june 25 [9pm]
posted : Ex.16 : NO ‘manna & quails’ – but the (wider-) 144 judged & sealed
… you can see that it was never about old-Ishral “desiring + to eat + flesh”
but “(the 144-) dying + to the desire of + their flesh”      —
the buildup almost fórces us to have ‘that trial’ during ‘these 40 extra days’ with
inevitable conclusion that the righteous ones of them are being sealed :
this totally corrupted chapter (after the lost (!) previous chapter 15) turned out
as a rather Solid buildup ánd syntax — yet the concept of “an extra 40 days only
in the final Jubilee year [=now !]” remains hard to definitely prove ;
do please note the tender section about the sons & daughters that will succeed ;
much love to you , do keep pleading please 

 

june 23
Rev.7:1-3 [-and continuation]  : the ’40 days of judgment and of sealing’       [sic] 
… continued theme of the Leviticus 25 lines    —
building this case out of the insane corruptions the section here appears valid 
combined with the Lev.25 lines (-posted yesterday) and hopefully more to come ;
yet the greatest problem still is , 
the interpreted concept of an “40 +days after Weeks in the final Jubilee year” :
why not include them befóre Weeks ? or was that (period) (-but) ‘a template’ ?

june 22
it seems that ’40 days of judgment of our own 144′ have started ….      [sic]
… needing your full attention please ;
to show you , posting now a Leviticus (section) that seems to confirm this title 
out from so far four chapters about it that are an absolute corrupted Mess ;
the subject seems to be “candidates for the wider 144” – so not you & we – 
that will be tested through their flesh , probably in the category “lust” fueled by
the serpent-race : hence perhaps also “the 4 angels – that harm” in Revelation ,
and possibly ‘the sealing of the 144 having started’ is a connected event …
the greatest contéxtual problem now ,
is “why would our date be ’40 days after Weeks” (-instead of f.e. Atonement)
as a seemingly unscriptural idea — yet the buildup of all of them suggest this ,
yet the devil Esau made it virtually impossible for us to can get it confirmed ;
trying this week to at least post several sections of these chapters ;
in hindsight , 
perhaps the outcry some logs ago announced this theme – who knows ,
and though He says “that many candidates will not fall during their testing”
the whole theme … comes a bit by surprise : perhaps because we once hád 
this concept yet obviously (?) misplaced the timing and forgot about it ;
either way , please take good care of yourself & your state ,
and do plead for our 144 as a whole

june 20 [7pm] 
posted : [core of]  NO ‘crossing any Red Sea’ …
… yesterday’s chapter got stuck in its second half and by searching back
our ’40 days answer’ may be in the Ex.15 “manna” chapter [but no manna]  ,
continuing from 15 [but no “song of Moses about Pharaoh drowning”]  ,
continued from this 14 where no people old-Ishral crossed the sea  —
it may feel like a Loss that the story is Esau’s hoax but it’s crucial that we
get the proper intro to the important ch.15 that must hold a clue for us :
of the old people had a punishment time of ’40 [-years] ‘ after Weeks when
they made the statue , then would wé have a concluding time of 40 days ?
yet in our case “what exactly is judged then” .. ? 
Adam ? pastors that willingly keep the KJV (this feels possible) ?
because even if the 40 days are true – without a valid reason it cannot be ;
and concerning this chapter ,
Esau’s story is just too flimsy and the roots too suspicious just as several
phrases [in bold]  are ; tomorrow a full intro
let’s continue — dead or alive , okay please

june 19 [7pm] 
posted : buildup of Deut.9 : a possible +40 days
.. please hear for it is the final thing I will do for our deity , you and the 144 :
the insane and outlandish concept — but caused by utter need —
to invent “another 40 days after the final day of Weeks that we just had” ,
based upon the text knowing that Moses never had no ‘two tablets’ therefore
never ‘smashed them’ therefore never ‘needed 40 extra days to get a new set’ 
but as our current theme still linked to Weeks ;
the second reason – even móre unprovable – is because of three years ago
minus one month , the 24th and 26th of July , when His kindness showed ,
which is virtually exact forty days from this past day of Weeks    —
it’s an utter long shot , it’s insanity to even try , yet even Numbers 9 with her 
“second (-passover)” and “strange(rs) [=fire ?] ” may support this attempt ;
we just need to see by risking everything in the text ….
and if , by utter miracle , somehow I get in Eden with you , I’d prefer please
to never speak with Him again but just hide in a cottage in the woods 
because of this swine body adding insult to injury as the shame no 12 Edens
can ever undo , in eternity not , just hiding please

june 18 [8pm]
.. so you see it was good to be , prudent , to not have us totally crushed
in the pattern of disappointments going on for at least the past 1,5 years now ;
however — we’re about to give up breaking down this iron wall with bare hands
as a neverending Sisyphus job within this fkn open air asylum here 
if we cannot do it – in spite of all the themes we learned – no one can .
so , this is the situation :
every next day means more danger 
that some are falling out of the 144 — just by sheer pressure and circumstances ;
it’s not good , it’s an alarming mess , at the brink of giving up
and sadly , in this situation it doesn’t matter what our Majesty thinks : 
He could and should have said something — but didn’t ; fine , His choice ,
but it leaves you & we with this dangerous situation that is to implode …
because what if YOU & WE give up ? — then there be no 144 whatsoever
He is playing a very dangerous game
for just how fkn much one can demand from your servants ? what red line ?
this is not good … not good at all … you please tell whether that’s true or not …
and there’s no ‘next date’ yet ,
apart from if we even WANT another endless fkn timeline ,
while Esau – and Adam – are warring us (in our face)
and we’re the only ones that see : what would Jacob and his haughty pastors
with their truck-sized Egos ever understand what is goin’ on

june 17 [9pm] – we counted from the day after Passover (14th) a full seven
moon-weeks (49 days) for we don’t keep ‘the 50th day’, right ; technically that 
would give us max until tomorrow 6pm since the next moon phase starts
tomorrow morning
yet – and I sorry – the hope slowly started to implode already this afternoon
and this mercyless iron reality grinningly is declaring us religious fools …
you & we did our part , never being lazy and it’s an incredible string of finds
but it’s completely out of our hands now and in spite of remembering Him
as extremely kind – the type kindness you would die for – absolutely Nothing
indicates that we even have a remote chance the 20 hours …
stopping here for it wasn’t the intent to bring you down
it would be the greatest miracle since He created Eden if he will respond 
june 16 [8pm]
posted : Ex.31 [ptII] : we declared the eden-servants — Weeks as our date
… this is kind of ‘the aftermath’ of the Plagues that will come in full force soon ;
the buildup until (-and inclusive) the ‘Weeks’ is solid as is its text , so that’s good ;
while both chapters work from ‘the sacred objects in the Tabernacle represénting
the eden-servants’ to ‘how we must understand who the latter are’ ;
Welcome to the Creator’s Calendar – The Creators Calendar ,
… usually I live in sloppy rooms for no energy nor care to clean – only caring
about the text – but since a couple of days that changed (partly since I wouldn’t
want to leave behind a groundhog-cave and you get the pun) while today the
sphere changed into a ‘softer’ one .. – it’s still no confirmation , but who knows …
for this is how far we came our Majesty
it is what it is
pleading you kindly – because you are – to accept everything we found
and we wait what you our deity will decide .. and decide about us and your 144

june 15 [8pm]
.. not any kind of confirmation still … – though still holding that last year
we did declare the Scroll , we had not figured out by then ‘the 10’ of Adam
nor the locusts related to our birthright and neither the soul dying , hoping
it has been a respite to find also these so that now Acceptance follows …
and considering this Weeks : the buildup of Ex.30-31 is about ‘the sacred
vessels in the tabernacle’ representing the servants in the Plagues event
that in ch.31 ‘are declared by us’ ending in the ‘sabbath’ [=Weeks] section , 
hopefully as a – final – confirmation since we’ve nothing else to go by … 
it’s up to you our Majesty
no we’re not going to speculate ‘what happens if you wón’t act this week’ ,
though you know that all the beauties of your promises are destroyed to us
so that we are forced to realize the awful possibility that you would nót 

june 13
posted : Esau & serpent-race started their ’10’ Ritual
posted : Ex.6 : how Adam got his ’10’ [but text was too corrupted] 
… the occult Ritual page is not nice to do – but has to be b/c of the Legal ;
the Ex.6 text originally was “the intro tó the plagues” which Esau so buried
so that ‘the context of them’ would never be understood      —
considering our date , hopefully 16-17th somewhere ,
in spite we made a very good run there’s no indication whatsoever ,
therefore please keep pleading for us & the wider 144 … much love

june 11 [not even ’10’ but ‘seven plagues’ ;
                  rewritten intro concerning this + breakdown of first 6 plagues
                  of which two Esau cut-up & doubled as if separate plagues ;
                  main theme : matrix destroyed and Eden paradise restored ,
                  and contextual time frame of the latter : at Weeks … ] 
10 june
[theme] : yes 10 plagues : but not in Egypt & no firstborn slain & blood on door
… we’re going extremely well —
chapter 5 was good ! , and now also the interpretation is clear : indeed plagues
happened in their Field of Reeds , but as forewarning : the full force of them will
only happen in THESE days ! while the conclusion must be that these plagues
‘ended’ at Pentecost’ for old-Ishral – when they departed , while our situation
could end ‘at Weeks’ right now !
forgive that the plagues breakdown is tomorrow , was important to show you this ;
we have some seven days left and though the themes come running in there is
no single indication that He will act so please do plead ….