november 9

no ‘twelve’ tribes (and not exactly ‘144,000’) but our base number is ’10’ ?
        Rg-veda X.90 : the ‘1000 fold (male-) image with 10 fingers sacrificed’ :
        Eden image upon the star ?
it is almost impossible to see whether we are ’12’ or perhaps ’10’ tribes .. 

november 8
no ‘144’ — no base-12 for us ? but ‘10’ ?
… can’t tell you how ill I feel about this …
searching for ‘70’ and with extension for ‘12’ it’s all so corrupted ,
the ‘7’ (as God’s number) we may work out but the ‘12’ is untraceable ;
there is *no* reason for any ‘12’ but “twelve princes of Ishmael=Esau” …
on top of that ,
Rg-veda appears – appears – to confirm a base-10 for us , coupled with a ‘7’ …
this is a neverending road ,
but we need to have it Right ,
your Majesty you forgive us

7 november 
the concept of ‘the 70th day’ may be valid [-and some 53 to go still]
after last evening’s post the hell started of ‘renouncing male’ or better ‘degrading him’
as having no right to exist for anyway he is a useless and powerless worm ,
but today , looking if the ‘plus 70’ could be true — because we’ve no other option —
perhaps the total defeat combined with the judgment two days ago
was ‘Adam having appeared’ 
and not saying that lightly
because there does seem to be something with “a 70” “as closing (-theme)”     
and it *may* be that hé was furious — not God 
.. curiously we DID try “plus seventy days” two years ago (the ‘seventy bulls’ theme) 
but thought to dismiss that earlier this year , when the situation now revives it ;
this is the first page (and hence messy) ,
where our first problem is ‘what we look for’ : ’70 years’ or ’70 demons’ ?
it will (again) be an incredible amount of work ,
which however is doable — as long there is hope ,
it’s irrelevant how completely demolished we’ll arrive : as long we will get there …

november 5 [7pm] 
posted : no ’10 virgins’ nor ‘5 talents’ but “the changed Fall feasts” 
                  [and the interpretation is credible] 
… please see inside and you judge critically (-and kindly) , 
though not completely finished still wanting to bring it to you ,
where after “the 12-day Atonement” the “three day Booths” may be happening now   —
having to tell you , 
that after a night of drinking , and this morning showering ,
three hours ‘judgment’ appeared as sphere and it was terrifying ,
the only thing missing were the definitive words “you will go to hell” ;
it is the scariest situation any Jacob-soul can be in , being completely helpless ;
followed by hours of extreme heartache which is impossible because no heart 
(for that is the sweet female Gorgeous as it should be) ;
either it happened because our window is over until next year ,
or it told these days and we still have a chance for tomorrow     —
find it insane but considered the erratic moon we *may*  still have 24 hours ,
Moon Phases 2025 – Lunar Calendar
then to you please Majesty ;
it was not right to use the word ‘betrayed’ two days ago , sorry , 
you do not do things like that 
it was said of desperation , for refusing to believe that you would let us down ,
let your brave girls down that fought like little lions but are losing the battle ,
refusing to believe that you could let this hell continue for another impossible year ,
being hemmed in from every side ,
where your brave girls only see strong demons holding them down ,
yet hoping and pleading for your delivery ,
while we (males) knów that we understood you rightly , 
but are the same helpless to can change anything …
    we never are like (slave) dogs to you , 
    because you would not desire that 
    and you spoke so kind to us that we never féel like that ;
    but you need to get us out please 
    you have made your point please
    if you have been so kind to us ,
    we don’t doubt that you will make us again into your pretty people ,
    that know who they are know who you are and love it
    but , our Majesty , if you won’t act now disaster is waiting for us
    *crying* 

november 4 [7pm] 
ultimate chance — tomorrow
the chances are a million to one , this new full moon ,
do not have us wait another whole year please Majesty

3 november
… showered the morning to wait again 
but the window is virtually closing right now in utter silence
started the ‘three headed eagle with twelve wings’ (sic) in the woefully corrupt ‘2 Esdras’ 
but having lost the energy and especially the drive to do them texts
without hope , hemmed in on every side ,
facing the wait of another endless (insert curse here) year until the same season ,
and only this endless (insert curse) silence these days
this is monstrous
unjust
and yields but one result : because of this betrayal by the deity (‘I get you out when you
will have understood what I said’) that for the past two years ten times we swallowed 
because it was always ‘our fault’ right ‘because we didnt understand a next theme’ 
so that we swallowed and swallowed until go no more ,
this time the proper and righteous response would be to get furious   —
which however , but not expanding upon that here , is not really an option ,
so that the inverse option will be one of going into complete hiding and silence ,
not only here but also in Eden ; forever ; 
never – ever – wanting to have to do anything with any theme concerning her ,
and not wanting to know what all the deity deals with his people ,
just hiding away in a cosy cottage in the eden forests — forever
the reserve-option , suicide , is still open ,
but that has the downside that the 144,000 will cease and Jacob will perish ,
and perhaps that’s a bit too .. drastic way to make one’s point ;
however , since the drive to do them is gone and withóut doing them the days
are unbearable probably this will end up in drinking to death ,
which will have the same result of Jacob perishing but then at least not caused
by a willful decision that could be seen as ‘frustrating the process on purpose’ ,
is it not .
one whole more year.
and ofcourse – without guarantees : if the deity failed now who knows next ;
365 endless torturous days
while Esau any day now can start his societal assault against Jacob
which he has been ramping up in silence for some time now
365 torturous endless days
and though after 3500+ years finally became clear what the deity has spoken ,
his own project would falter because of his own silence .
how deeply ironic .
and we’re not even considering to turn around an oiltanker — if the deity wants
to stay silent the deity is going to stay silent — but in this case the consequences
are not upon us any longer ; we did what we was asked to and ten times more .

november 2 [below]
november 1 [9pm]
Rev.21 : the restored eden star emits 12 types of light
                   (-and has his four images of the living-animals back)
                   per the 12 gemstones atop of the Ark of the covenant
… this one still had to be posted to have the theme Legally completed ,
and now there’s nothing we can do but wait tomorrow or the next day …
          but you need to get us please Majesty
          for we’re completely spent and cannot go on like this
[november 2 :]
drinking again this afternoon after the past couple of days ,
even though this morning having planned ‘just to wait what today brings’   —
but the flood of nonsense , especially ‘christian’ , broke the wall down rapidly ;
the phrase “dead man walking” is appropriate against the gazillion of themes
that Jacob is occupied with that are too shallow , repetitive boring and soulless
to engage with , even the few ‘archeological-religious themes’ that are murdered
because of the superficiality of those engaging with them ;
while “christian videos or themes” are nothing short of a vampire ball experience :
save a few serious ones , Jacob’s ‘teachers’ are nothing short of Witches , 
the largest self-proud group drilling poor Jacob solidly in that ugly KJV nonsense ,
and the most hateful group : all of them selfdeclared prophets having a direct line
with any filhty demon hissing lies to them and puffing up their debile ego
making the round through these ,
seeing all the examples is enough to break down any cherished hope ,
we standing the -umpth time before a pivotal moment , without any received ‘sign’ ,
but only with a hard-fought understanding of what our deity may have intended ,
yet seeing nothing — nothing — giving us hope for that moment …
Jacob became so Ugly ,
if he doesn’t follow the thousands of Catholic priests that have no idea what 
occult rituals inspired by Esau they are presenting then they follow the thousands
of Protestant preachers that have no idea about their KJV as the work of Esau
and the rest of Jacob is anyway glued to this world ruled by Esau ;
it is utterly hopeless — were it not for His stubbornness ,
yet even He has his rightful themes back now ,
the next ultimate 24 hour window appears a … self-inflicted fata morgana …

october 31 [9pm]
posted : the Sagrada Familia : Esau’s temple depicting mystery-Babylon
… very interesting page , part I posted now , and please note the
connection with the Eden-star (section in top) because that is promising ,
where its ’12 points’ strongly suggest the 12-day Atonement link ,
as the twelve gemstones (lights !) of the twelve tribes ;
that said – not sure if tomorrow will be a post ,
don’t please give up pleading
      do please promise that you act in the next days , Majesty
      because it appears so complete all the finds put together

october 30 [9pm]
Jdg.6-7 : ‘Gideon & 300 men’ is as ‘the Jericho Fall’ and the 144,000 theme
… not completed yet but going well ,
searching “seven events within (the final-) three days”
which is if – if – we’re right 2 or 3 November …