january 5 [830pm]
posted : Is 61-62 [virtually all] : the seven Torches
… hoping that both most important themes – the ‘covenant of return’ and the
Dedication theme – came out well enough while it had to be posted before
this Tuesday ; intro & fulltext is also there yet the closing ‘corner-stone’ 
section still refuses because totally corrupted [-but not crucial] 
     this week , your Majesty , and still nothing of a confirmation .. nothing ..
     friday night & next morning there was some hope cause you could
     come nearer — then this abyss of today : it’s not doable , we don’t have
     the energy anymore to live between this amount of hope and fear ,
     hope because of everything so far , fear because of another year

januari 3 [8pm]
posted [pt I] Is.61 : the (female-) 7 Torches & Dedication & the Covenant
… most interesting — tomorrow part II (-too much work to finish now) : it seems
that the Legal closing of our dedication theme is about ‘the Torches’ 
which we have found already but could not connect to this Legal ending
because too corrupted ; this also links to the Covenant with Abraham where
a burning torch passed through both halves of the sacrificial animal    —
please check back tomorrow or at latest sunday
       your Majesty it is true that you still do not indicate what will be in 4 days
       but it feels that you still wanted this to be declared … we tried to come as
       close as possible to how you said it , and it’s for you cause we take no 
       rights from it … but then please hear us and decide it was enough for us
       next week because we’ve been waiting really , really long time for you …

januari 1
posted Mt.13 : the Sower & Tares & Mustard Seed : very interesting
to add : the New Orleans supporting the Doodle 9/25 Ritual

… yesterday the ‘servant who opens’ (‘parable’)  certainly about ‘the door / Atonement 14th’ and eventually ‘the Full moon’ proved too difficult to recompose because impossibly cut-up ; yet this one went surprisingly smooth today  !                   ritual : only ‘a support-Ritual’ to gather energy fór the Doodle theme , hence some linking aspects as the same new-year’s day and hence the figure that ‘welcomes the sunrise’ ; the star , and the drive-in method used by Esau on (christmas-) crowds (Jacob) in Europe the past decade ; let’s hope that the Ritual name of the culprit “the sun of the great religion” means that Esau is afraid it will go Dark ..

december 31 … no one writes 2025 as ’25 but you see Esau made the apostrophe a 9 , so 9 25 within the christmas type star represents his ‘Hanukkah’ great day when his New World Era is to start after our 9 24 date will have failed miserably           our Majesty , please remember how we warred for you ,

please see how we literally lost everything — we need a soul from you ,
another type body from you , a mindset from you , feelings from you 
– then in the form of female as our core – 
and our only hope now is that indeed we crossed those long ’70 days’
that still were required : do please act in a week from now and don’t 
say that this year was but a dry run for we can’t do anymore ..- please

december 30 [10pm]
posted Mk.12 : alleged ‘parables’ — ‘the wicked tenants’ [similar theme]
… also this one came out rather well starting with the reason whý Esau
corrupted the scroll : to have all of Jacob perish in the tribulation
       you will have to forgive us so much please if you want to , your Majesty ,
       for we are so completely exhausted that we only seem to accumulate
       móre dirt in these final days … one more full week , the longest days ever

december 29
posted [Mt.22] : alleged ‘parables’ – ‘the great banquet’ [=the restored scroll]
… though it’s a bit like cooking a meal while sinking down in a swamp pit
and covered by mud , the text came out very well – and hoping you agree
       our Majesty , please — we are but few males of you yet carrying all the Legal
       right of everything you spoke .. that is what we bring back to you : your words
       pure and untainted … then you please forgive us for what is battering us
       for as long we keep walking towards you we have a chance .. yes female is the
       most lovely price for us but NOT ‘under any condition’ ;   
       just as the clean scroll we like to offer you clean feminine please

december 28
the unthinkable happened ,
therefore we will drag the female attribute to the finish line as if in
a grocery bag , quarantined , so that her toxic nature won’t kill us all .
    you may accuse us of many things your Majesty
    but defiling your honor is not one of them
    you invented female — and you say you love it ,
    then please remind us why .

[dec.27:]  therefore it’s a log to can also contain nonsensical things —
in the dream arriving to a place in the East [other reality] at a type train
tank wagon , bright blue , of 18 (?) sections and prepared by some guys
from this country ; it looked desirable and I wanted to have the machine
but then found out and saw it was rather pathetic : it did nothing more but
burn weed on a small road however leaving two clean tyre tracks
the point is the ’18’ and the ‘uselessness’.. not that they are ‘days’ so that
after the about 10-11 days we still have to go anóther week that must be
crossed – as “the path” – if the 70 days started áfter the week of Atonement …
      drinking tonight after a whole dark week and weird headaches yet trying to
      stay Sane and not starting about EMF as possible reasons [-for previous
      log sounds more probable] and tomorrow attempting another chapter …
december 25
rewrote intro to page yet lines 22-33 refuse to run in spite of staring at them
for two days now ; though the theme must be ‘Jacob physically dies’ while
the closing is about those ‘watchmen’ pastors
they may not run because of again another downturn having started    —
it’s almost as if a terminal degrading process has to run its course till the end
instead of being expectant and glad that our time is over soon – IF indeed we

are on the right track and understood His intent but now , that degrading only adds to the shame , when that tiny observing consciousness that was the only thing left is going blind .. and though she  still searches Him outthere and waits for any word or touch it is to no avail while the input to (do) the texts seems to have stopped ; it’s all as grey and cold & silent like the weather outside  even ‘the pregnant woman’ example as in Isaiah would fit : nine months after declaring the scroll ; but how awful now with only 14 days to go …

[dec.26 :]  pondering it – the mind does not ‘store anything’ , right , but instead
is working like an antenna , caching info from that consciousness blanket that
is over the world … isn’t it possible that the type impulses in that blanket
as ‘the helpful reasonings the soul needs concerning belief’ starts lacking in it ,
until it will be filtered out — in a similar way how the Spirit has been withdrawn ?
and perhaps that process has started now .. ?
it sounds possible : if our time line is valid ofcourse .. please ponder …
 

[dec.22 :] added : intro + fulltext [-so far]  
please – do plead Him that it is this Jan.7 —– not ‘in 2026’ …..
december 21
posted : Ez.33 : said to all candidates for the 144 & our 9/24 date
posted : Germany ‘virgin fortress’ dedication Ritual
… much of the chapter shows now though in restored text only still ,
very readable & interesting , hopefully completed in the next 2-3 days ;
while the Ritual in Magdeburg Germany is about ‘our dedication theme’
      our Majesty … these days are a plethora of different type attacks …
      it’s everything okay as long you promise please you get us the 7th ..

december 19
posted : Dan.12 : no ‘abomination set up & 1290 days’ — but the 70 days & 9/24th
… rather difficult one but became very readable ;
    the incredible shame because of this awful ape is unbearable , your Majesty …
    so much that often stepping out of it comes to mind though that be illegal and not
    helping our case … therefore waiting out the 20 more days still … yet without much
    courage to say something to you , you know that , because of that filthy shame … 
    you are the only one who can remove our eternal dishonour – if you want, please …
    and then we will need to implore you to never remember our present situation
    which was not our mistake – and the léast of all , yours – but has so completely
    humiliated the soul – or what is left of her still – that she fears to address you ,
    you as the only one that can make everything allright again for her
    we’re so sorry for the problems we caused you … if you had given up on us even
    for one moment we be doomed forever … then please see how she does anything
    to make sure she understands the 70 days correctly for that is her only hope ,
    that you will get her Out please , and remove our shame — forever