january 29 [5pm] : dream [-see below]
january 28
[theme] : CT 160 : the crocodile Sebek IS ‘their millstone’ – at Orion
[of all the difficult category Spells this one succeeded best , so far]
… your Majesty
the sky was very silent today
but it is like staring into inkblack darkness – until you would respond ,
and not sure whether this means anything concerning the next two days ..
please see how all of your sons and daughters did the right thing
by dying to themselves
and brought back to you what you desired
so then we wait .. with little hope because of previous disappointments ..
but we wait you
[january 29 :]
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… usually dreams are pretty mundane but this one , though chaotic , stuck —
a distant family member came to live where we did , this very day
[though in real-time she died several years ago] ,
but the chicken soup she now was making for us was ‘sour’
[so i said I get another chicken for her today] ;
I saw how also the gate of her driveway was broken and after pondering
it looked best to me to get a bundle of wooden beams ‘tomorrow morning’ ;
that was it — but wait ;
her name etymology virtually was “gemstone” so that she either represented
the ‘crystal floor itself’ – or those of our 140,000 [that died] represénting it ,
or perhaps a combination of both ; but “she came to us today” [=we won it ?] ;
then , the theme was linked to ‘the East’ and in dreams throughout the years
that always turned out to link to “the other reality” ;
while ‘her broken gate’ may have been “the opened eden gate” theme ,
where the “tomorrow” was very strong : could it be ‘closed tomorrow’ ?
the ‘sour’ is unclear but maybe “the cave wherein the floor was imprisoned” ?
[‘sour’ (-chm-ts) as same base root ‘clay (in that cave)’ (-chm-r) ?]
now ,
it’s not “that I’m so busy with our date that it causes these type dreams”
for this became such a Traumatic subject that this option is off the table ,
so that perhaps — just perhaps — it may tell something about tomorrow …