october 29 [9pm]
part I : no ‘great commission’ nor ‘John the Baptist beheaded’ 
                but the full “sanctification of Aaron” inclusive the 12 days
… this proper intro is important because it very much supports part II ,
and though no restored text is possible the overview appears solid enough ;
while tomorrow we need to try verify ‘the next three days that will follow’     —
today climbing up out of the past-72-hour-hole 
and though it proves nothing it *may* be because we have three days left :
when the next test is waiting us …
october 28 [7pm]
incredible page —
Mk.6 : NO ‘2 breads & 5 fishes’ but “the 12 day-Atonement for the 12 tribes”
               and moreover ,
               part I is NOT “the head of John the Baptist” but “the forehead of Aaron” 
… everything is there please ,
you read everything most carefully , judge it , and if you agree then declare it ;
from this page it virtually supports Christ confirming that the Fall feasts are Off 
because they were tampered with by Esau ,
where He acknowledges that this theme is an extremely difficult one (-to spot) 
but considering all the context we have a twelve + three day window now :
this is one of the most complicated themes we encountered so far 
and though we were very close in the past weeks this must have been the key  —
loving you much & begging you to plead for all of us 144 

october 27 [the sixth day ?] [7pm] 
[theme] : a possible ’12 days of Atonement’ , then Trumpets & at the third day Booths ,
                     per ‘the 12 days for the 12 tribes’ [Numbers 7] ,
                     the ‘7 day wait of sanctified [atoned] Aaron at the portal’ [-that was ’12’ ?] ,
                     and the Assyrian 12-day Akitu festival about ‘the destruction of Eden’
… we only have this chance still , please ,
not shooting stars here merely for the sake of it ,
but because we. will. not. survive. not. even. two. months. from. now.  ,
and moreover because the option appears probable from several viewpoints ;
tomorrow an attempt to Esau’s cursed story ‘the woman losing blood’ :
we bet that the ’12 years + of blood’ was these 12 days (blood haima = days hêmera) .. ?

october 26 2025 [pm] 
right now , during 12 days the 12 tribes are sealed ? (Num.7)
… yes it appears an enormous stretch , and perhaps it is ,
but pondering if this “week of Booths” could have been ‘twelve days’ the Mesopotamian
Akitu festival ‘as evil mirror’ came to mind and the context of that one is very interesting ;
but then Numbers 7 came along ,
at ‘a sanctification’ setting , the 12 tribes give their presents during 12 days ,
which ofcourse is Esau’s redacted Nonsense and with his cursed ‘money’ theme ,
since the core idea may have been ‘SEALED during twelve days’ —
but is the idea itself workable ? ‘twelve days’ ?
would the Spring feasts contain the sacred number ‘7’ as His number
and the fall feasts be a kind of mirror , yes , but including the ’12’ for the remnant ?
could it be possible ,
that each of these twelve days ‘12,000 males & females of each tribe’ are sealed ?
and perhaps even as “sealing their subsequent attributes” which each represents
per the deeply corrupted ‘blessing the twelve tribes’ chapters
so that one tribe may represent ‘the sceptre’ , another ‘the star’ , another the seven
torches , another ‘the daughter of tsiun’ (-probably for Joseph) , etcetera ?
… trying to write it down , please check back again tomorrow please

october 25 2025
we lost .
Plain and simple .
there are no loopholes anymore — no ‘next month’ since this calendar started
at the end of April wherefore it’s silly to hope ‘that we can be a month early’ ,
so that the only realistic option is “that it won’t happen for another year” .
which is a problem .
Because we refuse .
 
We do have internally discussed a suicide pact ,
but kept it Off for hope of the next 50 days .. the next 90 days … because of
the themes and the probability that ‘this time it would be right’ — but facing
another endless year of waking up into gruesome days without hope
has killed even the desire to understand themes : and it was enough .
It was enough .
 
if Majesty refuses to act then we cannot be blamed for having enough .
We gave Him every opportunity until go no more , the most insane themes
paid for by our girls bearing physical pain , yet never it is enough , never :
if it is all THAT impossible then we have to call it a Quit .
 
Poor Jacob , poor family tree of us .
and we were his last hope .
if his sons (-and daughters) that warred to understand cannot find it ,
being rejected by the deity who in his haughtyness doesn’t even tálk to us ,
leaving us scrambling to find the right themes so that he would rescue us ,
there comes a time – after a series of disappointments –
that even those most willing are giving up
and that time is now .
 
Poor Jacob. Poor you and we .
If this still will have a good end ?
who knows .
be honest : who wants to love a cruel deity like that ?
why , in the name of himself , leave those that DO want to understand him hanging ?
it makes no Sense , whatever way you look at it , and if you & we quit Jacob has
no other future as being destroyed – sadly together with you and we
 
no more endless days
no more endless Esau sht everywhere continually
it already was fkn unbearable but the prospect of another year is murderous
no more
suicide pact
for He didn’t do as He promised
breaking the promise
the promise of ‘if you listen to me I will get you’
we listened
until go no more
we did not break the promise — He did
 
you broke your own promise our Majesty
you asked us to explore insanity — we did
not because it is insane but because it is your and our real world
but you cannot leave us now
yet you just did
what , do you want , please ,
having us feel like you did when you knew Eden would fall ..?
as the endless hurtful days that would follow ?

october 24 [7pm]
the three days + 12 hours ? (the changed feasts & ‘morning’ theme)
… this is hanging the head into a noose ,
because every fkn thing around indicates that nothing is going to happen ,
and that we’re doing the same as the ‘watchmen’ of Jacob just guessing around ,
even though the proper (changed-) Fall feasts appear to be a very valid theme 
 
yes they are expiring as we speak . in fact our chance is over ,
and yes this is a final attempt to not have us suffer another fkn endless year ,
and also because of refusing to believe that He would be so unkind 
after all the warring to try understand what He said and what He wants
– and that you & we that tried so hard would be incapable of finding that .. ?
 
the thing here is the ‘3 days + 12 hours’ (3, 5 days)
it don’t show often but does for example in the weird Revelation 11 [7-12] section ,
and seems to have similar phrasing as yesterday’s section : 
but first needing to tell you please that “morning and evening” (though not showing
in this section) does show in prophet chapters seemingly about this theme ,
and may account for the weird ‘and it was evening and morning’ – the 12 hrs ?
it also shows in Ezekiel 33 the famous ‘watchman chapter’ starting with “Trumpets” ,
so that the whole theme there may be about ‘the (changed) Fall feasts’ and the
figure showing was not ‘a survivor of Jerusalem’ but ‘the sons as watchmen’ 
that is you & we , who didn’t say “Jerusalem has fallen” but “we found the day” !
because then starts the “morning” and “evening” line !
 
the key please is ‘that the matrix-Night is the eden-Dawn’ , and though we knew
this long time already , the factual restoration of it may link to ‘these very feasts’ ;
especially because of the star & sceptre theme right now !
would then , or wouldn’t it , a ’12 hours theme’ make Sense , right now ?
 
searching for this theme Revelation 11 showed ,
which ofcourse isn’t about “the two witnesses (144)” as such because nothing is 
said in prophets like that but that we will comfort Jacob , so that , and please look
at the *colour* of Esau’s lines , 
(7)
“And when they shall have finished their testimony, the beast that ascendeth out of the 
 bottomless pit shall make war against them, and shall overcome them, and kill them.”
here ,
… the wrong (feast-) days by Esau (‘the beast’) would kill them ? , see Mt.26 page ,
(8)
“And their dead bodies [shall lie] in the street of the great city, 
which spiritually is called Sodom and Egypt, where also our Lord was crucified.”
here ,
… this MUST be a reference to ‘Atonement three days like Passover’ (Mt.26)
and note how even Esau’s phrasing makes a link ;
(9)
“And they of the people and kindreds and tongues and nations shall see their dead 
 bodies three days and an half, and shall not suffer their dead bodies to be put in graves.”
here ,
… this may be “that believers will not see the connection” because of corruption ,
for the definitive “three and a half” will show in next 10 ,
(10)
“And they that dwell upon the earth shall rejoice over them, and make merry, and shall send 
gifts one to another; because these two prophets tormented them that dwelt on the earth.”
here ,
… but the sons (the remnant) will rejoice when they found them (-the dates)” ?
(11)
“And after three days and an half the Spirit of life from God entered into them , 
and they stood upon their feet; and great fear fell upon them which saw them.”
here ,
.. because after 3,5 days they see Him on the clouds 
and a great fear will come over the people that will see Him (?) ;
(12)
“And they heard a great voice from heaven saying unto them, Come up hither. 
And they ascended up to heaven in a cloud; and their enemies beheld them.”
here ,
… for a [=trumpet] will be heared (?)
 
… you please read that section and decide ;
yes ofcourse this feels like a ‘last ditch attempt’ (-and it is) however the morning 
and evening theme is very strong now – the Eden dimensional-dawn theme ,
as said also showing in the other examples (-see page) ; 
where in the Ez,33 ‘watchman’ chapter “the survived figure telling that Jerusalem 
has fallen” (see above) may have been ‘an at the final moment situation’ that 
Esau has changed into ‘a survivor of the battle’ … 
 
what we need please is ‘rest’ – an eternity or so ;
you please that are in the West (USA) do plead the next hours because this will
be posted late here , where ‘the sun’ not necessarily needs ‘go dark at noon’ 
but perhaps “darken in the morning” ..? wouldn’t that make sense ?
 
perhaps nothing of the above is valid and nothing will happen , let’s be realistic , 
but in that case we and Eden and He will have a massive problem  –
because we’re not intending to do another torturous year 
which by no means is any blackmail towards Him 
but simply because everything , all themes lined up so well until now ,
cannot be redone
 
you act now please , our Majesty
then please give us an eternity rest
and have our others execute the reign of Eden  

october 23
Mt.26 [1-12]   : Atonement as ‘sanctification of Aaron’ was moved 
…  no ‘woman anointing Christ before burial’ , that is sure ,
and praying that the first part about ‘the moved feasts’ is correctly understood   —
you’re always there Sir and know what impossible search this is ,
because everywhere we look it is utterly corrupted ;
for now we keep Atonement at the 15th and that for three days ,
but that today is so scary silent – apart from this page – isn’t promising for tomorrow
and we really wouldn’t know what to do or where to go when that also turns out empty ..

october 22 [10pm] 
still not resolved : was Atonement the first Fall feast ?
… the ‘Fall of Jericho’ event appears to suggest this and it’s possible ,
yet this leaves us struggling to place the events in this week of Booths ;
if we are close then you please tell Majesty what we still miss

october 21 [830pm]
final chance : Trumpets ‘the 15th’ – as start of the week ..?
… ignoring the disappointment ánd the feeling silly of having to do this ,
but if we don’t want to wait another endless year – and we don’t cause we be dead – 
it still is *a possibility* that Trumpets starts the week of Booths (not one day before) ;
there’s much to say – but not now ,
we first just need to wait what will have happened the next 20 hours , don’t we ..

october 20 : 
Lk.12 : yes ‘3 days’ yet no “chicken & wings” — but the star like a winged eagle
october 19 [6pm]
key words ‘trumpet’ ‘sceptre’ and ‘sun (-going dark)’ in other prophets sections
… though we gathered by now the sequence of events of the star and sceptre theme ,
the same páttern shows – though insanely corrupted – in other sections ,
and still needing to add Jeremiah 51 to these examples (that has ‘trumpet’ [in 27] ,
‘sceptre’ but as ‘tribes’ [in 19] and ‘stretch out my hand upon him’ [in 25] which was 
returning the sceptre as also the line in Ezekiel 14 we just did ;

yet now ,  the 36 hours of truth have approached  — and nothing , nothing whatsoever indicates that He is preparing the event we so wait for , and though the sceptre & star theme is true , and He should act accordingly – if He wants – all we can now do is silently hope and plead ..

you & we , in the next 36 hours .. ?

[oct.20 7 pm :]
… though but a few lines the text came out really well and is helpful to us —
yet now we face the problem of having only less than 24 hours left ,
and to be fair it is draining all the courage that still remained ,
in spite of all looking so good now the trauma continues …

october 18 [10pm]
Ez.14 : the 144 sealed during the three days (-of darkness)
… these days are so awful , searching for confirmation and hoping to hear 
something from Him directly that we are not wrong in our quest so far ,
then the word-cluster in this particular chapter showed    —
if you have any power left in you then please plead it is true ,
having judged all the context and the lines themselves ;
they do match the intent of the John 6 and 7 sections but please realize 
that only one thing matters : that we understood His intent rightly
… and we will only know if we did in 48 hours …