13 june
.. small setback : before even starting ‘the fallen ones’ as chapter 6 it turned out
that Esau has cut out & distributed sections of “how we gót to this prison-earth” ,
see the expected buildup (here) and how likely no ‘bow’ showed but ‘the moon’ ;
yes it’s going very slow , sorry —
but because of the great worry whether Saturday will happen anything – or not ,
listening and searching but hearing nothing and not finding more than we did :
our chance is exactly 50-50 yet it’s much work to not go negative .. isn’t it …
please check addition in previous log , please do keep pleading
your Majesty ,
all of the final Acceptable Day theme we hold to have understood rightly ,
but we’ll have painted us in a corner if you will not act … for it will mean that
we will have to wait another whole year … while it’s so unclear how can you
keep us in this unspeakable situation towards you : not saying nothing to us ,
not even the tiniest of hints , nothing — whý you choose this please ?
this is drowning having used the last air , almost as if you’re waiting to see
the moment the victim will start to get violent — how can we know you don’t
if you tell us nothing and we’re but to assume that this is the umpth test of a
neverending series … ?
then please , what you want us to do ? stay silent and sink into the depth ?
yes we would , for you —
because somewhere far away she remembers your kind nature
yet please say it was enough …
