december 31 … no one writes 2025 as ’25 but you see Esau made the apostrophe a 9 , so 9 25 within the christmas type star represents his ‘Hanukkah’ great day when his New World Era is to start after our 9 24 date will have failed miserably           our Majesty , please remember how we warred for you ,

please see how we literally lost everything — we need a soul from you ,
another type body from you , a mindset from you , feelings from you 
– then in the form of female as our core – 
and our only hope now is that indeed we crossed those long ’70 days’
that still were required : do please act in a week from now and don’t 
say that this year was but a dry run for we can’t do anymore ..- please

december 30 [10pm]
posted Mk.12 : alleged ‘parables’ — ‘the wicked tenants’ [similar theme]
… also this one came out rather well starting with the reason whý Esau
corrupted the scroll : to have all of Jacob perish in the tribulation
       you will have to forgive us so much please if you want to , your Majesty ,
       for we are so completely exhausted that we only seem to accumulate
       móre dirt in these final days … one more full week , the longest days ever

december 29
posted [Mt.22] : alleged ‘parables’ – ‘the great banquet’ [=the restored scroll]
… though it’s a bit like cooking a meal while sinking down in a swamp pit
and covered by mud , the text came out very well – and hoping you agree
       our Majesty , please — we are but few males of you yet carrying all the Legal
       right of everything you spoke .. that is what we bring back to you : your words
       pure and untainted … then you please forgive us for what is battering us
       for as long we keep walking towards you we have a chance .. yes female is the
       most lovely price for us but NOT ‘under any condition’ ;   
       just as the clean scroll we like to offer you clean feminine please

december 28
the unthinkable happened ,
therefore we will drag the female attribute to the finish line as if in
a grocery bag , quarantined , so that her toxic nature won’t kill us all .
    you may accuse us of many things your Majesty
    but defiling your honor is not one of them
    you invented female — and you say you love it ,
    then please remind us why .

[dec.27:]  therefore it’s a log to can also contain nonsensical things —
in the dream arriving to a place in the East [other reality] at a type train
tank wagon , bright blue , of 18 (?) sections and prepared by some guys
from this country ; it looked desirable and I wanted to have the machine
but then found out and saw it was rather pathetic : it did nothing more but
burn weed on a small road however leaving two clean tyre tracks
the point is the ’18’ and the ‘uselessness’.. not that they are ‘days’ so that
after the about 10-11 days we still have to go anóther week that must be
crossed – as “the path” – if the 70 days started áfter the week of Atonement …
      drinking tonight after a whole dark week and weird headaches yet trying to
      stay Sane and not starting about EMF as possible reasons [-for previous
      log sounds more probable] and tomorrow attempting another chapter …
december 25
rewrote intro to page yet lines 22-33 refuse to run in spite of staring at them
for two days now ; though the theme must be ‘Jacob physically dies’ while
the closing is about those ‘watchmen’ pastors
they may not run because of again another downturn having started    —
it’s almost as if a terminal degrading process has to run its course till the end
instead of being expectant and glad that our time is over soon – IF indeed we

are on the right track and understood His intent but now , that degrading only adds to the shame , when that tiny observing consciousness that was the only thing left is going blind .. and though she  still searches Him outthere and waits for any word or touch it is to no avail while the input to (do) the texts seems to have stopped ; it’s all as grey and cold & silent like the weather outside  even ‘the pregnant woman’ example as in Isaiah would fit : nine months after declaring the scroll ; but how awful now with only 14 days to go …

[dec.26 :]  pondering it – the mind does not ‘store anything’ , right , but instead
is working like an antenna , caching info from that consciousness blanket that
is over the world … isn’t it possible that the type impulses in that blanket
as ‘the helpful reasonings the soul needs concerning belief’ starts lacking in it ,
until it will be filtered out — in a similar way how the Spirit has been withdrawn ?
and perhaps that process has started now .. ?
it sounds possible : if our time line is valid ofcourse .. please ponder …
 

[dec.22 :] added : intro + fulltext [-so far]  
please – do plead Him that it is this Jan.7 —– not ‘in 2026’ …..
december 21
posted : Ez.33 : said to all candidates for the 144 & our 9/24 date
posted : Germany ‘virgin fortress’ dedication Ritual
… much of the chapter shows now though in restored text only still ,
very readable & interesting , hopefully completed in the next 2-3 days ;
while the Ritual in Magdeburg Germany is about ‘our dedication theme’
      our Majesty … these days are a plethora of different type attacks …
      it’s everything okay as long you promise please you get us the 7th ..

december 19
posted : Dan.12 : no ‘abomination set up & 1290 days’ — but the 70 days & 9/24th
… rather difficult one but became very readable ;
    the incredible shame because of this awful ape is unbearable , your Majesty …
    so much that often stepping out of it comes to mind though that be illegal and not
    helping our case … therefore waiting out the 20 more days still … yet without much
    courage to say something to you , you know that , because of that filthy shame … 
    you are the only one who can remove our eternal dishonour – if you want, please …
    and then we will need to implore you to never remember our present situation
    which was not our mistake – and the léast of all , yours – but has so completely
    humiliated the soul – or what is left of her still – that she fears to address you ,
    you as the only one that can make everything allright again for her
    we’re so sorry for the problems we caused you … if you had given up on us even
    for one moment we be doomed forever … then please see how she does anything
    to make sure she understands the 70 days correctly for that is her only hope ,
    that you will get her Out please , and remove our shame — forever

december 17
posted : Lk.13 [1-5] : Spring & Fall mirror + Full moon calendar confirmed
posted [in Rituals] :  the Drones mystery – about report (-ing)
… though the Luke one is short it’s important for us because it confirms the Mirror ,
where the ‘drones’ seems to be Esau’s last-ditch attempt against the report as concept ;
dream : a fax was sent from the east [=usually ‘Mystery-Babylon’ in dreams] declaring
how “the Mistress had died” , written by “the head-nurse there” closing with her signature
that was very large and complex using a lot of curls ;
though we had the theme a while ago it must be the “Isis & Nephthys” one aka the whore
as the evil feminine rule of her that ‘died’ — either way the dream is positive ;
and finally please ,
only 22 days still – according to the month calendar , don’t give up pleading for all of us

december 15                                                                                                              [THREE weeks …]
posted : Jer.52 [lines] : the 70 bulls theme supported
posted : Ez.40-48] [overview] : the 70 bulls theme supported
… especially the Jer.25 one is valuable for us — please remember that
we need to do it with what Esau left us for the theme is totally corrupted ;
tomorrow an attempt whether the Luke (!) chapter also was about this 
       our Majesty it may be tiring for you but forgive us , every day , please ,
       do see how we’re still searching to confirm the 70 days theme ,
       promise that indeed we got it right — and that you get us 
       [together with all the (missing-) Jacob-children] 

dec.11 : added : (intro) to Mt.23 ; (cleaned intro) to Mt.3 ; added to ‘Baptism’
Mainpage (contents) , (fish & dog demon-souls) , (part III as Luke 1) ;
in Occult Rituals ; (Notre Dame dedication & ‘the fall of Damascus’ – Is.17:1)
december 10 [8pm]
posted : Mt.23 : fabulous — extended version of 2 Cor. 6
.. sorry for the few days gap , it is so much work — but so very worth it :
26 unbroken lines so far [no cut out & foreign ones]  , amazing and Solid buildup ,
posting it now already for you and for the Legal , though intro & part I still lack ,
therefore please check back tomorrow
then ,
still having to post the Notre Dame M-Babylon dedication (!) and the other occult
ritual ‘Damascus fell’ [-which every self-respecting ‘watchman’ – that means ALL 
of them sorcerers – jumped upon cause that’s what they do : Esau pushes the
expected buttons and they jump]  , but having cleaned up pinned – though some
intros need rephrasing of the ‘John theme’ still 
[btw – since a week something changed : as if there came a sound-muffling veil
one yard around , as if ‘direct interaction’ (with sorcerous themes) is prohibited ,
perhaps you started to feel the same …]  
[10am this morning] 
dream :
a young quite handsome male stood between a handful of unrecognizable people
and for a moment he looked at me .. the lad “was to step down, to go”.. but before 
being able to see what he was about , I woke
the dream was unclear yet tentative ,
pondering it now there wasn’t any evil attached to the lad so he wasn’t “an enemy” ,
in fact the handsomeness must mean he is ‘a scriptural attribute’ … but why “go” 
[or did he ‘die’]  ? — he could represent “Jacob” but the latter isn’t linked to ‘son’ …
but something else started – a feeling of death .. so that the lad can be you & we ..
or perhaps the 144 at large , yet that would make little sense since ‘the manchild’ 
doesn’t “step down” does he 
however — it’s not impossible that ‘befóre the manchild is born’ he first must have
died as son , as the son representing Jacob (?) … since he would have followed
Christ … and , somehow linked to this important (Legal-) chapter this time it feels
as if He – Christ now – is saying ‘the work of the son is completed’ .. which also
makes sense for He is the first one to judge about you & we ..
— so that in fact the dream must be very positive , promising and timely 
      our Majesty , please understand our position … after everything that happened
      this year , especially the understanding of the feasts , we still do not know
      whether it was a dry-run – please not – or if indeed this is your Jubilee ; even in
      spite of dreams like this one
      and there is something else , please ; we please will need everything new from
      you , a body , mind , soul , everything .. for only that tiny consciousness behind 
      blind eyes has remained , you know that , but if we will enter your world we will 
      be 100% dependent upon you .. there won’t be any possibility anymore that wé
      can distinguish evil and its false light as we still are able to now in our poor way …
      100% dependent …
      we said we die for you and ultimately that happened at Weeks , and there is 
      no regret whatsoever please ; but this feels as … ceasing to exist definitely ,
      with an acquiescent slight fear of what can come .. – it’s not because of you
      please for you’ve always been kind to us , and having sensed your marvellous
      Kindness it really is not because of you … for we did nothing else as trying to
      get closer to you .. perhaps this silence is just “fear for the Unknown”  …
      please always forgive us , everything , immediately – until that day