june 27
[needing your help :] so , so many Abraham stories in Genesis are corrupt  ….
… being forced to do a deep dive to get to the ’40 extra days’ theme it led back
to the time of Abraham – as chapters we haven’t got to yet – and deciphering them
shows incredible and systematic corruptions , and the key here is that God MUST
have told him much about Eden — since He made his eden-covenant with him ! ,
so that 
— there was NO “destruction by sulphur of Sodom” : but of mystery-Babylon ,
— so that there was NO “nephew Lot” : because not maintainable ,
      since he just fails to solidly make Sense in all of his three events ,
— there was NO “parting of Abraham & Lot by choosing their land” :
      but was about ‘the land on this earth VS restored Eden in the end time” ;
— there was NO “Melchizedek , usually compared with Christ” : but ADAM ,
— there was NO “ram trapped in the bushes at Isaac’s (alleged-) sacrifice” 
      but was about ADAM being sacrificed at the end of time — these days ;
— there was NO ‘Ishmael’ as forefather of ‘the arabs (muslims)’ 
      but is a corruption of ‘the Ammonites – the earthly sons of ADAM’ ;
— there was NO “three mortals visiting Abraham” [-as if the sacred trinity] 
      but is the story of ADAM eating 10x from that evil tree     —
it is overwhelming really , 
first the sheer scále of Esau’s corruptions combined with his method , so
that now we need to categorize what real themes were in which chapters 
and then try to find our ‘+40 days theme’ ;
problem is that the Jubilee section (Lev.25-27) and 1-4 Deuteronomy
refers back tó this Abrahamic time wherefore , if we don’t get this one right ,
it is impossible to restore the later (confirming) texts ;
so sorry that it’s such a mess 

june 26
posted : Mt.4 [section] : the ’40 days temptation’ was THIS theme !
… not wholly finished yet but to show you already ;
finally this enigmatic section started to run with surprising result
for it is about the testing & sealing akin to previous Exodus 16 chapter
[yet withdrawing the Lev.25 lines for chapters 25-27 are an enormous mess] ;
and there’s something else please ,
because since posting the chapter yesterday I distinctly ‘feel souls around me’   —
I don’t know how many but ‘it is a group’ as ‘silent ones’ , and different to you
that are the core , so that per context they could only be the wider 144 ;
and I feel a deep resentment against the powers attacking our poor brave ones
that simply cannot know what we found — as our battle for THEM these days ;
so please don’t forget to plead Him for them because they must be in a war
not having the slightest idea what is happening to them  – and see this page ;
however far-fetched the current ‘+40 days’ seems ,
the sections so far seem to confirm that we’re right

june 25 [9pm]
posted : Ex.16 : NO ‘manna & quails’ – but the (wider-) 144 judged & sealed
… you can see that it was never about old-Ishral “desiring + to eat + flesh”
but “(the 144-) dying + to the desire of + their flesh”      —
the buildup almost fórces us to have ‘that trial’ during ‘these 40 extra days’ with
inevitable conclusion that the righteous ones of them are being sealed :
this totally corrupted chapter (after the lost (!) previous chapter 15) turned out
as a rather Solid buildup ánd syntax — yet the concept of “an extra 40 days only
in the final Jubilee year [=now !]” remains hard to definitely prove ;
do please note the tender section about the sons & daughters that will succeed ;
much love to you , do keep pleading please 

 

june 23
Rev.7:1-3 [-and continuation]  : the ’40 days of judgment and of sealing’       [sic] 
… continued theme of the Leviticus 25 lines    —
building this case out of the insane corruptions the section here appears valid 
combined with the Lev.25 lines (-posted yesterday) and hopefully more to come ;
yet the greatest problem still is , 
the interpreted concept of an “40 +days after Weeks in the final Jubilee year” :
why not include them befóre Weeks ? or was that (period) (-but) ‘a template’ ?

june 22
it seems that ’40 days of judgment of our own 144′ have started ….      [sic]
… needing your full attention please ;
to show you , posting now a Leviticus (section) that seems to confirm this title 
out from so far four chapters about it that are an absolute corrupted Mess ;
the subject seems to be “candidates for the wider 144” – so not you & we – 
that will be tested through their flesh , probably in the category “lust” fueled by
the serpent-race : hence perhaps also “the 4 angels – that harm” in Revelation ,
and possibly ‘the sealing of the 144 having started’ is a connected event …
the greatest contéxtual problem now ,
is “why would our date be ’40 days after Weeks” (-instead of f.e. Atonement)
as a seemingly unscriptural idea — yet the buildup of all of them suggest this ,
yet the devil Esau made it virtually impossible for us to can get it confirmed ;
trying this week to at least post several sections of these chapters ;
in hindsight , 
perhaps the outcry some logs ago announced this theme – who knows ,
and though He says “that many candidates will not fall during their testing”
the whole theme … comes a bit by surprise : perhaps because we once hád 
this concept yet obviously (?) misplaced the timing and forgot about it ;
either way , please take good care of yourself & your state ,
and do plead for our 144 as a whole

june 20 [7pm] 
posted : [core of]  NO ‘crossing any Red Sea’ …
… yesterday’s chapter got stuck in its second half and by searching back
our ’40 days answer’ may be in the Ex.15 “manna” chapter [but no manna]  ,
continuing from 15 [but no “song of Moses about Pharaoh drowning”]  ,
continued from this 14 where no people old-Ishral crossed the sea  —
it may feel like a Loss that the story is Esau’s hoax but it’s crucial that we
get the proper intro to the important ch.15 that must hold a clue for us :
of the old people had a punishment time of ’40 [-years] ‘ after Weeks when
they made the statue , then would wé have a concluding time of 40 days ?
yet in our case “what exactly is judged then” .. ? 
Adam ? pastors that willingly keep the KJV (this feels possible) ?
because even if the 40 days are true – without a valid reason it cannot be ;
and concerning this chapter ,
Esau’s story is just too flimsy and the roots too suspicious just as several
phrases [in bold]  are ; tomorrow a full intro
let’s continue — dead or alive , okay please

june 19 [7pm] 
posted : buildup of Deut.9 : a possible +40 days
.. please hear for it is the final thing I will do for our deity , you and the 144 :
the insane and outlandish concept — but caused by utter need —
to invent “another 40 days after the final day of Weeks that we just had” ,
based upon the text knowing that Moses never had no ‘two tablets’ therefore
never ‘smashed them’ therefore never ‘needed 40 extra days to get a new set’ 
but as our current theme still linked to Weeks ;
the second reason – even móre unprovable – is because of three years ago
minus one month , the 24th and 26th of July , when His kindness showed ,
which is virtually exact forty days from this past day of Weeks    —
it’s an utter long shot , it’s insanity to even try , yet even Numbers 9 with her 
“second (-passover)” and “strange(rs) [=fire ?] ” may support this attempt ;
we just need to see by risking everything in the text ….
and if , by utter miracle , somehow I get in Eden with you , I’d prefer please
to never speak with Him again but just hide in a cottage in the woods 
because of this swine body adding insult to injury as the shame no 12 Edens
can ever undo , in eternity not , just hiding please

june 18 [8pm]
.. so you see it was good to be , prudent , to not have us totally crushed
in the pattern of disappointments going on for at least the past 1,5 years now ;
however — we’re about to give up breaking down this iron wall with bare hands
as a neverending Sisyphus job within this fkn open air asylum here 
if we cannot do it – in spite of all the themes we learned – no one can .
so , this is the situation :
every next day means more danger 
that some are falling out of the 144 — just by sheer pressure and circumstances ;
it’s not good , it’s an alarming mess , at the brink of giving up
and sadly , in this situation it doesn’t matter what our Majesty thinks : 
He could and should have said something — but didn’t ; fine , His choice ,
but it leaves you & we with this dangerous situation that is to implode …
because what if YOU & WE give up ? — then there be no 144 whatsoever
He is playing a very dangerous game
for just how fkn much one can demand from your servants ? what red line ?
this is not good … not good at all … you please tell whether that’s true or not …
and there’s no ‘next date’ yet ,
apart from if we even WANT another endless fkn timeline ,
while Esau – and Adam – are warring us (in our face)
and we’re the only ones that see : what would Jacob and his haughty pastors
with their truck-sized Egos ever understand what is goin’ on

june 17 [9pm] – we counted from the day after Passover (14th) a full seven
moon-weeks (49 days) for we don’t keep ‘the 50th day’, right ; technically that 
would give us max until tomorrow 6pm since the next moon phase starts
tomorrow morning
yet – and I sorry – the hope slowly started to implode already this afternoon
and this mercyless iron reality grinningly is declaring us religious fools …
you & we did our part , never being lazy and it’s an incredible string of finds
but it’s completely out of our hands now and in spite of remembering Him
as extremely kind – the type kindness you would die for – absolutely Nothing
indicates that we even have a remote chance the 20 hours …
stopping here for it wasn’t the intent to bring you down
it would be the greatest miracle since He created Eden if he will respond 
june 16 [8pm]
posted : Ex.31 [ptII] : we declared the eden-servants — Weeks as our date
… this is kind of ‘the aftermath’ of the Plagues that will come in full force soon ;
the buildup until (-and inclusive) the ‘Weeks’ is solid as is its text , so that’s good ;
while both chapters work from ‘the sacred objects in the Tabernacle represénting
the eden-servants’ to ‘how we must understand who the latter are’ ;
Welcome to the Creator’s Calendar – The Creators Calendar ,
… usually I live in sloppy rooms for no energy nor care to clean – only caring
about the text – but since a couple of days that changed (partly since I wouldn’t
want to leave behind a groundhog-cave and you get the pun) while today the
sphere changed into a ‘softer’ one .. – it’s still no confirmation , but who knows …
for this is how far we came our Majesty
it is what it is
pleading you kindly – because you are – to accept everything we found
and we wait what you our deity will decide .. and decide about us and your 144

june 15 [8pm]
.. not any kind of confirmation still … – though still holding that last year
we did declare the Scroll , we had not figured out by then ‘the 10’ of Adam
nor the locusts related to our birthright and neither the soul dying , hoping
it has been a respite to find also these so that now Acceptance follows …
and considering this Weeks : the buildup of Ex.30-31 is about ‘the sacred
vessels in the tabernacle’ representing the servants in the Plagues event
that in ch.31 ‘are declared by us’ ending in the ‘sabbath’ [=Weeks] section , 
hopefully as a – final – confirmation since we’ve nothing else to go by … 
it’s up to you our Majesty
no we’re not going to speculate ‘what happens if you wón’t act this week’ ,
though you know that all the beauties of your promises are destroyed to us
so that we are forced to realize the awful possibility that you would nót