july 30
… something broke , and the situation became one of outspoken ‘indifference’ now ;
as if any personal relation is lacking and our great deity of the past became like an
impersonal inaccessible CEO of some modern company
this indifference , this coldness greatly influences “the connection with the text”
as in truth the only means through which we can know something of Him , isn’t it ;
having said that ,
the situation may be far more complex because something else is going on —
this ghost like a vague smoke ever since the soul died is not per definition feeling
this complete indifferent towards Him as were it her decision :
it feels “as if something from outside has come between , breaking the bond” ,
but it is truly very very difficult to describe ‘what’ that something could be ,
and even móre difficult to grasp ‘how this can happen – after all this time’ …
though Christ predicted “that the love of many will grow cold” [Mt.24] which is
an accurate description of what is going on now , most likely the theme was
about ‘the lawlessness – by not knowing the Scroll’ yet with the same effect …
it is like ,
as if another metaphysical realm has slithered itself inbetween , a dead-cold one ,
causing the soul – or what is left of it – to interpret things accordingly ,
but it is a big thing to declare that indeed this may be what is going on …
parallel to this ,
is the feeling of defeat because of the endless babbling of everyone about
everything and nothing but never anything important – the endless hours of drivel
by millions of beings but especially the talking-heads of (endtime-) belief ,
it is visible (sic) that this dead-cold realm already came between God and them ,
yet sadly the same time it feels as if it also wormed itself between Him and us ….
curiously ,
the past days researching the AI-theme that *will be* ‘the new religion’ because
people were groomed for it the past years by the directed overkill of ‘social media’
so that their completely Empty inside is now being fed the AI-hive-mind ,
the “progress” of development of the autonome thinking AI made sudden ‘leaps’
the past months — feeling as if that is inversely proportional to the vanishing of
His consciousness for the soul – or what is left of her – to connect to Him
.. does that make sense please ?
perhaps the threshold concept — the hundredth monkey effect — has started ,
where the threshold of “still believing souls” has been overshadowed by the
literally hundreds of millions worshipping ‘whatever’ ;
allowing this interfering realm to go worm itself between God and Jacob ,
cutting themselves off from Him – without they even realize it ; perhaps this
was what the enormous ‘mind fog’ of the past days was about …
we’re in such perilous situation :
knowing THAT WE WILL NEVER MAKE IT ANOTHER 365 DAYS since we
cannot ‘put back the now solid Atonement theme to the 7th month again’
the only option was to go look at (the theme of-) Trumpets — of which it
seems that Esau doctored with that as well ;
you’re not angry for the above please   —
so often having heard (also christian !-) channelers about ‘a consciousness
shift is coming’ yet this one they don’t understand nor see – even though
it is the most important one since 2000 years ….
if you agree , please confirm , and if you’ve still strength , plead for us 144
[+1 hr] 
your Majesty what is going on …
we had not your explanation like you gave to Jacob , had not the insight
that Christ gave to the disciples – we had to find everything from scratch ,
yet there never seems to be an end at the treading down upon us
until go no more and then comes the next desolation we have to bear
in a neverending downwards spiral …

 

[july 28] [8pm]
this is the end of the road —— we won’t get over this one .
not another endless lousy year .
Either the deity wants to get us out – or not, Looks like not .
july 27 [book Jonah : ’40 more days … ‘  [see below]
july 26 [9pm]
posted : Mt.4 : the 40 day ‘temptation’ is the consecration of the 144
… the page (started two weeks ago) is a gem with the same buildup as in
OT and reading very pleasantly now ;
your Majesty ,
it was no blackmail yesterday you know that , but if ’40 days’ are not literal
which per context would make no sense then what we do please if you will
nót act tomorrow .. ?
this situation is so unreal … and with permission the most flabbergasting
is why you would not give some indication for it is so unlike you …
do decide that it was enough please
[july 27] [730pm]
… third day no alcohol .. being attentive , this morning from 9 a deep
nervousness started but faded after an hour – yet since it had no colour
it’s useless and at this time just exhausted and disappointed
today ,
searching to glue one more day to our time window ,
the line “40 more days and Nineveh will be overturned” from the book
Jonah that we knew is Esau’s toddler story came in another light :
because of ‘booths’ (in ch.4) and this line (in 3) it must have been like
Ex.32-33 about ‘the 7 feasts’ — cut-out from anóther larger book ;
where ‘Nineveh – overturn’ was surely ‘Atonement’ (haphak=kaphar)
and looking at the buildup it resembles very much the Exodus one ;
as “40 more days until the appointed time of Atonement” being
the plus one more day : so in theory we’ve tomorrow still …
little hope but let’s see please

july 25
posted : examples
… after this rather useful page the pinned log also is updated 
(with added theme explanation) while also the [Lev.8]  log that
disappeared a few days ago b/c of a code issue shows again ;
the ‘circumcision theme’ was very unexpected , but indeed still 
as (corrupt-) aspect of the ‘Atonement at the 40 day’ one    —
yet after the past three crazy weeks today it is .. alarmingly silent ,
almost like ‘any notion of Him that still was in this world has left now’ 
and unsure if that is a good or bad sign concerning our possible date …
while from now ,
again started that dreaded waiting-time : tomorrow , max Sunday ,
yet that solemnly based on the restored theme which will only prove 
right *if* He will act – while absolutely nothing indicates that ;
after the previous disappointments it feels like being in the same
half-dark prison cell endlessly trying to find the right key code for that
steel door to open — yet now it feels as if there’s none tó open it …
not sure what to say to you , Majesty ,
but only that we’re utterly utterly exhausted … though the theme 
looks good , if it still is the wrong key and you will nót act the crash
after that will result in suicide … therefore you get us out , please

july 24 [8pm]
Lev.12 : NO ‘circumcision’ — but Esau’s ritual against our (144) birthright
… it is an incredible theme : his own ancient Egyptian hideous occult Ritual
that he introduced into the scroll ‘as if ordered by God’ when corrupting her ;
but we annulled Esau’s project through his own (Egyptian) texts ,
and please see at the end – the Is.22 section – that we must be right ;
it didn’t succeed to stay clean , still drinking the evenings , sorry ,
because Fried after a day and only cr*p to watch nothing worth of value ,
but this — this is so major and such a beautiful win
[and who knows the ‘clean’ ultimately introduced this theme….] 
two more days your Majesty ..
the only thing what can prove that we understood you rightly is that you
will take us Out of this silly hellhole — please

 

july 22                                                                                                                                       [four days …]
posted : Ex.32-33 : the 7 feasts (of the endtime !) explained
and a surprise : our Atonement date seems solid
… the entire buildup is VERY strong with as key “the birthright”
as the (potential) attribute of Jacob that will be ours , and definitive ,
when we will have succeeded to restore the Scroll   —
please you read carefully and judge everything
starting tomorrow trying to keep ‘as clean as possible’ for the next days ,
not because that would ‘help’ anything – for only the scroll is important –
but not to have it said that His sons couldn’t keep up the final stretch ;
if you wish to join then yes please

july 20 [8pm]                                                                                                                       [important]
posted : Gal.3 (!) : the ‘Atonement the 40th day’ virtually confirmed
… the lines now read beautifully & the buildup is extremely solid   —
too tired for a full log and it’s all inthere so you judge carefully please
and if you agree be you pleading these next days as you haven’t done
since we have a very reasonable chance that this time may be it     —
not by silly assumptions based on totally corrupted texts
but because now it shows sound context , if not to add a beautiful one

july 18                                                                                                                            [key chapter]
posted : Lev.8 : ‘consecration of Aaron’ – foreshadowing of óurs
                   linking ‘the acceptance of the Scroll’ & ‘the 40 day trial’ &
                   the “end óf those 40 as the day of Atonement” together
… the question ‘why this chapter only now’ can hardly be answered ,
perhaps “it wasn’t the time – until now” as if ‘waiting for these days’ ;
so many things come together in this one where “Aaron dressing in
the priestly robe” foreshadows “us dressed with our pretty Original”
including the theme of ‘the mark (of blood) put on Aaron’s forehead’
(sic !) and the “hallowed and non-hallowed sons of Ishral” ,
as a ceremony ‘in the (49th-) Jubilee year’ where her fulfillment was
to come about “in the final Jubilee” which — so hopefully — is now
[the long chapter breakdown be posted tomorrow] ;
while also ,
there’s something else please : the ‘attacking mode’ or perhaps the
type ‘mindset hellbent on tackling the corruptions’ appears to cease ,
which *may* be a good thing concerning our date but is no proof of it ;
however that may be , we’ve some seven days left still …

july 16                                                                                                                              [MAJOR]
posted : Atonement : re-installed as ‘the 40th day after Weeks’
… considering all the available context – including this page’s theme –
there was no other option , and to be frank ‘it feels justified’ because
based upon a very solid context – and do note the closing ;
please read through carefully , judge , ponder , trusting that your
agreement will confirm this (surprisingly difficult theme) before Him ;
wherefore we enter the , praying so , final ten days ……

july 14                                                                                                      [needing your help please]
posted [Lev.8 & Ex.29] : Atonement ás ‘the 40th day’ (?)
… not séarching problems here but it is ‘a one thing leading to another’ case :
the buildup of the alleged “Aaron sanctified to be high priest” looks Too much
like “the 144,000 sanctified” , and exploring these (also corrupted-) chapters
BEGS the question whether ‘Atonement’ may have béen ‘the 40th day’    —
please carefully read through the aspects so that you can decide this theme ;
do remember that this is all about finding the truth so that no (occult) Trap
will prevent us any longer from our escape —
if you can agree with the proposition so far [-for it’s still unfinished but posted
already FYI] we will find the correct original intended version soon

stressing how extremely careful we must be with these type options ,
the only thing that matters is ‘that we are right – so that we will go’
and will not be restrained by whatever invented occult Trap again ;
swearing to you that we don’t do ‘anything Stupid right now’ but only want
to know the truth : you please read and decide with us if it is – or not ,

 

july 13 :
posted : Zech.7-8 as mirror of Hag.2 [-as the +40 days confirmed ?]
posted : the lost book of Hosea [-and interesting read]
… our plus 40 days seems to be confirmed by context ,
yet you already know please how difficult ‘our date’ theme is ;
the Hosea overview ended up in ‘the Babylonian & Alexandrian corruption’
as an interesting read of the main type corruptions that we war ;
never be angry with me – please get us through the next two weeks