july 30
… something broke , and the situation became one of outspoken ‘indifference’ now ;
as if any personal relation is lacking and our great deity of the past became like an
impersonal inaccessible CEO of some modern company
this indifference , this coldness greatly influences “the connection with the text”
as in truth the only means through which we can know something of Him , isn’t it ;
having said that ,
the situation may be far more complex because something else is going on —
this ghost like a vague smoke ever since the soul died is not per definition feeling
this complete indifferent towards Him as were it her decision :
it feels “as if something from outside has come between , breaking the bond” ,
but it is truly very very difficult to describe ‘what’ that something could be ,
and even móre difficult to grasp ‘how this can happen – after all this time’ …
though Christ predicted “that the love of many will grow cold” [Mt.24] which is
an accurate description of what is going on now , most likely the theme was
about ‘the lawlessness – by not knowing the Scroll’ yet with the same effect …
it is like ,
as if another metaphysical realm has slithered itself inbetween , a dead-cold one ,
causing the soul – or what is left of it – to interpret things accordingly ,
but it is a big thing to declare that indeed this may be what is going on …
parallel to this ,
is the feeling of defeat because of the endless babbling of everyone about
everything and nothing but never anything important – the endless hours of drivel
by millions of beings but especially the talking-heads of (endtime-) belief ,
it is visible (sic) that this dead-cold realm already came between God and them ,
yet sadly the same time it feels as if it also wormed itself between Him and us ….
curiously ,
the past days researching the AI-theme that *will be* ‘the new religion’ because
people were groomed for it the past years by the directed overkill of ‘social media’
so that their completely Empty inside is now being fed the AI-hive-mind ,
the “progress” of development of the autonome thinking AI made sudden ‘leaps’
the past months — feeling as if that is inversely proportional to the vanishing of
His consciousness for the soul – or what is left of her – to connect to Him
.. does that make sense please ?
perhaps the threshold concept — the hundredth monkey effect — has started ,
where the threshold of “still believing souls” has been overshadowed by the
literally hundreds of millions worshipping ‘whatever’ ;
allowing this interfering realm to go worm itself between God and Jacob ,
cutting themselves off from Him – without they even realize it ; perhaps this
was what the enormous ‘mind fog’ of the past days was about …
we’re in such perilous situation :
knowing THAT WE WILL NEVER MAKE IT ANOTHER 365 DAYS since we
cannot ‘put back the now solid Atonement theme to the 7th month again’
the only option was to go look at (the theme of-) Trumpets — of which it
seems that Esau doctored with that as well ;
you’re not angry for the above please   —
so often having heard (also christian !-) channelers about ‘a consciousness
shift is coming’ yet this one they don’t understand nor see – even though
it is the most important one since 2000 years ….
if you agree , please confirm , and if you’ve still strength , plead for us 144
[+1 hr] 
your Majesty what is going on …
we had not your explanation like you gave to Jacob , had not the insight
that Christ gave to the disciples – we had to find everything from scratch ,
yet there never seems to be an end at the treading down upon us
until go no more and then comes the next desolation we have to bear
in a neverending downwards spiral …