july 25
posted : examples
… after this rather useful page the pinned log also is updated 
(with added theme explanation) while also the [Lev.8]  log that
disappeared a few days ago b/c of a code issue shows again ;
the ‘circumcision theme’ was very unexpected , but indeed still 
as (corrupt-) aspect of the ‘Atonement at the 40 day’ one    —
yet after the past three crazy weeks today it is .. alarmingly silent ,
almost like ‘any notion of Him that still was in this world has left now’ 
and unsure if that is a good or bad sign concerning our possible date …
while from now ,
again started that dreaded waiting-time : tomorrow , max Sunday ,
yet that solemnly based on the restored theme which will only prove 
right *if* He will act – while absolutely nothing indicates that ;
after the previous disappointments it feels like being in the same
half-dark prison cell endlessly trying to find the right key code for that
steel door to open — yet now it feels as if there’s none tó open it …
not sure what to say to you , Majesty ,
but only that we’re utterly utterly exhausted … though the theme 
looks good , if it still is the wrong key and you will nót act the crash
after that will result in suicide … therefore you get us out , please