoping that you won’t give up , 
it’s an absolute slaughtering-field outthere : none of all of them preachers
and endtime-talking-heads are trustable for all of them use that cursed KJV
[-and ‘agitating against it (without knowing why) is the same useless] ,
and all. of. them. block. the. return. of. our. Christ. : be sure about that ;
with the exception of you
then please let’s see concerning us how things develop the next weeks