1 october
Loose Ends .. eleven more days …
… nothing done today — the blasting crown , radiating till into the root , poor sleep
and no appetite .. all of us have the same misery and therefore you likely as well …
though this crown thing since , what , six weeks now is supposed to be a góod sign
when part of the ‘Cush ones’ theme , right
inbetween fruitlessly pondering if there’s still something we may have overlooked ,
and though that does not seem to be the case others pop up like “those that will
seek death but it will evade them” which was never about a mark but the False Fire
and was part of one of the first trumpets .. those kind of loose ends …
      our Majesty , we do try hard to sit it out without complaining … it’s disheartening
      to see the number of chapters that do nót show yet : even though their theme is
      understood — we hope you won’t make that a condition please right now … but if
      there’s any detail we still need to see then tell us the next days
      you will need , if you want , to forgive us incredibly much … but it would be great
      to have you as our deity — there is something wonderful (to avoid ‘magical’) in the
      positioning of ‘us standing before you’ and you tell to us what you think and feel , 
      always interesting and always surprising (-for us) , for you won’t think less of us
      even we are little , and we take you as seriously as we have done until now …
           no this is not ‘persuading you to act , soon’ 
           but please do

30 september [9pm]
posted [half] CT 686 : stealing dew from the tree of Life & eden binary
… solid theme and came out well . so far ; the subject may appear Insane but the
more you ponder it the more it makes Sense — and in fact it is the KJV and derived
quasi-magickal themes that are the réally insane ones …
      your Majesty … we wish to be your sons … but that will only work if yóu would
      want us to be , out of your own free will … we do everything to understand your
      world including these writings which we wouldn’t Legally post if we wouldn’t feel
      they were true .. but that is as far as we can come : if you want us – please – 
      then you will need to restore us completely , from scratch … and you’ll have to
      make trouble for us once again , for that poor is our state …
      but please choose so — it’s 12-13 days only still and though we have no indication
      whatsoever that you could act , we still hope you will .. because only when you
      will get us you show that you did choose us .. please

29 september
posted : CT 691 : the stolen eden seasons (day/night/year) by 4 types light-particles
… the pallet of themes only seems to incréase – and we need be careful to pick those
that we’re still able to understand (-somewhat) … next series will take more time since 
the texts refuse to run while the days only get more poor , do they not
dream :
.. out of the blue ; walking through the endless fields in the east-land (-but not the far east)
followed by two thugs , then arriving at dark at a small trainstation in the middle of nowhere :
the tracks went to the far east [-which is always Mystery-Babylon] and a steam locomotive
with only two wagons arrived . Searching for the friends and entering the last wagon only
four (train-) staff sat there and also the first wagon was empty — until opening a door and a
huge Danish dog came investigating my loins (and I hate dogs , btw what soul is in them?) ,
while the 6 (?) very unsympathic people inthere did not intend to debark from the train ;
the scene changed and a crowd stood in front of my old parental home , and in the centre
of attention I saw the good old friend (-from that same east-country) perhaps together with
a small group that he took with him — the dream ended
… no it’s not a dramatic one .. but ‘they escaped from M-Babylon that imprisons something’
because of the huge brown dog that must be ‘the (chakra-) root’ or ‘ruling it’ ; perhaps the
four staff were ‘its petals’ and the 6 (?) nasty people ‘the other 6 chakras’ ? because also
the “land” featured prominently as the grounding for that chakra of them ;
while the parental home must be ‘the house Ishral’ .. 
      it’s such a mess your Majesty .. one day barely standing , next day down .. as a never
      ending pathetic cycle … do please see that what’s left of us tries … but it’s hopeless ..
      14 days to go … and all we have is the hópe that you will act please …

 26 september [below] 
25 september
posted CT 696 [first theme] : the (eden) two olive-trees
… as a small and corrupted theme in Prophets yet an interesting one 
since the “liquid golden (olive-) oil” must relate to our pretty Originals ;
second part about ‘the (eden-) tree of life’ hopefully tomorrow ; 
added : between all the Nonsense a rather dangerous ‘prophet’ (here)
[26 sept :] posted : part II
this time the text fought back — but we gathered everything we need from it ;
next one may take two days , about the full moon (gate) and altar ;
     your Majesty please accept it all , the understanding that is … promise you
     get us out in 17 days , don’t look at this ape but please have mercy upon
     that tiny virtually obliterated being that remained of us
 

24 september
posted : CT 711 : the serpent race (very readable)
posted : CT 774 : God’s altar in the eden-gate
23 september [7pm]
posted [22sept.9pm] : part II of CT 61 , interesting as well
posted : CT 486 : the now ‘turquoise lights by the corner-stone’
… CT 61 will remain the most important and 486 is a sub-theme of that one ;
yes it’s true that the Spells are ‘cold & technical’ as not a reading for the soul
however they give us immense Legal rights — but you understood that ;
then ,
a month now of this headache causing crown and always negative dreaming
about “being completely lost somewhere” and “the world seeming normal but
being enclosed inside a gigantic cave” ; however this night’s dream was curious  —
meeting someone of the wider family I hadn’t seen in ages (true) and the encounter
was rather .. sensual , from my part (it’s a dream right) , and her name derives from
an old deity as Germanic *Ingwaz, possibly meaning “ancestor”; 
yet she seemed reluctant and went her way ;
interestingly , the dream came the night after the Equinox , so that one can’t help 
pondering whether it can be ‘the Root theme’ , the Cush ones , where “she” can 
have represented ‘the Attribute itself’ and “that she left” perhaps because we still 
need to wait 19 days for them — just let’s hope the interpretation is correct …
and finally ,
Esau suddenly ramped up his own ‘israel wars’ probably becáuse of these days
until Atonement , but unlike all the previous years “the (spiritual-) sphere” has NOT
darkened as result of that [because all of Jacob giving his attention to that never
ending occult Ritual] : perhaps that álso is a good sign …
please don’t give up pleading .. for we’re still looking good …

21 september [730pm]
posted (most of) CT 61 : Orion, Ursa Major, the stolen ‘house-H’ (main theme) ,
                  silver & turquoise lights, (corner-) stone, eden-binary sun & moon, pyramid
… not easy but an in-cre-dible read and virtually 100% succeeded , completely confirming
the sections in the Scroll concerning these themes ; having wanted to post áll today but
the mind can only take in so much at one time

20 september [8pm]
posted : CT 330 : said to the serpent-race [+Orion] , interesting & amusing read
posted : CT 469 : the ruddish crown of speech (Adam’s attribute) concerning
                   Orion , Sirius , serpent-race , Bennu (‘phoenix’) + the Malachi 1 line (sic)
posted : CT 853, 689, 635 : crown of speech , Orion , moon , (stolen eden-) year 
… the for us Legally very important 469 about the ruddish Crown as Adam’s attribute
had to be posted before the Equinox tomorrow ; the chapter lists ‘for what concepts
they use that crown’ (-and is a very long one – only one page is lacking still) ;
the other ones were of interest because of the keyword ‘Orion’ , while tomorrow a 
useful one about ‘the stolen eden-house-H’ will be posted
        your Majesty … with very much need pleading you to forgive us daily , please ,
        and get us through this silly hell of the next 22 … 

15 september [930pm]
posted : CT 577 : Adam’s attribute : ‘the ruddish crown of Speech’ TESHERT
posted : CT 576 : the ‘red lights’ for the eden-mother to birth the Ammon sons
… if not so much of the Scroll supported these themes it would be plain Insanity ,
but in the first one ‘the crown’ in Rev.3 is THIS one : fór us ! ,
and the second one is closely related to ‘our birth’ , soon     —
you see how close we got to the attribute rúling the twelve subtle-energies ?
intro of 577 tomorrow for doing these was like going through a 100 universes ..
    our Majesty .. respectfully pleading you to hear us and not turn us aside
    because of the mere vapours we became in these days .. we are your
    most tiny remnant but carry all the legal right of everything you have said
    and everything related to that .. and daily we collect more .. and they are 
    all for you please .. as you said , a gift unto you
    the blanket of Sorcery over everyone is so thick that we choke in it and it
    has no sense to say anything ; we’re angry about it but too compromised
    and weak now to fight it .. then you please have reached each one whom
    you like to add to the 144 , and please promise you will complete us in
    these days till Atonement — not that we’ll need to wait another year ;
    though we have to ask that while staying at a distance from you simply
    because of our shameful state — 
    yet hoping that you have not forgotten us and do remember the promises
    you said to do to us , for we will need everything new from you simply
    because there is so absolutely nothing left … you be never angry with us
    but kind and careful please and forgiving us 27 more days still …

14 september [11pm]
posted : Is.37 intro : proof that our Cush ones bring the root (-attribute)
posted : CoffinText 83 : red ruby
… the prophecy section in Is.37 has some gaps still .. perhaps tomorrow ;
also posted : the sea in earth’s crust in Giza was the Babel tower
      your Majesty … please forgive us every single day .. and keep us afloat

11 september                                                                                                                                                         [30+ days …]
posted : Is.36 [pt.I] : the 185,000 Assyrians slain = the 144,000 lightworkers
… working back from ‘Hezekiah being sick’ which is “you & we these days” 
the slain – or retreated – Assyrian troops must be this group since it’s a prophecy ;
but to be fair next chapter 37 will be very difficult for she is insanely corrupted ;
      your Majesty please forgive us every single day , fully , until our date …
      it’s good that you say you war for us as long we keep your scroll
      then we trust that you will complete all of us soon … please