july 23 [9pm] [below]
july 22 [9pm]
double post — and two interesting ones , concerning ‘the 70th day’ 
where the “5 bread + 2 fish multiplied” must be “10 and 7 multiplied unto 70 [days]”
and “the heliacal rising of Sirius the 70th day” in July must relate to OUR 70th ;
… one more day to go until we will know if our Date will come to pass — or not …
titles :
[theme] :   the ancient Egyptian “heliacal rising of Sirius at the 70th day”
                      was ‘the rebirth of Osiris (‘the matrix’)‘ and not calendar related
                      but proof Eden still was desolate (for Sirius was her captured gate)
                       and later ,
                       Esau’s Tisha B’Av [-at our 70th day !] is about that same concept 
                       as his ‘day of rebirth of the dimensional spark (he calls Moshiach)’ :
                       he feared this day — which must be positive for us
Mt.15   :     possible : no ‘5 breads & 2 fishes’ — that were ‘multiplied’ ,
                        but ‘ the wrong date [49th day] of Acceptance addressed’ :
                        the sons must multiply (base-) 10 x 7 to be ‘the 70th day’ 
                        for the ‘70,000 sons & daughters’ [+children !] , no ‘5000’  
                       [very readable ! — text mirrors: Mk.8, Mt.14, Mk.6, Lk.9, Jn.6]
[july 23]
only silence
and nothing indicates that tomorrow will happen anything , Majesty
you seem further away as ever
it is true that only because of exhaustion we found the 10
and likewise with the 70th day — tomorrow could show whether that is valid
but the problem is what if tomorrow goes by empty
because we cannot do more murderous months
from last winter – the failed 70 – until now was the max we can give you
but more is just impossible
there’s not even power left to plead you for anything , neither for tomorrow
for it’s all beaten to death and only a silent passive zombie is left
plagued by memories of made mistakes in that silly life up till this point
and nothing of you anymore , nothing
among people who anyway do not want to hear your version
then please , what are we still doing here , was it not enough please ,
what would be a valid reason to wait another series of endless months please ;
feeling like a drained vagabond in front of you
while unable to convince you that you shouldn’t wait no longer please
nothing shows – no word , no sphere , no line
trying to fight off an expected disappointment like a wounded an hyena
you act please tomorrow