20 june [6pm]                                                                                                           [very important]
posted : full section [34-39] : the Spirit DID leave us on Weeks …
… completely rewritten intro and very readable now — you will forgive yesterday’s 
one after fighting so much with the text trying to make it shine like gold again ;
though the theme is ominous the theme is NOT ABOUT YOU who always have
supported all of us , and please see the notes in the lines of our love for you ;
promise – promise that you keep pleading , with all that is left in you ,
doing so in the most honourable way , always remembering our goal

19 june [9pm]
posted [Lk]  : these 40 days are about judging US ….
so carefully trying to interpret the so horribly corrupted  remaining sections   —
the theme appears to be about ‘the sons that were never part of us removed’
but you – please ! – understand how tricky this theme is ,
several times appearing in prophets but now pinned upon these ’40 days’  :
please know that this is NOT ABOUT YOU if you cared for all of us
and do help us – please – to get through this awful final mystery

18 june [8pm]
[posted] : we’ll need to bear these ‘extra 40 days’ – as ‘a restoration pattern’ 
… part I so far with “Moses the second time on the mount for 40 days” ,
Revelation 1 about Christ and the lampstands (Torches) related to Jacob
and surprisingly the ‘book Jonah’ with its “40 days then destruction” :
please read & ponder
and please plead for all of us

halfway june 16 2024                                                      bit extensive but please do read
[915am UTC] 
well …
still some six hours until “the sun going down at midday” will have lost its sense ,
and though faintly hoping still for a surprise , it appears that it isn’t going to happen
…
yes I know one could get acute PTSD from this date enigma , and even more so
when added the disappointments of the past year — but especially right now after 
the entire subject of Unleavened-Weeks combined with the Jubilee appears empty :
though the concept of it remains rock solid for we have NOT misunderstood it :
yet as you see we have a bit of a problem right now …
…
please — THE horror scenario is “another full year”, right … since we cannot switch
now to “Trumpets” (-which is impossible anyway since it started the scroll) nor any
other feast because it would deviate from this solid Unleavened-Weeks theme ;
yet we need to arm ourselves with something in order to not go down and fail 
…
but that means we will need to speculate rather insanely this time – as juxtaposed
to the Solid content of the chapters [however : they came into existence through 
speculation — or ‘intuition” — as well , first ! how strange is that .. ?] ; 
hence in this case carefully presenting you the time frame of this July 24-26 ,                     <<<<
forty days from this weekend , and though it is NO (scriptural-) feast day 
it *could* be supported by the scroll : because of the situation we are in       —
if you are interested then please wrestle yourself through the below section which
will need a bit long take-off , first because the situation is so very bizarre but also 
for you to judge the reasoning until the conclusion at the end … okay ; please see
the “date description” below , then decide whether you wish to continue – or not :
…
the 24-26 July (-2022) date 
… it has always shown in the log – until recently we removed many older log pages 
in order to lessen (-expensive) site content ; as the two days when a sweet female
Original visited and exclaimed in her pretty filled-with-breath-sexy voice “how now
we really will be freed” ; and after that the day when His radiating kindness was so 
palpable that it caused constant reverence
— and though all very sweet it was never explained nor put in context again ;
yet in hindsight this 24th July will ‘be the 3d year’ … and I don’t need explain that
…
[tough section]
…  translating in order to understand what it said is not an abstract job since every
word “has to go through the own being” – just like every word is going through your 
being if indeed you feel He said that , right ; so that many themes can and will have
effect upon her , where oftentimes it is not even clear what can be going on      —
yesterday’s log still is valid , as the only one thing that was left until now : that small 
consciousness that could still speak with Him which has vanished also ; and how 
that ‘small consciousness’ can very well have been the aspect of the Spirit as it was 
given 2000 years ago around these very days ;
we can discuss “whether the above is scripturally possible or not” but it is what it is ,
while the result is ‘that the own being imploded’ having lost this final strength to can 
hold on to , as dwelling in a now deserted cave in the chest’s centre ;
but the most bizarre 
is that the own being separated into ‘traces of fog’ , of smoke , as aimlessly swirling
around the place where that small consciousness úsed to be , where ‘I’ – for lack of 
proper expression – need much energy “to get those traces together in order to form 
sómething of substance” as “me” which could form a thought , and even search the
words to phrase that – and even could tell them to Him ;
but usually this ‘bringing together to form any substance’ is too hard , like the Greek 
figure pushing a rock upon a mount yet every single time it rolled back : forever ;
yet
these traces of fog still have a sense of Time and of misery , knowing that they do 
not have much time to remain like this by running out of energy   — 
yes I’ve written many insane things but this must top all of them , sorry
…
perhaps the strange “death theme related to the great-grandfather and the uncle
as proto-old-Ishral” likely related to ‘the curse of Adam’ theme (see Gen.3 page) 
three days ago was not over yet ;
the night before yesterday was the second half of a most chaotic unclear dream 
about “the different groups as Jacob , the 144 (-and others)” in which one group
or person uttered – but almost róared ! – destroying words as a type of judgment
which was based upon rightful observations — countered by another group or 
person answering that with – louder or “more convincing” – destroying words as 
a judgment against that prévious one or group having uttered theirs :
pondering this now it was akin to “Joshua vs Adam” in the Zechariah chapter
…
but IF true then how it can be linked to óur situation ?
or even : is it possible that we need to wait another (-hidden) 40 days ?
what if the three sections of Luke were in a different order as we assumed                        <<<<
and the ’40 days’ alleged temptation ‘in the desert’ came at the end ?
what if it said – paraphrased ofcourse – 
that “you & we will be 40 days (-extra) in the desert’ (‘desolation’) ?
what if it said ,
that not “He was filled with the spirit inthere” but “we would lóse her” .. ?
which then in turn ,
would render the term “temptation” into .. “trial” ?
is this blasphemous ?  impossible ? and if so , why ? if the context is like 
this then it DOES somehow link to the “Joshua & Adam” theme … and if we 
suspected ‘that curse’ subject in Zechariah , can it be the same here too ?
it’s very difficult to see ‘what’ three themes appear in the Luke section while
remembering it may be about ‘that curse’ : we’ll try Luke the next days …
now ,
IF the above assumption is valid , He first may have explained all of Weeks
including the Jubilee year , THEN ‘adding the extra 40 days’ of this section
which ends with the Isaiah “acceptable day / prisoners” line , 
and please remember how the female Original “was so happy to be freed”,
moreover – that followed by He radiating such kindness …
…
other sections with a “40 days + an extra 40” ? :
– perhaps we have Noah ‘sending out a raven after 40 days’ , then after
  another 40 ‘sending out a dove’ : an outward similarity could be that the
  boat ‘hit land – upon a mount’ , the same we wait for , and that the dove
  did not return ; though true it’s a bit clutching at straws ;
– and perhaps “Moses going upon the mount a second time (-for 40 days)”
  if at the first descent God rejected the people – instead of accepting ,
  and “another 40 days” cóuld be in play ;
  OR perhaps in their case “the 40 days became 40 years” where the
  restoration of the acceptance was “at mt.Nebo” upon which Moses did
  nót die – as we saw – but was taken up .. ? wouldn’t that match better ?
  [though this causes another problem , see next :] …
hás God accepted the scroll (-today) ?  or : why is this happening ?
… that is difficult  —
considered the first : we can only hope so , right ; and the second one :
we’ve not even begún to explore ‘what is happening’ let alone the 40 days
surplus – if true , and have the same question : the acceptance at Weeks 
was so logical (-well , having fóund it) after declaring at Unleavened ,
so why not at that same day ? yet now , is + 40 good or bad … ?
…
hopefully it is not “because of the scroll” : please confirm to Him that to the
best of our knowledge we understood all the themes – though not every
single chapter has been restored ;
that leaves us with “temporary problems around us” but it’s utter guesswork
what reasons that may have : something wrong with the number of the 144
as the final ones added .. ? perhaps “because Adam was in overdrive to
make sure that those were compromised”… ? and that as the reason why
he roared his judgmental verdict – see above – since probably it was him .. ?
and right in the days ‘before the Acceptance’ — like happened at Horeb .. ?
you understand and agree that it’s but guesswork .. yet in the right direction
…
closing :
as promised we’ll try the Luke section and search for related texts ,
but since I’m severely handicapped now , more than ever all of us and our
entire succeeding or failure depends on you … by you taking the wheel
so to speak and get all of us to the 24th by staying close to Him ;  
then let us bear 40 – say 38 by now – more days of Esau’s nonsense in his
lousy clown world which as far we’re concerned he can keep , right ;
please check the log now and then : because of this strange theme aspects
can suddenly evolve and we be faithful to you posting it right away
– with much love
[end : 1pm UTC]

15 june [7pm]
yes this is worrying … very much so … and nothing but this complete silence …
technically we may have 24 hours still … but realistically it doesn’t look good for us …
*silent*
if you can , do keep pleading … but honourfully please … and we see what tomorrow brings
 
perhaps skip the below , but that’s why it’s a log ;
something else is the same worrying … – after the soul disappeared two years ago at least 
that “small consciousness inside which could still talk with Him” remained … yet now also
this appears to have left , causing an impossible situation for she is virtually erased … 
to skip the many issues of this strange problem but after endless pondering : what réally
happened ‘when they received the Spirit in those days’ – aside from the useless answers
on the Net as “enabling the fruits” etc .. ? was it not simply “helping the soul communicate
with Him” as the basic concept , and yes why could that consciousness not get intense ?
but — can it “be taken away” as well .. ?
and how is it póssible exactly in these days ?
and most of all : is this good or bad .. ?

jun 14 [5pm]
[Gen.9 : the sign as ‘this moon’]
… very interesting section already , see top why we need do these problems first ;
and how unreal that the context of this section relates to these very days   —
considered our date : since the moon phases are rather erratic it is possible that
the phase having started this morning would run until tomorrow 6 PM ,
so that IF tomorrow would pass empty we technically have Sunday still
       your Majesty do please act

13 june
.. small setback : before even starting ‘the fallen ones’ as chapter 6 it turned out 
that Esau has cut out & distributed sections of “how we gót to this prison-earth” ,
see the expected buildup (here) and how likely no ‘bow’ showed but ‘the moon’ ;
yes it’s going very slow , sorry  — 
but because of the great worry whether Saturday will happen anything – or not ,
listening and searching but hearing nothing and not finding more than we did :
our chance is exactly 50-50 yet it’s much work to not go negative .. isn’t it … 
please check addition in previous log , please do keep pleading
        your Majesty ,
        all of the final Acceptable Day theme we hold to have understood rightly ,
        but we’ll have painted us in a corner if you will not act … for it will mean that
        we will have to wait another whole year … while it’s so unclear how can you
       keep us in this unspeakable situation towards you : not saying nothing to us ,
       not even the tiniest of hints , nothing — whý you choose this please ?
        this is drowning having used the last air , almost as if you’re waiting to see
        the moment the victim will start to get violent — how can we know you don’t 
        if you tell us nothing and we’re but to assume that this is the umpth test of a 
       neverending series … ?
        then please , what you want us to do ? stay silent and sink into the depth ?
        yes we would , for you    —
        because somewhere far away she remembers your kind nature
        yet please say it was enough … 

12 june
chaotic dreams .. there was a very large family meeting yet most were unknown ,
where we “had to reunite the one side with the other” and that through some ‘play’ ;
the colour was “like the north & south kingdom of old-Ishral” but we were the one
side probably as “today’s people” turning them into “Ishral in past times” …
the scene changed : being in the back of a van with “our great great grandfather”
(though he didn’t look too old) at the wheel and his son – our ‘uncle’ – next to him ,
as two complete strangers yet ‘family’ ; while they discussed something they had 
done – or hadn’t done – as the cause of the ‘reuniting’ we did in the first dream ,
or perhaps “we had to Undo something they had done” (-or had nót done) ; 
the van drove in nighttime over small roads in the countryside , and just before 
we were to cross a rather old bridge over a stream the dream ended
— the ‘death’ is still there but not as awful as yesterday … yet what that has to do 
with ‘our ancestors’ ? both men could be “1200 & 500 BC Ishral” but it feels more
as if the grandfather was perhaps even before Abraham and the ‘uncle’ from the
1200-500 BC time .. where “a car” is ‘personal consciousness’ and “the stream” 
can be ‘a dimensional border’ , compare the river Euphrates … – as our date ?
but why this ‘forefather’ and ‘uncle’ ? what “play” we are in .. ?
        your Majesty ,
        so depleted shadow only surviving until you will act .. yet not even being sure
        that indeed this weekend is her escape .. it’s all rather hopeless and shameful
        while all your promises we found and brought you are so , so far away
        please tell that the death is about ‘Adam’… it’s the only thing making sense …
        please be kind to us and say it was enough for we cannot take another blow
        [+3 hrs]
        your Majesty , always please forgive us , everything , immediately …
        we take and have taken you so seriously … but you see how we struggle
        to keep standing and waiting … be not angry with us but kind please …
        bless all those following this site for we owe each one of them very much
        and please solidly guard the entire 144     
 

— fck the so well-meant intents … drinking … after half a day resisting this total murder ,
and no answer , trying to keep the remnant of the destroyed soul into her position     —
Anna has seen this , years ago : utterly worn out souls , having crossed the hot desert ,
barely conscious anymore — and then the Gate appeared 
     your – our – Majesty … we understood more than we could bear but this surpasses it